Without thinking about it, McAvoy moves away from the fruit machine and pulls up a chair. They sit together in a rough circle and with each word spoken he feels drawn further into this sphere of energised officers. This was what he imagined it would be like when he made the move to CID.
‘So how we do know where to look next?’ asks Sophie, looking up from her notebook and her frantic scribbling. ‘How the hell else do we find a sole survivor?’
Colin Ray, who has been muttering something in Shaz Archer’s ear, suddenly sits back in his chair as if he’s been shoved in the chest.
‘This Chandler,’ he says. ‘What’s the script?’
McAvoy thinks about the best way to sum up the rumpled, drink-pickled hack. ‘Typical journo, really. Out for himself. Cuts a few corners. Ticked off at life and drinks too much.’
‘Sounds to me like he’s the link in the chain,’ says Ray, and McAvoy notices a few subtle nods from the others. He looks at Pharaoh.
‘You’re not suggesting that Chandler could be the actual …’
‘Pick a prize from the middle shelf,’ says Ray.
‘No, I can see the connection, but in terms of his physical capability to commit the crimes, there’s no way,’ says McAvoy, and the whole idea seems so preposterous to him that his voice is louder than he intends.
Ray gets defensive. ‘Look, lad, I’ve known blokes with the build of a fucking jockey who could knock over a bodybuilder when their blood’s up. There’s no shame if a little fella has got the best of you once or twice …’
Without intending to, McAvoy finds himself starting to stand. ‘Do you think that’s what I care about?’ he demands.
‘Easy, Sergeant,’ says Ray, not moving.
‘I’ve met Chandler. Spent time with him. And I’ve met the person who’s doing this. They’re different people.’
‘That’ll do,’ says Pharaoh, and waves McAvoy back into his seat. She looks from his flushed face to Colin Ray’s angry one and appears to make a decision.
‘What is it with you and the limbless? There was a onearmed Russian bloke shouting the odds at you when I turned up,’ she says, with the faintest of smiles. ‘I can live without one-legged pissheads just now.’
For a moment, he looks as though he’s going to explode in anger, but he controls himself. Gives a little laugh to show he’s got control of himself. Feels everybody else relax a little.
‘Here’s where we’re at,’ says Pharaoh. ‘We’re getting somewhere, that’s one thing. This morning we had two separate cases. This evening we’ve got four, but they’re quite possibly connected. McAvoy’s done some good work here, even if he has been hiding his light under a bushel …’
There are laughs, and McAvoy doesn’t have to force it this time when his face breaks into a smile.
‘McAvoy, I need you to write this up the first moment you get. I need a full report of where we’re at, what you know. I need your witness statement on this afternoon’s events. I’m going to make a call to the top brass and explain that we were working this all under the radar and trying to maintain radio silence. Or some such shit. Whatever makes it sound like I know what my team are fucking up to. It’s early yet, so I’m afraid there’s going to be no sloping off back home. Ben, you get yourself up to the hospital and get Angie Martindale’s statement. The barman’s too, if he’s coherent. Be gentle, yeah? And Sophie, you’re looking for anything that links the names in this case. Any link between Stein, Daphne Cotton, Trevor Jefferson, and now Angela. There’s no doubt that this Chandler character is a major piece of the puzzle. McAvoy, he obviously feels a connection to you, so tomorrow, you and I will take a ride down to Lincolnshire and have a little chat. I want to know what else he remembers. Colin, Shaz, you speak to the locals around here. Work the pubs. Find out about Angela Martindale. Whether she had a boyfriend. Whether she talked about what had happened to her in the past. Whether it was common knowledge or her own little secret. This is a fishing community so throw out Fred Stein’s name …’
McAvoy raises his head. Looks at her like a puppy awaiting a slice of ham.
‘You’ve got the fun job,’ she says, and in her eyes is a flicker of the warmth that has sustained him in past days. ‘Use that big brain of yours. Find out who we should be protecting. Who else has walked away? Are there other sole survivors out there? We’re in for a late night, and what’s worse, we’re in Grimsby,’ she says. ‘That means I’m close to home and can’t pop back there to finish the bottle of Zinfandel in the fridge. This depresses me. Let’s make sure nothing else does.’
They all exchange looks. Take deep breaths, as if limbering up for a marathon. Then the chair legs scrape on the floor and they are out of their seats, talking, joking, laughing, straightening ties and clicking rollerball pens.
McAvoy is last to stand. As he does, Trish Pharaoh appears at his side. He dwarfs her, but she smiles up at him like he’s a giant toddler.
‘I don’t know if this is good work or not,’ she says softly. ‘But I’m sure Helen Tremberg would rather have a scar on her arm than her throat cut. And Angie Martindale’s alive. Whatever gets said, remember that.’
He can’t find any words, so just nods.
‘You can write your report from home,’ she says.
He nods again.
When he opens his eyes she’s still staring at him.
And there’s something more than motherliness in her gaze.
CHAPTER 18
The air in his lungs feels gelatinous. He wants to sneeze, but fears that the explosion will make his aching ribs shatter like a neon strip light thrown at a wall, and when he tries to bring the mug of hot chocolate and brandy to his lips, his trembling hands create a tidal wave on the murky brown surface and the sloshing liquid scalds his nose.
He considers himself in the iridescent sheen of the computer screen; his face overlaid with pictures and text.
‘It’s the adrenalin wearing off,’ says Roisin, making a garland of her thin, delicate arms and draping them around his neck. ‘We just need to get you worked up again.’
McAvoy nods. Manages a smile. Feels himself about to look up and pull her in for a kiss, and angrily fights the urge. Tells himself he still has work to do. That nothing is solved. That today he held a killer by the throat and let him go.
She is sitting on his desk, perched on the edge of the sturdy mahogany apparatus that he bought for less than a tenner from a charity shop on Freetown Way and which matches nothing else in their yellow and purple- painted bedroom with its white built-in wardrobes and flimsy four-poster bed. She is naked. Both of her dainty feet, with their dirty soles, are resting on his own bare leg; tiny toes gently massaging his flesh, digging into him as if he were made of sand. He cups one of her calves in his hand; the fingers encircling the limb, his palm registering the tiny veneer of stubble that has grown on her smooth skin since her belly became too much of an obstacle for her to be able to shave below the knees.
‘Aector. Are you feeling better?’
She turns his head to face her. Gives an eager smile.
‘What have we got?’
McAvoy, dressed in an old university rugby jersey and a pair of battered denim shorts, pushes himself back from the computer screen and tiredly waves a hand in the direction of the text.
‘Too much,’ he says, then wonders if he should correct himself. ‘Not enough.’
Roisin settles herself on his knee and begins to read the screen. McAvoy watches her, up close, the tiniest of smiles on his face as he notices that she still moves her lips slightly, even when she reads in her head. It’s a habit he hopes she never loses.
‘Is this what you think will be next?’ she asks when she’s scanned the page.
McAvoy just shrugs. ‘I don’t see how it can be,’ he says, dropping his forehead to her shoulder and taking a deep breath of her clean, fruity skin. ‘I wouldn’t have picked Angie Martindale if Chandler hadn’t mentioned her. Or Fred Stein.’
McAvoy’s mind is full of survivors. He’s disabled the clock in the bottom right-hand corner of the screen