“Sure,” I said, trying to anticipate the real reason. Did he want to do a song that involved
“I’m going to tell you something that’s for your ears only, yeah?” Mick asked.
“Of course.” We celebrities have a code of silence, after all. It really was him. This was beyond surreal.
“Brilliant,” Mick said. “So I’ll just say it.” He took a big breath. “I had a heart attack on the night of the anthrax attack. I was at my flat in Buckhead.”
“Oh, wow.” I was amazed that he’d managed to keep something like that secret. “Very sorry to hear it,” I added.
“I was dead for five, six minutes before a doctor who lives down the hall resuscitated me. Just luck I had a doctor for a neighbor.”
“Jeez.”
“Yeah, well, I lived too well in my younger years. My middle-aged years as well. Right into my late middle- years, actually.”
I chuckled. Mick Mercury’s struggles with alcohol and pills were well known to anyone who glanced at the tabloid headlines while waiting in line at the grocery store.
“
I yelped in surprise. There was no mistaking that zombie baritone.
“‘Scuse me,” Mick said, as if he’d just burped. He cleared his throat. “Maybe you can guess why I’m calling? Can’t help saying things I didn’t say. If you know what I mean.”
My hand was shaking so badly I could barely grip the phone. It wasn’t only me. My mind raced with the implications. It had to be a side effect of exposure to anthrax. The hell with the doctor’s opinion, and the shrink’s. They were wrong.
“How did you know to call me?” I asked, trying not to sound paranoid.
“Funny thing: we’ve got the same neurologist. He didn’t tell me, though—it was one of the birds that works in the office.”
I could picture one of the cute young receptionists telling the rock star about me, basking in his gratitude, leaning into the pat on the shoulder he gave her.
“Is yours the same?” Mick asked. “I mean, does your voice sound like mine?”
“Yes,” I said. “I nearly dropped the phone when I heard it.”
When Mercury finally spoke, he sounded close to tears. “Don’t take this the wrong way, but I’m so fucking relieved to hear that.”
“No, believe me, I understand.” It occurred to me that I should invite him over, to share what we knew. Why not? I opened my mouth feeling like I had when I first asked Lorena on a date. “Maybe we should get together, exchange notes? It might help us figure out what’s going on.”
“Yeah, brilliant. That’s just what I was thinking. You free right now?”
“Sure,” I said, flushing with pleasure.
Mick laughed. “Hell, what else would you be doing, yeah? You can’t go to a bloody movie without scaring the popcorn out of the rest of the audience. You know anywhere we could get good pancakes and a scotch?”
CHAPTER 11
My palms were sweating. I wiped them on my napkin, adjusted my mask so the rubber band wasn’t rubbing against my ear.
I’d arrived at the Blue Boy Diner fifteen minutes early, got us a window booth with a view of the muddy brown Ogeechee. The Blue Boy was an old aluminum diner that smelled of home fries and cinnamon buns. Usually there was a half-hour wait for a seat; today there were less than a dozen people in the place.
I hadn’t been back there since the day Lorena died. I’d expected memories to come flooding in as soon as I drove up, but my mind was preoccupied with the voices-both mine and Mick Mercury’s.
Mick Mercury. As I waited I tried to estimate how old he would be. In his heyday he’d probably been in his early 30s. That was twenty-eight years ago, so he’d be in his late fifties.
I wasn’t sure what to expect. Mercury had been arrested a few times in the past decade, most famously for heaving a car battery through a bar window, nearly braining a man who had taunted him for the way he was dressed. From what I remembered he wasn’t superrich any more. Bad investments, divorce, greedy managers, and a lengthy legal dispute with the guy who co-wrote a lot of his songs had all taken bites out of his net worth.
A man appeared at the entrance. My heart began to thump, then I saw he was with a woman, and he was short and bald, and I relaxed. The hostess led them to an open table. It occurred to me that, even when Atlantans began returning to their normal routines, there would be far fewer filling restaurants and subway cars. Close to fifteen percent fewer, at least until others started moving to Atlanta to take advantage of all the job openings and drastically reduced rents. Assuming people wanted to live in a place that had been the target of the worst terrorist attack in history. My guess was that wouldn’t stop people. The city would eventually rise again.
“Can I get you something to drink?” The waitress’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts. I looked up and was immediately drawn to the tattoos on her forearms: assault rifles morphing into flowers. I laughed, shook my head in disbelief.
The waitress tilted her head, smiled beneath her mask. “What’s funny?” She was an attractive woman, with warm, bright eyes and a relaxed self-assurance that was slightly disconcerting. She was in her late twenties, small and thin, black hair pulled into stubby pigtails with orange rubber bands.
“I’m sorry,” I said. “You wouldn’t remember me, but you’d remember my wife.”
She folded her arms, masking the flower on her right forearm, leaving only the rifle. “Why’s that?”
“You got into an argument with her once.”
The waitress shook her head. “When was this?”
“Two years ago? Springtime. My wife was lactose intolerant,” I explained. “She told you to keep all the dairy products off her plate. You forgot to hold the butter-there was a big scoop on the pancakes. She asked you to get her new ones, but you didn’t see why she couldn’t just scrape the butter off.”
The waitress was still shaking her head, no hint of recognition.
“You got huffy. That’s when she got in your face, told you she didn’t like your tone of voice. She was tall? Latino?”
Her eyes got wide. She pointed at me. “Perfect hair? Expensive hiking boots?”
I pointed back. “That’s her.”
The waitress let her head loll back until she was looking at the ceiling. “God, that was a terrible morning. My daughter had been throwing up all night, then I couldn’t find anyone to watch her and I was late getting to work.” She pressed her hand to the side of her face. “By the time I got to the butter thing I had nothing left. I just couldn’t conjure up the cheery singsong waitress voice.”
“No,” I laughed, “you definitely couldn’t.” I didn’t know what it was about this woman. She had an energy that made me wish I could go on talking to her.
She glanced toward the door, widening her eyes theatrically. “She’s not meeting you here, is she? Should I hide?”
I felt a pang. “No, no.” I shrugged.
“Well, please tell her I’m sorry.”
I shrugged. “She died, actually.” I had never come up with an easy way to say it. And for some reason it seemed important to add, “Believe it or not, it was the same day as that argument.”
The waitress pressed a hand to her chest. “Oh, God, I’m so sorry.” I felt it welling up, but could do nothing to stop it. “
The waitress gasped, her hand flying to her mouth.
“I’m sorry,” I said, covering my own masked mouth. “I didn’t mean to say that. My doctor says I’ve got some sort of neurological disorder. He thinks it’s temporary. It’s not contagious.”
“Oh.” She reached as if to touch my hand, but didn’t quite. “Oh. That’s terrible. I’m so sorry. About your wife,
