splashing. The rain formed a lovely dappled pattern on the surface of the water. I still remember that so vividly.
“That’s okay. I love it,” Lorena shouted back.
As I paddled I thought about Lorena’s suggestion. From Grandma’s perspective, it sucked that Grandpa was putting his pride of ownership in the strip ahead of her financial well-being. Maybe as time passed I would change my mind, especially if reviving the strip meant Grandma could live more comfortably.
The sound of the rain took on a hard edge. Laughing, Lorena grabbed a little red and white cooler that had held our lunch and tried to shield her head from hailstones. They thunked off the steel canoe, ricocheting madly. I hunched my shoulders and paddled, laughing too. The little chunks almost, but didn’t quite, hurt, like a too-vigorous massage.
“This is so weird,” Lorena shouted over the din. “It was sunny two seconds ago!”
A long, growling rumble erupted all around us.
I stopped laughing. We were in a metal canoe, on a river. “Shit.” I paddled harder. “We need to get off the water.” I looked at both banks: they were steep, but we could use the waist-high weeds to pull ourselves up.
A tremendous bolt of lightning tore across the sky, thick as a tree trunk. I turned toward shore.
“What are you doing?” Lorena asked.
“We have to get off the water!” I paddled like mad, splashing water everywhere.
“Not over there,” Lorena said, “there could be snakes!”
“Not in the rain,” I said, not sure if snakes took shelter from rain or not, but with no time to argue. Lorena was terrified of snakes—the word “phobia” didn’t begin to cover it.
I wasn’t making any progress. I glanced back: Lorena was paddling against me, away from shore.
“What are you doing? We have to get off the water!” I paddled harder, but got nowhere. I stopped, looked down the river for another place to get off, one that wasn’t as weedy, but there was nothing.
Another boom of thunder, like dynamite going off. I cringed, expecting to feel the jolt of a million volts rip through me. We were going to die if we didn’t get off the river, and we were moving away from the shore as Lorena continued to paddle. She said something about going further downstream. We might have time to do that, but it was stupid to take the chance.
Seeing no other option I stood up, gathered my balance, and jumped into the river, one hand outstretched to grab the canoe. I sunk chest deep before feeling the sandy bottom under my sneakers, the water warm compared to the hail and chill wind above.
I dragged the canoe toward shore, ignoring Lorena’s squeals and panicked paddling.
I pulled the nose of the canoe onto shore. “Come on,” I shouted, scrambling to the top of the bank to show her there was nothing to fear in the weeds. I waved her on frantically. She shrieked incoherently, shaking her head, still in the canoe.
“I’ll
A blinding golden zigzag of lightning struck the far shore, accompanied by a deafening electric sizzle that sprang across the surface of the water.
Lorena jerked like a marionette as the water danced with a sideways current that looked like nothing so much as a thousand slithering snakes.
I don’t remember screaming. I imagine I did as I leapt down the bank and caught Lorena as she crumpled, expecting to feel the current race through me. Her head flopped sideways across my shoulder.
Her clothes were smoldering. The soles of her boots were gone. So were the soles of her feet. I was saying something over and over, but I couldn’t make out my own words as I laid her on the grass above the bank and pressed her chest. Air hissed between her lips like it was leaking from a flat tire. I shouted her name, told her she needed to wake up now, needed to breathe, needed to fight, as the hail pelted us and thunder cracked, farther away now, heedless of what it had done. In between my exhortations I shouted for help, shouted so hard it felt like someone was raking my throat and lungs.
When do you give up pushing on your true love’s chest, breathing into your true love’s lips, when you know that when you stop, her life is over? You push forever, or at least for what feels like forever as you watch her lifeless eyes, afraid to look at her ruined feet.
CHAPTER 1
TWO YEARS LATER.
My date looked bored. Her name was Lyndsay. Lyndsay had dark eyes that were a little too close together, long brown hair, and lovely, very prominent collar bones. She was a corporate person; my guess was she wore her hair up at work and didn’t take any shit. I’d met her on Match.com.
Lyndsay had immediately taken control of the conversation. Not in an obnoxious way, but in an alarmingly assertive way. She struck me as the sort of woman who went for the alpha male—the confident, square-jawed ex- jock who said bold things on first dates. I was not the alpha male, and Lyndsay was clearly becoming aware of this.
“We’re, like, the only people here,” Lyndsay said, scanning the desolate restaurant. There were actually two other tables occupied, but it was a big place, forty or fifty tables, a sea of empty white tablecloths.
“Everyone’s rattled by the flu outbreak,” I said. It had hit Atlanta very suddenly, and hard, and it wasn’t breaking out anywhere else. People were dying from it—even healthy people, and the medical community was worried as hell. “People are lying low, waiting to see if it’s got an animal in the name—swine flu or bird flu. Maybe this time it’ll be duck flu.”
She didn’t even toss me a perfunctory chuckle. “I almost cancelled on you, but decided I needed to get out of my apartment.” She propped her chin lightly on her knuckles. “So, what do you do again?”
“I’m an illustrator.” Illustrator sounded less juvenile than cartoonist. It had been in my profile, but evidently she hadn’t read the whole thing, or had forgotten.
“What do you illustrate?”
A surge of anticipatory pleasure rushed through me. Here was my chance to crumble Lyndsay’s snap judgment that I was a loser who wasn’t worth knowing.
“I draw a newspaper comic strip.”
In the brief time I’d been back in the dating world, I’d discovered that a lot of women were impressed by even the most marginal fame.
Lyndsay squinted. It was the first facial expression that crossed her face that seemed unplanned, and I couldn’t help but enjoy the moment. “Really? Which one?”
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Her mouth opened in surprise, then she smiled brightly, her eyes suddenly alive with interest. “No kidding?”
I smiled. The smile felt a little tight. It was a cheap way to prove you were someone worth knowing. “No kidding.”
Lyndsay sat up in her chair, flipped her hair back over one shoulder. She paused, looked up at the white ceiling tiles. “Wait a minute.” The hair slid off her shoulder and brushed the white tablecloth. “Hasn’t
I’d grown used to explaining this discrepancy, and had honed it down to two efficient sentences. “My grandfather created the strip in 1957. He died in 2008, and I resurrected the strip in 2010.” I didn’t mention that Grandpa hadn’t wanted me to carry on the strip, that I had convinced Grandma to let me resurrect it when Grandpa was only four months in the grave and she was struggling financially. “I gave the strip a new look, though. I created Wolfie.” And tripled the strip’s revenue, much to Grandma’s pleasure.
“That’s right, Wolfie is in
“That’s terrific,” I said.
Lyndsay stirred her margarita, forming a little whirlpool. “So why didn’t you mention that you draw
