'How bad?'
'Actually, not bad at all,' Byrne said. 'She's got good instincts.'
'She?'
Uh-oh, Byrne thought. Jimmy Purify was as old school as you could get. In fact, according to Jimmy, his first badge was in Roman numerals. If it were up to Jimmy Purify, the only women on the force would be meter maids. 'Yeah.'
'She a young-old detective?'
'I don't think so,' Byrne replied. Jimmy was referring to the hotshot types who hit the unit running, dragging in suspects, bullying witnesses, trying to get on the clear sheet. Old detectives-like Byrne and Jimmy-pick their shots. There's a lot less untangling. It was something you either learned, or you didn't.
'She good-lookin'?'
Byrne didn't have to think about this one at all. 'Yeah. She is.'
'Bring her around sometime.'
'Jesus.You get a dick transplant, too?'
Jimmy smiled. 'Yeah. Big one, too. I figured, what the fuck. I'm here, might as well go for a whopper.'
'Actually, she's Vincent Balzano's wife.'
The name took a moment to register. 'That fuckin' hothead from Central?'
'Yeah. The same.'
'Forget I said anything.'
Byrne saw a shadow near the door. A nurse poked her head in, smiled. Time to go. He stood, stretched, glanced at his watch. He had fifteen minutes until he had to meet Jessica in North Philly. 'I've got to roll. We caught a case this morning.'
Jimmy frowned, making Byrne feel like shit. He should've kept his mouth shut. Telling Jimmy Purify there was a new case on which he would not be working was like showing a retired thoroughbred a picture of Churchill Downs.
'Details, Riff.'
Byrne wondered how much he should say. He decided to just spill. 'Seventeen-year-old girl,' he said. 'Found in one of the abandoned row houses near Eighth and Jefferson.'
The look on Jimmy's face needed no translation. Part of it said how he wished he were back in harness. The other part related how much he knew that these cases got to Kevin Byrne. If you killed a young girl on his watch, there was no rock big enough to hide under.
'Druggie?'
'I don't think so,' Byrne said.
'She was dumped?'
Byrne nodded.
'What do we have?' Jimmy asked.
We, Byrne thought. This was hurting a lot more than he'd thought it was going to. 'Not much.'
'Keep me in the loop, eh?'
You got it, Clutch, Byrne thought. He grabbed Jimmy's hand, gave it a slight squeeze. 'Need anything?'
'Slab of baby back ribs would be nice. Side of scrapple.'
'And a Diet Sprite, right?'
Jimmy smiled, his lids drooping. He was tired. Byrne walked to the door, hoping he could reach the cool green sanctity of the hallway before he heard it, wishing that he was at Mercy to interview a witness, wishing that Jimmy was right behind him, smelling like Marlboros and Old Spice.
He didn't make it.
'I'm not coming back, am I?' Jimmy asked.
Byrne closed his eyes, then opened them, hoping his face was fashioned into something resembling faith. He turned. 'Sure you are, Jimmy.'
'For a cop, you're a terrible fuckin' liar, you know that? I'm amazed we ever made case one.'
'You just get strong. You'll be back on the street by Memorial Day. You'll see. We'll fill up Finnigan's and raise a glass to little Deirdre.'
Jimmy waved a weak, dismissive hand, then turned his head to the window. Within seconds, he was asleep.
Byrne watched him for a full minute. There was more he wanted to say, a lot more, but he would have time.
Wouldn't he?
He would have time to tell Jimmy how much his friendship had meant over the years, and how he had learned what real police work was all about from him. He would have time to tell Jimmy that it just wasn't the same city without him.
Kevin Byrne lingered a few more moments, then turned, stepped into the hall, and headed to the elevators.
Byrne stood in front of the hospital, his hands shaking, his throat tight with emotion. It took him five turns of the wheel of his Zippo to light a cigarette.
He hadn't cried in many years, but the feeling in the pit of his stomach recalled a time in his life when he had seen his old man cry for the first time. His father had been as big as a house, a Two-Streeter, a Mummer of citywide repute, an original stick fighter who could carry four twelve-inch concrete blocks up a ladder without a hod. Seeing him cry made him small in the ten-year-old Kevin's eyes, made him into every other kid's father. Padraig Byrne had broken down behind their Reed Street row house on the day he learned his wife needed cancer surgery. Maggie O'Connell Byrne lived another twenty-five years, but no one had known that at the time. His old man had stood by his beloved peach tree and shook like a blade of grass in a storm that day, and Kevin had sat in his bedroom window on the second floor, watching him, crying along with him.
He never forgot that image, never would.
He had not cried since.
But he wanted to now.
Jimmy.
10
MONDAY, 1:10 PM
Girl talk.
Is there any more cryptic language to the male of the species? I think not. No man who had ever been privy to the conversations of young females,for any length of time, wouldfail to concede that there exists no task more challenging than trying to demystify a simple tete-a-tete among a handful of American teenaged girls. By comparison, the World War II Enigma code was a breeze.
I am sitting in a Starbucks on Sixteenth and Walnut, a cooling latte on the table in front of me. At the next table are three teenaged girls. Between bites of their biscotti and sips of their white chocolate mochas pours forth a stream of machine-gun gossip and innuendo and observation so serpentine, so unstructured, that it is all I can do to keep up.
Sex, music, school, movies, sex, cars, money, sex, clothes.
I am exhausted just listening.
When I was younger, there were four clearly defined 'bases' as it related to sex. Now, it seems, if I hear correctly, there are pit stops in between. Between second and third, I gather, there is now 'sloppy' second, which, if I am not mistaken, involves one's tongue on a girl's breast. Then there is 'sloppy' third, which means oral sex. None of the above, thanks to the 1990s, is considered sex at all, but rather 'hooking up.'
Fascinating.
The girl sitting closest to me is a redhead, perhaps fifteen or so. Her clean, shiny hair is pulled back into a
