But Octavian was satisfied with his decision. “When they find the bowman, crucify him.” He stood, and that was our signal to leave. Agrippa unbolted the door and held it open. As we left, Octavian called my name.
I turned, and my heart thundered in my chest.
But Octavian was neither smiling nor angry. “You surprise me,” was all he said.
CHAPTER NINE
OUTSIDE, SOLDIERS surrounded Octavia’s villa, and there was no house on the Palatine that wasn’t under guard in case the assassin should reappear. As we entered the villa, Alexander and Marcellus spoke in hurried whispers about the assassination attempt. Then Octavia stopped suddenly. “Where is Gallia?”
“I saw her with Magister Verrius at the bottom of the hill,” Antonia replied.
“And what was she doing with him?”
“Talking. I don’t think she expected us back so soon.”
I looked at Octavia and saw the lines deepen between her brows. Perhaps Gallia wasn’t adept at writing Latin, but Magister Verrius certainly was. What if they were writing the acta together? Verrius knew what it was like to be a slave. He was a freedman himself, though he never talked about his childhood with us in the ludus.
Marcellus looked from me to his mother. “What is it?”
“Nothing,” she said sternly, dismissing us with a wave. “Go to your chambers.” But as as I moved to go, she held me back with her hand. She waited until everyone had left before saying, “You saved my brother tonight.”
“I didn’t do anything. It was Juba.”
“But you saw it first.” Her eyes searched mine in the torch-lit atrium. “How did you know?”
“I saw him nock the arrow. Then his muscles tensed like he would really set it free.”
Octavia nodded, and her eyes filled with tears. “Why?”
I knew what she was asking. Why had I called Octavian’s name when his assassination could have meant my freedom? What had changed between the Triumph and today? I pressed my lips together and considered my answer before speaking. “Because he is our future,” I said carefully, and there was nothing I needed to explain. Without him, who knew what would happen to Alexander and me? And if another senator made himself Caesar, what would become of Octavia? Who would feed the poor and bring clothes to the Subura? There would be more bloodshed, more civil war, and the abandoned infants beneath the Columna Lactaria would be food for Rome’s dogs.
“I am thankful to the gods for you, Selene.”
I flushed.
“Will you do an errand for me?”
“Of course.”
She took out a key and unlocked the doors to the library. The room was still unbearably warm, heavy with the scents of leather and papyrus. Moonlight silvered the marble busts on the shelves, and Octavia went to one of these statues and took it down. She studied the face by the light of a distant torch. The subject was a handsome man, with a strong jaw and a heavily curled beard. I thought it might be a statue of Zeus, but Octavia said quietly, “This is Juba’s father. I should have given the statue to Juba years ago, but I didn’t. Tonight, Juba saved my brother’s life. I want you to take this to him.”
My heart sank. I would have happily gone anywhere in Rome. But why did it have to be to Juba’s villa? There were a hundred slaves who might have delivered this gift for her, even Gallia, once she returned, and I wondered why Octavia was choosing me. She placed the marble bust in my arms, and because it was smaller than all of the others, it wasn’t heavy. She guided me to the door. Although it was dark, the road was lit by hundreds of torches as soldiers patrolled up and down the hill. When I hesitated, she explained, “My brother’s men are everywhere. The Palatine is safe.”
A few of the soldiers nodded in my direction, and I recognized some of them as the guards who followed us to the ludus and back every morning. When I knocked on the door of Juba’s villa, the slave who answered glared down at me. He was an older man, with thick hair that had completely silvered, and his face was distinguished.
“Yes?” he demanded.
“I have come with a gift.”
“Dominus does not wish to see anyone right now.”
“But I come from Octavia.” I craned my neck to see inside, and when I tried to step around him, he moved to block my entry.
“No one enters this house tonight.”
“I am coming from Octavia with a bust of Juba’s father! What’s the matter with you?”
Suddenly, Juba appeared behind him, and the man shook his head in frustration. “She will not listen, Domine.”
“I’m not surprised, Sergius. She rarely listens to anyone,” Juba replied.
Sergius pursed his lips, as if he was personally offended by this, and I purposefully stepped around him. “I have come with a gift.” I raised my chin.
“So I see. And who am I to thank for this?” Juba asked, taking the bust of his father and passing it carelessly to Sergius.
“Octavia,” I said, “and she did not give this lightly. Aren’t you even going to look at it?”
“I know what it is. A marble of Juba I, King of Numidia.”
“And aren’t you grateful to have a portrait of your father?”
Juba smiled. “Exceptionally grateful. Please relay all of the thanks you so clearly feel on my behalf.” He motioned to the slave to shut the door, but as he stepped away I looked across the atrium, and through the open doors of the library I could see tables upon tables covered in scrolls.
“What are those?” I whispered.
Juba looked behind him, and I was sure I saw his face grow a little pale.
I stepped inside, and this time, neither man made to block my way. “Perhaps you aren’t thankful because you have something to hide.”
“Nonsense!” Sergius said angrily, but Juba raised his brows.
“Wait. Let’s hear what she thinks I am hiding.”
The two men looked down at me. One was a prince, the other a slave, but both of them were larger, much more powerful than I. “Nothing,” I said hastily.
But Juba held out his arm so that I couldn’t move, and his black eyes held mine in a piercing glare. “You looked into my library and announced that I was hiding something. Sergius, why don’t you show the princess inside?”
Sergius sighed audibly, then took my arm and guided me across the atrium. In the library, the tables were filled with scrolls, just as I had seen, but on every table was a different colored map. “Dominus is writing a history of the world,” he said. “Are you happy now?”
Juba stood behind me, and I could feel his eyes boring into my back. “There it is. All of my secrets laid out before you. What’s the matter, Selene? Were you expecting something else?”
“Not at all,” I lied, and my gaze fell upon a map of Egypt. “I’m simply wondering why you’ve added a temple next to the theater of Alexandria when there isn’t any,” I said smugly.
But Juba smiled. “Perhaps there wasn’t one before, but there’s going to be one now.”
I glanced back at the map. “Next to the theater?” I cried.
“That is Caesar’s wish. Now, if you’ll excuse me,” he said, “I have
When I returned to the villa, I didn’t see Octavia, but Marcellus and Alexander rose from their chairs as soon as I entered my chamber. I was surprised to see they were both still up.
“Where have you been?” Alexander exclaimed, and the oil lamps flickered in his wake.
“Octavia wanted me to deliver a statue.”
“To Juba?” Marcellus guessed. “She’s been meaning to give him his father’s bust for years, but she couldn’t
