England antiques but its austerity was lightened by elegant pieces of Chinese pottery, Oriental carpets, and wall- hangings like the parlor of a nineteenth- century Boston sea captain made prosperous by the China trade. It was a room designed for entertaining but its stillness indicated that it had not been used for that purpose for a long time, since Ned’s suicide.
After Ned’s death, Larry had built another wing onto the house, where he now lived. It consisted of a loft bedroom that looked out over his study and the garden.
I went upstairs where I would be staying while I was in town. In a study on the second floor I read rapidly through the files that Sharon Hart had given me. I noted the name of her investigator, Freeman Vidor. I also found the name of the psychiatrist, Sidney Townsend, who had examined Jim. There was no report from the psychiatrist. I called him, reaching him just as he was about to begin a session. He told me to come by in an hour. Freeman Vidor was out, but I left a message on his machine. Finally, I called Catherine McKinley, who had spent the morning in court attempting to continue my cases and then in my office fending off clients.
“What happened in court?” I asked her.
“I got three continuances and disposed of two other cases.
That frees you up for at least a couple of weeks. How are you?”
“Trial’s set in six weeks. My client wants a straight not guilty defense.”
“On the facts you told me?”
“That’s right.”
“The kid has a death wish.”
“Then he may get it,” I replied. “The D.A. wants to amend and add special circumstances.”
“That just occurred to him?” she asked, incredulously.
“He’s playing to the press,” I replied. “I don’t know how serious he actually is about amending.”
“Any chance the kid’s not guilty?”
“I asked the very same question of the P.D. who was handling the case. She rolled her eyes.”
“That must mean no,” Catherine said. “What are you going to do, Henry?”
“Larry Ross sees Jim as a victim of bigotry against gays,” I said. “That’s what he wants to put on trial.”
“I don’t see how that changes the evidence.”
“Agreed. But it might change the way the jury looks at the evidence.”
“I don’t know, Henry,” she said. “I think people are tired of being told they have to take the rap when someone else breaks the law.”
“Larry’s point is that in this society it’s easier to kill than to come out. That’s not so far-fetched.”
“Not if you’re gay,” she replied. “Most people aren’t.”
“Would you buy it, Catherine?”
“Yes,” she said after a moment’s pause. “And I’d still vote to convict.”
“You’re a hard-hearted woman,” I joked.
“That’s right,” she said seriously. “And I’m not even a bigot.”
We said our goodbyes and I sat at the desk in the study looking out the window to the lake below.
Sidney Townsend looked exactly like what I imagined someone named Sidney Townsend would look like. He concealed the shapelessness of his body in an expensive suit but his face was big, florid, and jowly. His hair was swept back against his head and held fixedly in place by hairspray. Small, incurious eyes assessed me as he smiled and shook my hand.
He led me into his office, a tastefully furnished room that was nearly as dark as a confessional. Perhaps he specialized in lapsed Catholics, I thought, or maybe the dimness was evocative of a bedroom in keeping with psychiatry’s obsession with sex. I sat down on a leather sofa while he got Jim’s file. He joined me, sitting a little too close and facing toward me, his jacket unbuttoned and his arm draped across the back of the sofa, leaning toward me. The perfect picture of candor. I drew back into my corner.
“So,” he said, “you’re taking Jim’s case to trial.”
“So it appears. Do you get many appointments from the court?”
“It’s probably a quarter of my practice,” he said. “Does that bother you?”
“I just like to know,” I said. “I wouldn’t want the D.A. to be able to call you a professional witness.”
“I have a whole response worked out for that,” he said with a confident smile.
I bet you do, I thought. Aloud I said, “I’d like to know something about Jim Pears.”
“Oh,” Townsend said, offhandedly, “a typical self-hating homosexual.”
“Typical?”
He shrugged. “I know that the A.P.A. doesn’t consider homosexuality to be a mental disease,” he said, “but let’s face it, Mr. Rios, many if not most homosexuals have terrible problems of self-esteem. I see a lot of instability among them.”
“You think being gay is a mental disorder per se?” I asked, keeping my voice neutral.
“That’s not what I said,” he replied tightly, then added, “You’re gay yourself, aren’t you?”
“Is that relevant?”
He smiled and shrugged. “To whether you retain me, probably.” He studied me. “I’m not the enemy, Mr. Rios.”
I looked back at him warily. “Okay, you’re not the enemy. Why don’t we talk about Jim.”
He picked up a folder and opened it. “Jim says he’s known about his homosexuality from the time he reached puberty,” Townsend said. “He’s had sexual relations with men for the last couple of years. Typical bathroom pickups, parks, that sort of thing. The incident in the restaurant was consistent with his pattern of sexual behavior.”
“Which incident?”
“The man he was discovered with,” Townsend said, “was a customer in the restaurant who picked him up and took him out to his car for sex. That’s where this other boy — Fox? — found them.”
“These sexual encounters sound risky,” I said.
“They are. Maximally so, but then, Jim wanted to get caught.”
“Is that what he says?”
“No, but it’s obvious, isn’t it?”
“What seems obvious to me,” I said, “is that the reason a gay teenage boy has sex in public places is because he has nowhere else to go.”
Townsend looked as if the thought had not occurred to him. “Possibly,” he said.
“I was told that Jim doesn’t remember anything about the actual killing,” I said.
“That’s right,” Townsend replied. “It’s a kind of amnesia induced by the trauma of the incident. It’s fairly common among people who were in serious accidents.”
“Not physiological at all?”
“He was given a medical examination,” Townsend said. “Nothing wrong there. It’s psychological.”
“Aren’t there ways to unlock his memory?” I asked.
“As a matter of fact,” Townsend said, “I tried hypnosis.”
“Did it work?”
“No. People have different susceptibilities,” he explained. He thought a bit. “There are drugs, of course. Truth serums. I doubt they would work, though. He’s really built a wall up there.”
“Are you treating him at all?”
“That’s not really my function, is it? My examination was entirely for forensic purposes.”
“What about his parents? Have you talked to them?”
“They wouldn’t talk to me. They’re strict Catholics who don’t trust psychiatry.”
“They’d rather believe their son is possessed by the devil,” I observed, bitterly.
“Which is simply an unschooled way of describing schizoid behavior,” Townsend explained.
“Who’s schizoid?”
“Jim, of course. He’s completely disassociated himself from his homosexuality.”
“Can you blame him?”
“I’ve given you my views on homosexuality,” Townsend replied tartly.
“No doubt you shared them with Jim as well.”
