Almost Perfect

dazzling than ever, like some torturous fantasy brought to life, he didn't want her to just walk away. Jesus, how twisted was that? And how embarrassing to realize he still wanted her. Fifteen years after she'd cut him off at the knees, he still wanted her.

'This was definitely a mistake.' He made his voice as flat as possible. 'And yes, I think it would be best if you did 'just.' ' He motioned toward the door, telling himself to leave it at that. She was already turning, already moving away with her head bent. A few more steps and she'd be gone from his life again. An invisible fist squeezed his chest. 'Christ, Maddy, you never were good at thinking things through, but this takes the cake, even for you.' Why the hell was he still talking? Shut up, idiot, and let her go. 'What made you think you could breeze in here and spend the summer working for me as if nothing ever happened between us?'

That stopped her. Her head came up and her eyes flared as she turned back to him. 'Maybe the fact that it happened years ago and I thought you'd be mature enough to be over it by now.'

'Of course I'm over it,' he snapped, and started to take a seat to prove how unaffected he was by her presence. Except his chair wasn't there and he nearly fell on his ass before he caught his balance. Wouldn't that have been great? He jerked the chair off the floor and slammed it in place. Dropping to the seat, he blindly shuffled papers. 'Just because I'm over you doesn't mean I want you working for me. As I remember, you weren't exactly the most responsible person I've ever met.'

'Not responsible!' She nearly choked. 'Joe, I was barely more than-than a child back then.'

'A child?' He raked her lush body with a pointed look. 'That's not how I remember it.' And he did remember. He remembered how she looked naked, how her skin smelled, how she used to laugh even while they were making out… even when his eager teenage body was driving hard inside of her. He remembered clearly how that felt.

Christ. Now he had a hard-on.

He ran a hand over his face. 'I don't want you here.'

'Your mother hired me.'

'And I'm firing you.'

'Because of things that happened when we were stupid teenagers?'

'No.' He gritted his teeth, refusing to look at her. 'Because you're not right for the job.'

'Of arts and crafts coordinator?' Her voice went up an octave. 'I have a fine arts degree. How am I not qualified to teach craft classes at a summer camp?'

'I know you, Maddy.' He shuffled more papers, making a mess of his orderly piles. 'You had three jobs in high school and you were fired from every one of them.'

'Because you were always talking me into ditching work so we could go to the lake.' When he still wouldn't look at her, she marched over and planted her hands on the desk. 'Has it occurred to you that I might be a very different person now than I was then? People change, you know.'

He looked up, straight into green eyes so beautiful his chest ached. 'Not that much they don't.'

'Apparently not.' Temper added color to her cheeks. 'You're still as pigheaded and-and… selfish as you were at eighteen. God, what did I ever see in you?'

'I think we both know the answer to that.' He longed to say something crude that would slice her to the bone, but the words stuck in his throat. 'You can't work here. End of discussion.'

'You can't fire me!' she shouted back. How like Maddy. Tell her she can't do something, and suddenly it's the one thing she's hell-bent to do no matter what. 'It's not your camp. It's your mother's.'

'Yeah, but I run it for her.' He came out of the chair with his hands on the desk, bringing them nose to nose. 'And I say-'

Her scent hit him like a punch to the gut, a wild, sweet fragrance that went straight to his brain and triggered a barrage of memories. The taste of her lips. The feel of her nimble fingers on his body. The expression on her face as she straddled his lap. The sound of her voice saying, 'I love you.'

That memory cut the deepest.

His gaze dropped to her lips. All he'd have to do to taste that sweet, generous mouth again was lean forward a few inches. She gasped softly, as if reading his mind.

'Madeline?' His mother's voice came from the parking lot.

Joe jerked upright a heartbeat before she came hobbling through the door as fast as she could move with her cane. With frail bones and cotton white hair, she might look every one of her eighty-plus years, but her blue eyes were as bright as ever.

A smile lit up her wrinkled face. 'There you are! Harold at the gate told me you were here.' She extended her free arm. 'It's so good to see you!'

Joe stood in rigid silence as the two women hugged, although he wanted to pick his mother up, carry her outside, and demand to know what she'd been thinking to hire Maddy and not warn him. She wasn't stupid or insensitive. How could she do this?

'It's good to see you too.' Maddy closed her eyes as if to savor the embrace. 'I've missed you so much.'

'Which is your own fault,' Mama scolded.

'Please, don't start,' Maddy whispered barely loud enough for Joe to hear.

Mama leaned back at arm's length. 'And look at you. More beautiful than ever.' She glanced at Joe. 'Don't you think she's more beautiful than ever?'

Maddy blushed and looked at the floor.

'Mom,' he said as calmly as possible. To the rest of the world she might be Mama Fraser, but since the day the adoption became final, to him she'd been Mom. 'Could I have a word with you?'

'Certainly.' She smiled at him and waited.

'Outside.'

'What's wrong with right here?' she asked so innocently he thought his head might explode.

Maddy lifted her eyes to glare at him. 'He wants to tell you to fire me.'

'Now why would I do that when you just got here?' Mama squeezed one of Maddy's hands. 'I'm looking forward to having you around, dear.'

'Well, I'm not looking forward to it,' Joe said. 'And frankly, I'd like to know how Maddy even heard about the job in the first place.'

'Because I wrote to her, of course,' his mother announced, as if it should have been obvious. 'We needed a new A and C coordinator, and I knew she'd be ideal. Besides, with her being newly widowed, I thought the job would be good for her. One of the reasons I bought the camp after I lost the Colonel was because nothing soothes a grieving heart better than being around young people.'

'Widowed?' Joe stared at Maddy. She was a widow? He hadn't even known she'd married. The few times his mother had mentioned her name, he'd either changed the subject or left the room. Although- duh!-that explained the different last name. What was wrong with his brain?

'That's right, dear.' Sorrow clouded his mother's eyes. 'I know having her here might be a bit uncomfortable at first, but you're both grown-ups now, and I know you're man enough to handle it. Besides, it'll be nice for me to have Maddy around. All the other girls are so young, I'm lonesome for a woman to talk to, one who knows how it feels to lose a husband.'

Joe knew right then that he was sunk. What could he possibly say? 'No, I'm not man enough to handle this'? Or, 'I realize you saved me from a life headed straight for the streets or prison, but no, you can't have a companion to help you grieve'? He couldn't even say, 'Come on, Mom, the Colonel died years ago,' since he also still missed the man every single day.

Mama smiled at him, her blue eyes twinkling. 'You don't really mind, do you?'

He smiled back tightly. 'Of course not.'

'Fine, then.' She patted Maddy's arm. 'Maddy, honey, I have my golf cart out front. Why don't you follow me in your car to the Craft Shack so I can show you where you'll be living?'

'I…' Maddy hesitated and her gaze darted in his direction.

Had she suddenly changed her mind? Again? Too late now, baby, he wanted to tell her. You're just as trapped as I am.

Maddy sagged in defeat. 'That'll be fine.'

When the women had gone, Joe dropped to his chair and rubbed his face with both hands. Crap! He'd thought last summer was long, after he'd learned his knee was toast and he