“I’d been fucking him as a career move,” she said.
“You were in a box,” Jesse said. “You didn’t want to be unprotected, and you didn’t want him confronted.”
“Yes.”
“So what did you think was going to happen?”
“I didn’t know. I was paralyzed. I just denied everything.”
“I know,” Jesse said.
“You remember that time in L.A. when I found the scotch in the glove compartment.”
“Yes,” Jesse said. “I understand.”
They sat quietly. Jenn had stopped crying.
After a time, Jenn said, “What are you going to do?”
“I don’t know. I’ll ask Sunny to stay with you until I figure it out.”
Again they were quiet.
Then Jenn said, “I’ve never even asked you about that murder case in Paradise.”
“Coming down all over me,” Jesse said.
“You didn’t need me to add in my own troubles,” Jenn said.
“I did,” Jesse said. “I do. I just need a little time to figure everything out.”
“Will you tell Sunny?”
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“Yes.”
Jenn nodded.
“She’ll think I’m awful,” Jenn said.
“Sunny doesn’t make that kind of judgment,” Jesse said.
“Do you love her?”
“Sort of,” Jesse said.
“More than me.”
Jesse took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
“Less,” he said.
Jenn nodded again.
“What’s going to become of us, Jesse?”
“God knows,” Jesse said.
“No,” Jenn said. “I don’t think He does.”
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