“What does he mean, Dylan?” I demanded impatiently.
Dylan shook his head, but he adjusted his stance almost imperceptibly. He seemed to be deciding whether or not to spring.
“Someone had better tell me what’s going on,” I snapped, ready to fight both of them.
“What I mean is that I’ll be defanging your buddy Fang.” Ari finally looked at me, smiling cheerfully.
Nudge gasped.
“
“And I just stopped by to make sure I wouldn’t have to add Dylan to the list while I’m at it,” Ari continued calmly. “Maxy here can tell you I’m a bit hard to keep down.” He flashed a conspiratorial grin. “So cease and desist, bud. Cease and desist.”
We all regarded one another suspiciously, and I tensed with growing fury and confusion. Ari wanted to kill Fang? And he was warning Dylan about it, even though Dylan
“Who’s this Fang guy, and what do you mean, ‘defang’?” Sloan asked nervously, a little slow on the uptake. “Like, you’re gonna knock his teeth out?”
Ari turned toward him and cracked his knuckles.
“Naw, kid,” he said. “I mean like I’m gonna tear his heart out through his chest.”
“That’s it,” I snapped, but as I lunged forward, Ari and his posse unfurled their wings, as if choreographed, and kicked off from the ground, hard.
I began to shrug off my jacket to do the same, but Dylan reached out and put his hand on my shoulder.
“You can’t take him right now,” Dylan murmured in my ear. “Too many people around.”
I eyed Sloan, who was stammering “Wh-what the…” next to a horrified Nudge, along with a small group of onlookers who were pointing and taking pictures.
I ground my teeth, but nodded and took a deep breath, unclenching my fists. Fang could take care of himself, I reminded myself. He’d be
“Nice chatting with you guys,” called Ari from above. “Remember what I said, Dylan. Cease and desist.”
And with that, he rose into the darkness and was gone.
32
I WAS JUST rolling into my third hour of sleeplessness when the door to my room creaked open.
I was on guard instantly, bolting upright and wrapping one hand around my bedside lamp. Sound extreme? Not when you’ve been ambushed in your sleep as many times as I have.
“Who’s there?” I whispered. “Nudge?” She had been utterly devastated over stupid Sloan, crying for at least forty minutes after he had called her a freak and hightailed it out of the parking lot. I wouldn’t be surprised if she wanted yet more comforting. Even if I wasn’t necessarily the best comforter in the world.
“No, it’s me.” Very recognizable voice. Completely unexplainable, what he was doing here, but recognizable.
I put the lamp down and flicked it on. Standing in the doorway was Dylan, looking tired and rumpled and sheepish.
“What the heck are you doing in my room?” I asked, incredulous. “It’s past midnight. I’m
We hadn’t talked after Ari’s little visit. I’d been too freaked out by his news about Fang, and too preoccupied with Nudge’s tears, and then I’d stalked off to my room to try to make sense of things. No luck there.
Dylan shuffled awkwardly. “I… was wondering… if there was any way I could… stay in here tonight.” He mumbled the last words, but I still got them.
I made a sound reminiscent of a dying cat.
“I hate being alone at night,” he muttered while I gaped. “I know it’s stupid and lame, but I mean—I’m not like you. I haven’t been alive for fifteen years.”
The truth of that statement hit me harder than it should have. It was just so easy to forget that Dylan had been created only two years ago when he looked my age.
“A lot’s been happening lately,” he went on in a rush. “Usually I’d just deal with it, but it’s a lot to absorb, and I was lying there in bed thinking about all the screwed-up things that Ari guy said, and… I don’t know.” Yeah, sounded a bit like my evening.
He looked up at me hopefully. “So can I stay in here? Just for tonight? On the floor or something.”
I hesitated a second more, then sighed heavily and gave a tiny nod.
Relief crossed his male-model face. He came in, dragging his quilt behind him like a little kid, and closed the door quietly. “Thanks.” He looked embarrassed to be needing something, to be this vulnerable. I could have eviscerated him just then, but I hadn’t.
Because I am a freaking
“No prob,” I said. “Pull up a patch of floor.”
He shook the quilt out and lay down with a lithe grace, his smooth muscles rippling. I swallowed, trying not to think of how those arms had brushed against mine in the theater. He tucked his wings behind him as he lay on his side—none of us were back sleepers, for obvious reasons. With one hand he reached back and pulled the quilt over him.
He looked big and strong and vulnerable and really, really… appealing.
I flicked off the light and threw my pillow down to him. It landed on his face.
“Thanks,” he said again, pulling the pillow off and bunching it up under his head. “This is just for tonight.”
“Better be,” I muttered, then drifted back to the thoughts that had been eating away at me. Everything that Ari had said had been growing larger in the quiet of the night.
“Dylan?” I said after a few minutes.
“Hmm?”
“What did Ari mean, about ‘cease and desist’? Why would he come looking for you if you’d never even met him before?”
Dylan didn’t answer for such a long time that I thought he’d fallen asleep. Finally, he sighed. “I don’t understand any of it. I never understand why anyone involves me in anything.”
I rolled my eyes. I had little patience for self-pity, and if I’d had another pillow, I would’ve chucked that at him, too.
“He said not to worry about Dr. Gunther-Hagen,” I pressed, my voice sounding small and shrill in my ears. “Maybe he meant you shouldn’t worry about being my perfect other half, like Hansy said. Maybe he meant you should stop pursuing me.”
“Maybe,” he said quietly, and my heart thundered in my chest. I was glad I couldn’t see his face in the darkness. “But I can’t, Max. You know I can’t.”
We were quiet again, each of us listening to the other’s breathing. Finally, Dylan exhaled, long and slow. “Good night, Max.”
I stared at the ceiling, willing my thoughts away from his body, his breath. “Good night, Dylan.”
33
FANG
DYLAN
Knows me better than anyone (both a positive and a negative).
Practically just met me (less blackmail material).
Can completely trust him (probably).
Seems trustworthy (so far).
Helps me stay tough.
Helps me admit I can’t always be tough.