“The shipbuilder handed over the converted ships on schedule. They are now in a Keradiniyan black weapons yard having their rail-gun systems fitted. We expect to take delivery of all six q-ships in late July.”
Polk looked pleased. “Good. I just hope your man. .”
“Monroe, Commodore Monroe.”
“Yes. Monroe. I just hope he can do the job.”
“He can, sir, and he will. I have every confidence in him.”
Polk stared at Jorge. “Yes,” he said. “I certainly hope so, for your sake. Continue.”
“As I was saying, provided I get approval to proceed, the ships assigned to Cavalcade will start interdicting FedWorld mership traffic to and from the Old Earth system from the end of August.”
Polk waved a hand dismissively. “You’ll get your approval, Admiral.”
Jorge sat back a bit; he looked relieved. For all his powers as the commander in chief of all Hammer defense forces-and those powers were huge-the Hammer was at heart a bureaucratic beast. Without the right bits of paper signed by the Defense Council, there were always limits to those powers.
“Okay, what else?”
“Nothing immediate, sir. I’ll have the plan for Operation Damascus. You’ll recall that’s the operation that will follow on from Cavalcade”-Polk nodded-“from Rear Admiral Keniko and his team next week. I’m happy with what I’ve seen so far. I’ll be looking to brief you within the next two weeks before going to the council.”
Polk was not able to restrain himself; a broad smile split his face wide open. Damascus was all about taking the fight back up to the Kraa-damned Feds. This time the Hammer would be on the offensive. This time they would win. “By Kraa, Admiral, I shall look forward to that. Make a time with Singh as you leave.”
“Thank you, sir.”
Wednesday, June 30, 2399, UD
The command training simulation had been a complete and utter shambles. A simple sim, but Captain Constanza had managed to make a complete mess of it, ignoring her staff, short-circuiting the chain of command, and overriding her subordinates until the whole debacle ground to an embarrassed and disastrous conclusion.
Michael, along with every other spacer in
Michael watched in horrified fascination as Constanza tore Morrissen to shreds-in public, in front of
Constanza might be captain in command and supreme under God and all that, Michael thought, but he would not have blamed Morrissen if he had strangled her on the spot. Nobody watching would. Thankfully, Constanza’s second in command was too smart to do anything. Silent and unmoving, he refused to respond in any way. Michael watched as Morrissen weathered the storm. In the end, something must have told Constanza that she had better call a halt as, with a final spray at Morrissen, she stalked out of the combat data center.
Michael could only stand there, wondering just what sort of ship he had been posted to.
Michael lay in his bunk for a long time. His earlier optimism had all but evaporated. Sleep eluded him. He cursed. Not sleeping was beginning to become a habit.
His mind churned through all the complexities and unknowns facing him. The worst and most immediate of his concerns was
Outwardly
The more he thought about things, the more he felt alone and the more his thoughts kept turning back to Anna. With a few short breaks-largely the product of adolescent stupidity and mostly his fault-he and Anna had been together throughout their time at Space Fleet College. Despite the relentless pressures of college life, the bond had deepened to the point where Michael believed with all his heart that Anna was the one for him. He liked to think that she felt the same way about him.
But even if she did, there was a fly in the ointment. There always was, of course.
There was the old adage: Space Fleet College made relationships for Fleet to break. Michael knew it was an adage founded on years of bitter experience. In his case, it was beginning to look dangerously prescient. He and Anna had seen little of each other since graduation. No surprises there; the chances of two frontline heavy cruisers being in the same port at the same time were vanishingly small. He knew. He had done the math.
True, the chances of his arranging leave at the same time as Anna were better, but they still were not good. If he and Anna were lucky, they might spend a month a year together until they got senior enough to pull staff jobs ashore, but that happy state of affairs was a long, long way off, and even a month a year did not allow for random acts of stupidity by those Hammer dickheads. God only knew what they were up to. Knowing the Hammers, anything was possible.
The thought of what the Hammers might do if they cut loose made his heart skip a beat. Much as he hated the Hammers-and he did with relentless, cold-burning intensity-the thought of facing the murdering swine again was almost too much to bear. The bowel-churning fear he had felt working with Matti Bienefelt outside the light scout
For an instant he was tempted, but it was only for an instant.
“Bugger that,” he muttered. Flame-tree salesman. Christ! What a depressing thought. Salesman or Fleet officer? He snorted. That was no contest. Besides, he had a debt to settle with the Hammer. The thought of what he might have to go through to settle that debt made him feel physically sick. Still, the debt would be settled in full. The ghosts of
Even as he repeated a promise already made countless times, something deep inside, something cold and dangerous, started to pull him down into darkness. Abruptly, the urge to curl up and shut out the world and all its fear and pain started to overwhelm him.
Panic engulfed him; Michael started to slide over the edge into the black pit of depression. For a moment he let himself go, unwilling to stop the fall, but then his training kicked in, the routines ground into him by the combat trauma counselors after the Battle of Hell’s Moons taking over. Slowly, he pushed the tide of hopelessness back. Bit by bit, he recovered his mental balance; it took another ten long, hardfought minutes to bring a racing heart and heaving lungs back under control. Shakily, Michael took a deep breath, almost defeated by the sheer physical effort it had taken to claw his way back to normal. Well, as normal as he could be under the circumstances, he thought wryly, if a flat, sick tiredness was normal.