chance-a big chance-and to Michael’s way of thinking, there had to be one hell of a big payoff to justify exposing the planet from which all Hammer power flowed.
Michael made his way to the
He would catch up with Bienefelt; then he would sleep on the problem of the missing Hammer warships. If by some miracle he was struck by a blinding revelation, he would talk to Kidav about it in the morning. Otherwise he would bury the problem. After all, it could simply be nerves, and he had plenty of those to go around. He sighed. They were stuck in pinchspace until they got to the mobile forward operating ship positioned in deepspace 100 light-years out from the Hammer system, so there was nothing he could do no matter what brilliant insights he might come up with.
Tuesday, March 28, 2400, UD
With the gentlest of bumps,
“All stations, this is command. Hands fall out from berthing stations. Revert to ship state 3, condition x- ray.”
Michael hit the ground running. He did not want to waste any time. Lenksi had left him in no doubt that
To his relief, two spacers from
He smiled at the memory. Petty Officer Bienefelt, humanspace’s only cyborg agony aunt! Now, there was a truly bizarre thought.
Massing over 800,000 tons, the
Befitting a heavy cruiser, immaculate spacers infested
“Sir. Can I help you?” the quartermaster asked, returning the salute.
“Yes. Could you comm Junior Lieutenant Cheung to the gangway, please?”
“Can do, sir. Identity check, please.”
The young leading spacer watched patiently as Michael’s identity was confirmed. “Thank you, sir. I’ll comm her now. . okay, sir. Done. All right, she’s on her way.” The quartermaster leaned forward. “Probably a good idea to wait clear of the gangway,” he whispered conspiratorially. “Commodore Perkins and enough brass to sink the ship are due any minute.”
“Thanks, Leader, will do.” Michael grinned. He felt greatly relieved. He would not have been the least bit surprised if Anna had told him to piss off. Tucking himself out of the way, he stood and waited.
Anna wasn’t long. Michael caught his breath as she appeared, a slight, shipsuited figure almost lost in the ebb and flow of
“Hi, Michael,” she said flatly. “Follow me. I know somewhere we can talk. But I’ve only got a few minutes.”
“Fine,” Michael said to Anna’s back as she led the way off
Anna sighed despairingly. She shook her head. “God above, Michael. You don’t change. What the hell am I going to do with you?”
Michael shrugged. “Um, well, maybe we could, you know, sort of start again. .” He trailed off as Anna’s cheeks flared red with sudden anger.
“Start again!” she hissed fiercely. “What makes you think I want to start again? What makes you think we can start again after all we’ve been through? Christ, Michael! It’s not that simple.”
“Look, Anna,” Michael said desperately. “I know it’s not. But the fact is I love you. Yes, I can live without you if I have to, but I really don’t want to.”
Anna stared at him in silence for a long, long time before she spoke. “That’s not the problem,” she said finally. “Problem is whether I want you in my life anymore. You can stand there all you like telling me how much you love me, but it makes no difference. I know all that. I just don’t know what I want. I need more time.”
“Anna, look-”
“No! Enough! We can talk forever, and it’s not going to help one little bit. I’ve got to work out what happens next, so let me do that and we’ll talk again. Now look, I really have to go.” She turned to go.
“Anna!” Michael protested. “Can’t we sort-”
“No, we damn well can’t, Michael!” Anna snapped, turning back. “Oh, shit,” she said gently. “Sorry. Look, Michael. Leave things with me. We’ll meet up next chance we can, see how we feel then. Promise. Now, I really have to go. You be careful.” She stepped close to kiss him on the cheek. Michael’s heart pounded as her familiar scent brought memories cascading down. “Very careful. You hear?”
With that she was gone.
Michael stood for a moment, her all-too-quick farewell kiss still warm on his cheek.
He sighed deeply, wearily rubbing eyes gritty from too little sleep and too much stress. The good news was that it could have been a hell of a lot worse. The bad news was that it could have been a hell of a lot better. Still, Anna was talking to him, had agreed to see him again, and had kissed him good-bye. Michael allowed himself to think that maybe, when the latest fracas with the Hammer was over, they could put things back on the rails.
Anyway, he had stolen enough of
If that happened, Lenski would kick his ass from breakfast time to Christmas.