Faris, his comms man, four engineers-Fodor, Chua, Lim, and Morozov-and of course the unmistakable shape of Chief Bienefelt,
Ferreira turned to him. “For your information, sir. We are ready in all respects to move.”
“Roger. All yours, Jayla. Dent my shiny new ship and I’ll dent your skull.”
She grinned, a mix of excitement and nerves obvious. “I won’t, sir,” she replied. “All stations, this is Command, stand by. Dockmaster, this is
“Dockmaster.”
“Release docking clamps and initiate cold move.”
“Roger … clamps released, moving now.”
With that, a faint shudder ran through
“Captain, sir. Cold move complete, ship is in orbit, orbit is nominal. Tugs detached. Propulsion fusion plants are coming online, all systems nominal. We will have full power available in twenty minutes.”
“Thank you. Nice job,” Michael said, much encouraged by Ferreira’s flawless execution of an evolution that had brought more than a few executive officers undone in the past and even more encouraged that
“Thank you, sir,” Ferreira said, her relief obvious.
“Okay, Jayla. What’s next?”
“Final planning meeting for our shakedown cruise in thirty, sir.”
“Okay. I’ll see you there. I’m going walkabout. Chief Bienefelt, walk with me.”
“Sir.”
With
Now it hosted the diminutive shape of a single light assault lander. The sight unnerved Michael, the hangar’s emptiness a powerful reminder of how much change the disaster at Comdur had forced on the Federated Worlds Fleet.
Bienefelt broke into Michael’s thoughts with a soft cough. “Take it you didn’t bring me down here to look at all this empty space, sir?”
“Uh, no. Sorry, Matti. I know you’re busy. I just wanted a chat.”
“Knew you might, sir,” Bienefelt said with a chuckle.
“I’m that obvious, eh?” Michael replied. “Yes, two things. First, thanks for agreeing to be my coxswain. I know it’s not the best posting from a personal point of view. How does Yuri feel?”
“Well”-Bienefelt’s face reddened-“well, he, er … well, uh … he says he loves me and as long as I come back, he can wait,” she said, finishing in an embarrassed rush.
“He’s a good man, Matti. He’ll be there when this is all over.”
“I know he will, sir.”
Michael stared right at Bienefelt. “I can’t tell you how good it is to have you here. We go back a way.”
“We do, sir, we certainly do. Life is never dull with you around.”
“Seems to be that way, and something tells me all this”-he waved a hand at
“Don’t think that’s in any doubt.”
“No, it’s not. Second thing. The troops. What do you think of them so far?”
Bienefelt considered the question a while before responding. “With one exception, they’re solid. They’ll do the job and do it well. But …”
“Come on, Matti, Spit it out!”
“Well, sir,” Bienefelt said, measuring her words carefully. “I’m a bit reluctant to leap to judgment because it’s early days yet. But Carmellini bothers me. He’s outstanding on paper, but something’s not quite right there.”
“Carmellini. Thought it might be him. He came to us from
“He did, but he wasn’t onboard when the shit hit the fan at Comdur. He missed that little fiasco. He was absent on compassionate leave.”
“So, what is it? Survivor’s guilt?”
“Yes. That’s my best guess, sir.
“Damn,” Michael muttered. “Something must have gone wrong. Fleet’s pretty good at treating postcombat stress”-something he knew from firsthand experience, he realized with a twinge of guilt-“and it’s had plenty of practice over the years. Carmellini must have slipped past the assessment teams.”
“Pretty sure that’s what’s happened. They had their hands full.”
“So what do we do? Send him back?”
“No, sir,” Bienefelt replied, shaking her head. “Not yet, anyway. I think I’d like to hang on to him. See if we can pull him out of it.”
Michael considered that for a moment. “Sure you don’t want to refer him to the postcombat stress people?”
“No, sir. I have spoken to them, though. They’ve done the hard work for us, and we know what we have to do to make sure he doesn’t slip back.”
“What does Lieutenant Ferreira think?”
“Actually, sir,” Bienefelt said, “the XO picked it up first. She’s already spoken to me about Carmellini. She told me to take a week and get back to her. I assume she would have briefed you if she was still worried,” she added diplomatically.
Michael smiled. It was good to find out the two key members of his crew had picked up on a problem before he had. Even better, he sensed that Bienefelt respected Ferreira. He hoped so; it meant he had the makings of a good crew and a good ship.
“I’ll leave it with you, Matti. Off you go. I’ll see you at the shakedown cruise briefing. I’m going to see if the engineers have fixed that damned heat transfer pump.”
“Sir.”
It had been a long day but a good one.
“Yes, Michael?” Mother said, her face by long-standing tradition that of a middle-aged woman.
For a moment Michael was a child again, talking to his own mother, which was probably why the primary AIs of this world looked the way they did: relics from a long-lost maledominated past intended to reassure insecure and lonely male officers that however bad things might seem, there was still hope. That summed up Anna’s view and that of every female spacer he had ever met. Sadly, Michael knew that what Anna said held more than a grain of truth.
“What do you think? This going to work?”
“Both, I suppose.”
Mother took her time before answering. “The short answer is yes,” she said finally, measuring her words