Gamache believed him.
Clara stood outside Peter’s closed studio door. She almost never knocked, almost never disturbed him. Unless it was an emergency. Those were hard to come by in Three Pines and were generally Ruth-shaped and difficult to avoid.
Clara had walked around the garden a few times, then come inside and walked around the living room, and then the kitchen in ever decreasing circles until finally she found herself here. She loved Myrna, she trusted Gamache, she adored Gabri and Olivier and many other friends. But it was Peter she needed.
She knocked. There was a pause, then the door opened.
“I need to talk.”
“What is it?” He came out immediately and closed the door behind him. “What’s wrong?”
“I met Fortin, as you know, and he said something.”
Peter’s heart missed a beat. And in that missed beat lived something petty. Something that hoped Fortin would change his mind. Would cancel Clara’s solo show. Would say they’d made a mistake and Peter was really the one they wanted.
His heart beat for Clara every hour of every day. But every now and then it stumbled.
He took her hands. “What’d he say?”
“He called Gabri a fucking queer.”
Peter waited for the rest. The part about Peter being the better artist. But Clara just stared at him.
“Tell me about it.” He led her to a chair and they sat.
“Everything was going so well. He loved my ideas for hanging the show, he said FitzPatrick would be there from MoMA, and so would Allyne from the
Peter couldn’t. “Tell me more.”
It was like throwing himself over and over at a wall of spikes.
“And then he called Gabri a fucking queer, behind his back. And said it made him want to vomit.”
The spiked wall turned smooth, and soft.
“What did you say?”
“Nothing.”
Peter dropped his eyes, then looked up. “I probably wouldn’t have either.”
“Really?” asked Clara, searching his face.
“Really.” He smiled and squeezed her hands. “You weren’t expecting it.”
“It was a shock,” said Clara, eager to explain. “What should I do?”
“What d’you mean?”
“Should I just forget about it, or say something to Fortin?”
And Peter saw the equation immediately. If she confronted the gallery owner she was running the risk of angering him. In fact, it almost certainly would. At the very least it would mar their relationship. He might even cancel her show.
If she said nothing, she’d be safe. Except that he knew her. It would eat away at Clara’s conscience. A conscience, once aroused, could be a terrible thing.
Gabri poked his head into the back room.
“
Olivier, Gamache and Beauvoir all looked at him. None was smiling.
“Wait a minute, are you telling Olivier about your visit to his father?” Gabri sat down beside his partner. “I wanna hear too. What’d he say about me?”
“We weren’t talking about Olivier’s father,” said Gamache. Across from him Olivier’s eyes were pleading for a favor Gamache couldn’t grant. “We were talking about Olivier’s relationship with the dead man.”
Gabri looked from Gamache to Olivier, then over to Beauvoir. Then back to Olivier. “What?”
Gamache and Olivier exchanged looks and finally Olivier spoke. He told Gabri about the Hermit, his visits to the cabin, and the body. Gabri listened, silent. It was the first time Beauvoir had ever seen him go more than a minute without talking. And even when Olivier stopped, Gabri didn’t start. He sat there as though he might never speak again.
But then, he did. “How could you be so stupid?”
“I’m sorry. It was dumb.”
“It was more than dumb. I can’t believe you didn’t tell me about the cabin.”
“I should’ve told you, I know. But he was so afraid, so secretive. You didn’t know him—”
“I guess not.”
“—but if he’d known I’d told anyone he’d have stopped seeing me.”
“Why did you want to see him anyway? He was a hermit, in a cabin for God’s sake. Wait a minute.” There was silence while Gabri put it all together. “Why’d you go there?”
