would pass before the novice torturers began to introduce refinements that would make a person shudder and feel ashamed of the species. Then Jane would have to be brave the way the old warriors were, always alert for a way to kill one of them or force them to kill her.
The beating ended. She lay on the bed on her back and silently allowed each of the places where she'd been struck to report the damage. There would be welts on much of her body, and big bruises where they had hit particularly hard. There seemed to be no broken bones in her forearms or wrists, no broken fingers or toes yet. She looked down at her thigh. Blood had soaked through the bandage and the sheet, but it wasn't the sort of bleeding that would kill her.
3.
Jane awoke again because she heard a woman's voice. She knew from the way her wounds felt-dry and angry-that a few hours had passed, but there was no day or night, no light or dark. The woman had come back again and was standing a few feet from her, talking on a cell phone. 'You should see her. I'm telling you, this is crazy. It looks like they hit her with clubs or something. All nearly identical contusions. Arms, legs, abdomen, chest. . . . Not the head, that I can see. And not the wound on the right thigh. If this is going to be a murder, I'm out. All right, I'll see you later.'
Jane had heard, in that short conversation, more than the woman would ever have told her. The woman came closer and looked down at Jane. Today she was wearing burgundy scrubs and a different pair of bright white sneakers. 'You're awake. If I help you, do you think you can get to the bathroom'
'Yes.' Jane looked at her calmly, watching her undo the restraints and support her back as she sat up. 'You're a real nurse.' Jane slowly swung her legs off the bed; tried twice to stand in spite of the pain; then used the headpiece of the bed to support herself, stood, and walked with the nurse. The nurse protected the IV needle stuck in Jane's wrist, kept the tube from tangling, and moved the aluminum stand with the IV fluid bag hanging on it.
'Yes,' she said. 'I work for the doctor who saw you the other day.'
It was the first confirmation that at least two days had passed since Jane had been here. The doctor must have seen her the first day, right after she had been shot; cleaned and closed the wound; and given her antibiotics and painkillers. 'Were you here when they beat me'
'No. The doctor said I shouldn't come in until tonight, after my shift. He didn't know what they were going to do, and neither did I. I swear.'
'He's your boyfriend, isn't he'
'I don't know if I'd say that. There's nothing official.' She was smiling, almost blushing, as though she were in high school, talking to a friend.
Jane thought, A doctor would never get you involved in something like this if he didn't think he could control you for a long time. If you ever reported him for what's already happened, he'd lose his license and go to federal prison. 'Is he smart'
'Of course. He's a doctor.'
Jane couldn't help thinking about her husband, Carey. He was brilliant. 'I know some doctors who are very smart, and some who don't have that advantage. All they can do is follow the rules they've learned and the methods they've practiced, and hope they do everything right. That's the way most people are, and I think it's not so bad.'
'Well, this doctor is smart.'
'Good,' Jane said. 'That's good news for you and me.' She had planted a tiny germ of worry in the woman's brain. She wasn't hopeless. She might be in love with the arrogant little doctor, but she was clearheaded enough to have seen the welts and bruises on Jane-maybe, because of what she'd seen, she had checked for other signs of abuse while Jane was asleep-and called her doctor boyfriend to complain. She wasn't hopeless. She helped Jane get to the toilet, and waited in the doorway.
The nurse said, 'He probably saved your life.'
'I might be able to save his,' Jane said. 'And yours.'
'You can't use my cell phone.'
'I'll make it clear that you helped me, and that you had no idea what was happening until you saw they were hurting me.'
'I still don't know what this is about.' She looked frightened, anxious. She helped Jane up, flushed the toilet, and helped her walk to the bed. Then she hurried to the sink, brought a cold, wet cloth, and pressed it against Jane's bruises. 'We need ice to make the swelling go down.'
'Those men are criminals,' Jane said. 'Somebody-probably one of them-killed a woman about three years ago, and they framed her husband, a man named Jim Shelby, for it. He went to prison. I got him out, and they want to make me tell where he is.'
'Won't he just go back to prison if you tell'
'No. They don't have any way of getting him back to prison without the authorities asking questions they can't answer-what they were doing in Los Angeles, why they would look for Shelby, and how they found him when the police couldn't. And of course, they can't let me go. Kidnapping and torture would mean life sentences for them.'
'Oh, my God.' The girl walked a few paces and sat down on the chair at the desk. 'All this is such heavy stuff, out of nowhere. They just told the doctor there was a private patient who had an injury and wanted to pay for special care.'
'That's the way trouble always comes-out of nowhere, with no warning. When it does you have to decide quickly.' She waited, watching the girl sitting at the desk, staring at the wall. 'Will you please let me use your cell phone'
'You just said it was a kidnapping and torture thing. Everybody would go to prison.'
'Not you. You'll be the hero.'
She looked sideways at Jane. 'How do I know you'll twist it that way, and not the other way'
'Someone who helps me will be my friend. They're just getting started on me.' She waited, but the girl didn't seem to be able to make up her mind. She looked paralyzed. 'Are you worried about your boyfriend'
'I told you, he's not officially my boyfriend.' She was irritated. She started to walk away, and it seemed to make her remember why she was there. She hurried back to the bathroom and returned with cold, damp hand towels she put on Jane's bruises.
Jane watched her. It doesn't matter if he hasn't declared himself to be your boyfriend. You've had a big fat crush on him for a long time, and one slow day in the office, he came on to you in an examining room. Or he came to the office one day with flowers and asked you to dinner. Whatever it was, you're committed to him, and you have an intimate relationship now. I can hear it in your voice.
The nurse went to the medical supplies and returned with Neosporin, which she gently applied to the scrapes left by the bamboo sticks.
Jane said, 'I'm perfectly happy to include the doctor in the hero category too. I'll say that the next time he comes in is the first time I was conscious when he visited, and as soon as he knew what was up, he helped you save me. I know he has nothing to do with these men or framing Jim Shelby. But you've got to help me. The longer this goes on, the harder it will be to make up a story that keeps him innocent.'
'I've got to have time to think. I should talk to him, too.' She looked at Jane again. 'Are you married'
Jane wasn't wearing the ring, but there was still a pale line on her ring finger, and the young nurse must have seen it. 'Yes.' After a second she added, 'I wouldn't ordinarily tell anyone that.'
'I knew already, because there's an indentation on your ring finger. I'm glad you didn't lie.'
'Sometimes a person in my position has to lie. I've got to lie to those men. I don't want to lie to you, though. Will you please help me'
'I need time to think.'
'We don't have much time. The next stage of this is going to come pretty quickly.'
'The next stage What's the next stage'
'They'll think of things to do to me that hurt, that will make me so afraid I'll talk. The next stage will be heat-hot irons, or fire. You may be used to seeing things others haven't, but you don't want to see this.'
'Why can't you just tell them, and we can all go home'
'These men are implicated in a murder. No matter what I tell them, nobody's going home but them. They
