ships, was clearly seen by Petty Officer Hehenberger on the range-finder in the foretop of
Coats shared the view of the German gunners. As he gazed from the bridge at his battered burning ship, he decided she would sink at any moment. She was wallowing down by the stern with a list of 20 degrees to starboard. The quarter-deck was awash and she was rolling sluggishly. The main compartments were so full of water that every time she rolled it felt as if she would not right herself again. So he gave the order: 'Prepare to abandon ship.' As one of the young ratings descended the starboard ladder from the bridge, shouting out the order, he was hit by a shell splinter.
As a result, a garbled version of the order spread rapidly round the ship. Deafened by the guns and bursting shells, the crew thought the order had been given 'Abandon ship.'[7]
Carley floats were thrown over, the whaler was lowered, and a few men began jumping overboard to swim or hang on to floats which drifted near the ship.
But
Nightmare scenes were taking place aboard her. When the shell shattered the lower bridge, destroying the ammunition locker underneath it, the force of the explosion also jammed the water-tight doors of the radio room below the bridge, and the men inside were roasted like turkeys.
The helmsman, with a shattered hand, still kept trying to steer. Another sailor next to him in the wheelhouse was a mass of blood and bone.
One young sailor in a gun turret had his arm blown off and picked it up sobbing and tried to push it on again. As the gun was still in action, a Petty officer knocked him unconscious. It was not only the kindest thing he could have done, but it also prevented panic spreading among the young gun crew, several of whom were also wounded. The unwounded gun crews continued to fire until they ran out of ammunition. Ward and his mates still tried to fire their gun, but the ship began to settle so rapidly into the water that they could no longer get a bearing.
At the same time the Germans' big guns stopped raining death on to
No more British destroyers could be seen from either ship.
It was 3:56 p.m. The destroyer action was over after eleven minutes. The shelling of
The official German report said: 'Both
From the point of view of the German warships, it had not been a satisfactory action. Both Fein of
The
The unwounded survivors of the crew waited helplessly for German destroyers to approach and finish them off. None came. They were sweeping ahead of their battle squadron, scouting for British capital ships, which were in fact hundreds of miles away in Scapa Flow.
As both the doctor and the sick-bay attendant were knocked out for a time, the rumour went round the ship that everyone in the sick-bay had been killed. But Dr. Jackson and his assistant dazedly picked themselves up as a sailor staggered through the door and fell unconscious. After they had lifted him into a bunk the doctor scrambled up on deck. He was still so dazed that he forgot his equipment and had to go back to grab as many dressings as he could. He stuffed two bottles of morphine into his pocket and picked up a torch, as all the lights had failed and it was becoming dark. Some slightly wounded men from 'A' and 'B' gun crews appeared, grinning apologetically, at the door.
Only when he climbed on deck did he realize the battle was over. The noise had ceased, to be replaced by an eerie quiet as the ship rolled sluggishly surrounded by towering waves. He realized that he and the rest of the crew were going round shouting at each other — the sudden cessation of the bombardment having failed to register.
The doctor crawled about the blood-stained decks shoving morphine into the wounded and dying men. After attending to a man on 'B' gun, he went to a bad casualty in the wheel-house. Then he went down to the waist of the ship and worked his way along the upper deck. A lot of wounded men were lying or sitting under the pom-poms and beside the empty torpedo tubes, where Bill Wellman, miraculously unwounded, was attending to them.
Beside the 12-pounder gun, some men were lying so still that the doctor knew he need not stop. He went on to the after-superstructure, where there were some dreadful casualties among the men of the supply and repair party.
A leading stoker, his stomach ripped out and his arm torn off, staggered to the side to drown himself because he knew he was finished. Chief Engineer Griffiths pulled him back on to the deck and the doctor tried to operate on him, but he died a few minutes later.
Then Griffiths saw First Officer Dick Taudevin hurrying along the deck and said to him, 'This is a fine old pot mess. Why are you running about so much?' Taudevin replied, 'I am trying to stop some silly buggers from jumping overboard. They think the order has been given to abandon ship.'
While Jackson was doing what he could for the wounded, Lt. Taudevin appeared at his elbow and said, 'Thank heaven you are all right, Doc. We are not abandoning ship. Tell the wounded.' Then he went calmly aft and,