One thing was evident, though. Despite her precautions, Gund had realized he was being followed. And he had executed some sort of maneuver to shake off his pursuit.
His behavior was not that of an innocent person.
Besides-she thought restlessly as she guided the Miata down random roads, headlights sweeping yards of pitted asphalt-if he was innocent, if her suspicions were completely unfounded, then what was he doing out here in the gray wastes of the desert? Enjoying the scenery? In absolute darkness?
“Face reality,” she ordered herself, mildly startled to realize she’d expressed the thought aloud.
Harold Gund had kidnapped Erin. Was holding her prisoner someplace in the miles of undeveloped desert land.
If he’d paid a visit to Erin on his lunch break, which seemed likely, then he’d been able to drive from the shop to the hiding place and back in little more than an hour. That meant his hideaway probably was somewhere nearby, but where precisely, Annie couldn’t guess.
So what do I do now? she wondered bleakly as she picked up speed on a newer stretch of road, the warm night air whistling through the dashboard vents. Call Walker?
Sure, call Walker. Tell him she’d been playing Nancy Drew and was convinced her assistant at the flower shop was the kidnapper. Her evidence, stated objectively, was worthless. A bit of turquoise that could have come from anywhere. A van that dematerialized like a mirage. And as for Harold’s lie about the body shop-did she honestly think there was an employee anywhere who’d never fibbed to the boss in order to take an extended lunch break?
Walker wouldn’t listen to her. No way. Not without proof.
Well, what would constitute proof? Erin’s head on a plate? Or would Tucson P.D. insist on having the whole body, no missing parts, before opening an investigation?
“Quit it,” she whispered when she noticed that her hands had clamped on the wheel in a paralytic’s frozen clench.
This was just like her-to lose control, become hysterical, act like an idiot. Helpless Annie. Scatterbrained Annie who never could find her keys or organize her files or balance her checkbook. She’d depended on Erin to be her anchor, her rock of stability, but now…
“Now Erin’s depending on me.” Her voice was a breathless murmur, swallowed by the engine hum.
Evidence. She needed evidence. Something to change Walker’s mind, get the police involved.
Gund’s apartment.
She knew his address.
He’d lived alone ever since his wife had died. If he’d ever had a wife. If he hadn’t been lying about that, too.
And tonight he was out. Wherever he’d been headed, he was unlikely to be back for hours.
She could drive there now. Break in, search the place Break in?
“Crazy,” she said with a clipped, nervous chuckle.
But it wasn’t crazy. Just desperate. There was a difference.
She spun the wheel, executed a sharp U-turn on the empty road, and sped north, toward the distant lights of town.
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Erin stiffened, hearing the heavy, familiar tramp of footsteps above her head.
Reflexively she looked for the blindfold before remembering that it was gone. Oliver had removed it along with most of the other items in the room. He knew she had seen his face.
But she hadn’t seen it, she realized as the footfalls descended the cellar stairs. Not clearly enough to matter. She still couldn’t identify him in a lineup.
Could she convince him of that? Doubtful, but she had to try.
A key rattled in the lock. She turned away and stood facing the corner like a reprimanded child.
Behind her, the door sighed open, and the short hairs on her nape prickled.
“ ’Evening, Doc.”
The greeting was meant to sound casual, but his tone of voice was all wrong. Strained, tense.
She might be in even greater danger than she’d realized. If he were to slip into a fugue state, she would have no chance.
“Good evening,” she answered slowly.
“What’s so fascinating about that wall?”
“I need my blindfold.”
“No, you don’t.”
“You wouldn’t want me to see your face, would you?”
Footsteps. Crossing the room. Closer. Closer.
His shadow expanded on the unpainted bricks, devouring her own. He stopped directly at her back.
“You’ve already seen me,” he whispered.
From his voice, his tone, she tried to gauge his state of mind. He sounded angry, exhausted, yet still in control. Torn by conflict, fatigued by the effort of holding fast to the better part of himself.
She had no confidence in his ability to hold on indefinitely. At any moment the tension in his voice might bleed away, leaving only an affectless monotone.
“I never got a good look.” Her words were barely audible above the pumping of her heart. “Last night, in the arroyo, there was only starlight; you were a silhouette. And when you brought me here, I was barely conscious. I couldn’t even focus my eyes.”
“That’s probably true.”
She waited, feeling the pressure of a suppressed hope.
“But it doesn’t matter. You already know who I am.”
Her heart twisted.
“How could I possibly know that?” She wished her voice wouldn’t quaver.
He leaned nearer; she felt the tickle of his breath on her right ear. “You saw the ranch.”
She shut her eyes. “It’s just a ranch,” she said desperately, refusing to turn her head, refusing to see his face and seal her fate. “Horse ranch, I guess. Like a thousand others in Arizona. So what?”
“You know this place. Even if Lydia never brought you to see it, you would have come on your own. You and Annie.”
He’d mentioned Lydia. Pointless to continue her denials, but she tried anyway. “I’ve never been here. Really. And I didn’t see your face…”
The touch of his fingers on her chin startled a gasp out of her.
“You’re lying, Doc. That’s bad. Don’t you know that the doctor-patient relationship is built on trust?”
She couldn’t answer, couldn’t speak, not with his hand clinging lightly to her face, weightless as a scorpion.
“Look at me, Doc.”
“Please…”
“Look at me.”
He tightened his grip, snapped her head sideways. Shock opened her eyes, and she saw him. She couldn’t help but see him.
“Say hello to your cousin, Doc,” he said, unsmiling. “Cousin Oliver.”
Swallowing, she nodded.
He stepped back to give her a fuller view. Absently she noted the clothes he was wearing-canvas shoes, denim jeans, blue shirt, and an unbuttoned nylon jacket with a bulge in the side pocket.
Normal, she thought blankly. He looks normal. She could have passed him on the street and not even noticed him, not even suspected what he was.
He was a large man-of course she had known that-with wide shoulders and thick arms and a spreading
