She was in a hurry to get out. The apartment, closed up all day, was hot and stuffy; she found it hard to breathe. Or maybe it was fear that shut her throat. Suddenly her certainty that Gund would not return for hours seemed baseless, mere wishful thinking. For all she knew, he was on his way home right now. Might be outside the front door, inserting his key in the lock “Quit it,” she whispered harshly. “Get to work.”
Her hand on the wall switch, she hesitated.
Turn on the lights? It seemed dangerous. If Gund did return, he would see the lighted windows from the street.
But not this window. Only those in front.
She decided on a compromise. She would use the lights only in rooms facing the building next door. And she would turn off the light as she left each room.
She flipped the switch, and a ceiling lamp winked on, dazzling after the minutes she’d spent in darkness.
The bathroom seemed ordinary enough. Not as clean as it could be, some unpleasant smells. Towels on dented metal racks. Shampoo in the shower. Bar of soap in a porcelain dish on the Formica counter. Mirror over the sink, her reflection gazing back at her with frightened eyes.
Near the mirror, a medicine cabinet. Quickly she surveyed its shelves, looking for Erin’s Tegretol. If Gund had it, the bottle would tie him to her disappearance. Even Walker couldn’t dispute that.
There was no Tegretol. No medication of any kind except aspirin and antacids.
She switched off the bathroom light and emerged into a narrow hallway. Darkness in both directions. She turned left, groping along the wall until she found a door.
Pushing it open, she entered a bedroom in the front corner of the apartment. The glow of a streetlight through the curtains provided sufficient illumination as she explored the room.
Cheap bed with creaky mattress springs. Bedside alarm clock, the dial luminous: 8:20. Clothes in the closet, but none of Erin’s things. Her suitcase wasn’t there, either.
Nothing suspicious so far. She returned to the hall and found a doorway to the living room. Even in darkness she could see that the place was sparsely furnished-battered sofa, a single floor lamp, an ancient television set resting on an apple crate, a dining table flanked by unmatched garage-sale chairs.
The room was most remarkable for what it did not contain. There were no books, no record albums, no paintings, no family photographs, no souvenirs from excursions to the Grand Canyon or San Diego. There was nothing.
“Harold,” she whispered. “Poor Harold.”
For a moment she forgot to be afraid of him. He was just a lonely man without a life.
Unless he was something worse.
Searching the living room was the work of a minute; there was nothing to see. She moved on to the kitchen, in the northwest corner of the apartment, far enough from any windows to make it safe to turn on a light.
The overhead fluorescent cast a pale, glareless glow on soiled countertops and peeling linoleum tiles. Dirty dishes crowded the sink; the water had drained away. A beetle scurried behind the refrigerator, black carapace gleaming.
She checked the silverware drawers, thinking vaguely she might find some obvious weapon-a bloodstained knife perhaps. There was only ordinary cutlery, inadequately cleaned, particles of dried food sticking to tines and blades.
In a lower drawer there was a miscellany of household hardware. Cigarette lighters, manual can openers, a corkscrew, scissors of various sizes, and, lying carelessly atop the pile, a ring of keys.
The ring was tagged with a piece of masking tape marked SPARES.
Spare keys to the apartment? Or to whatever secret place Gund had been headed earlier tonight?
She examined the key ring more closely. Six keys in all, each with a bit of tape inked in the same careful hand.
FRONT DOOR. BARN. STAIRS. CELLAR.
And two smaller keys, probably for padlocks: GATE, REAR DOOR.
Not for this place, obviously. These were the keys to a farm or ranch with a barn, a cellar, and a padlocked gate.
There were ranches in the desert southeast of town, where she had lost Gund’s trail. Perhaps he was at one of them at this moment, with the original set of keys.
Perhaps Erin was there, too.
Annie hesitated, then slipped the keys into the pocket of her skirt, supplementing her original crime of illegal entry with a new offense, burglary.
Shutting off the fluorescent, she retraced her steps to the hall. The hall closet, overlooked earlier, was opposite the bathroom. A bare bulb illuminated shelves of cardboard cartons, apparently stuff from Wisconsin that Gund had never unpacked.
Nearly all of the apartment had been covered by now. There remained only the far end of the hall.
She slipped past the bathroom and found an open door to a small study-desk and swivel chair, file cabinet, wastebasket. The window faced the building across the passageway-safe to use a light. She fumbled for the desk lamp’s pull chain, and the bulb snapped on.
Erin’s stationery was not in the desk drawers. Disappointed, Annie knelt by the file cabinet, trying the lower drawer first. She thumbed through a row of manila folders, scanning the gummed labels.
TAXES. BILLS. AUTO. MEDICAL.
All marked with years ranging from 1985 to 1991. Old records, of no interest now.
Standing, she opened the upper drawer. It contained the same sorts of records, but from more recent years, with the current files foremost in line.
Nothing there, either.
Well, what had she expected to find? A file marked REILLY KIDNAPPING? Containing a helpful map to the site of Erin’s imprisonment?
Angrily she shook her head. This whole venture had been a waste of time.
Her hand was pushing the drawer shut when she noticed a slim folder at the extreme rear of the cabinet, the only one that was unlabeled.
Funny how it was stuffed all the way in the back, unmarked, as if hidden.
She reached for the folder, opened it.
Its entire contents consisted of a single sheet of heavy, unlined paper, approximately eight by ten inches.
As she lifted the paper into the light, she realized that what she held was a glossy color photo, its back to her.
She turned it over, and suddenly she was shaking, shaking uncontrollably, her heart racing in her chest.
“How?” she whispered to the room, to the night. “How can he have this?”
Two smiling faces. Green eyes and gray. Red hair lustrous on bare shoulders.
The eight-by-ten studio portrait of Erin and herself.
48
The van’s dashboard clock read 8:25 when Gund parked at a red curb, alongside a hydrant, yards from his apartment’s front door. He didn’t give a damn about a parking ticket.
The photo. That was his sole concern. He had to get the photo.
Before tonight he had never grasped its full significance. Now he knew why it had transfixed him, how he’d lost himself in the picture for hours at a time. He knew, and the knowledge sickened him.
Staring at their faces, their beautiful faces, staring hour after hour, night after night…
When the dream would wake him, when he found himself getting hard, then he would take out the picture and study it. He had found it soothing, or so he’d told himself.
The truth was uglier. The picture had not soothed, but stimulated.
He wondered if he had even…
