a gasp out of her.
Involuntarily her fingers splayed. She had time to think that the pressure of his clutch had paralyzed her radial nerve, and then the spout dropped from her hand like a discarded toy. She heard it clatter on the floor.
No weapon. But she could still fight. Months of self-defense classes must have been good for something.
Don’t think. The voice in her mind belonged to Mr. Sanders, her tae kwon do instructor. Thinking is too slow. Let your reflexes take over.
Oliver, still holding her right arm, jerked her toward him. His face rushed at her, his eyes sparkling in the dimness.
Reaching across her body with her left hand, she grabbed the wrist of her captured arm, then snapped her upper body back and tore free of his grasp.
She retreated a step, and then his two hands closed over her throat.
Brief panic shook her-she couldn’t breathe — before habits more deeply ingrained than she’d suspected, habits that mimicked instinct, dictated the correct response.
She raised her arms fast, over Oliver’s forearms, then swung sharply to the right, bending at the waist. Her left elbow came up, and she whipped back to an upright posture, using the momentum of her upper body to drive the elbow savagely into Oliver’s jaw.
Stunned, he released her throat.
Her right hand wasn’t paralyzed anymore. She curled it in a tight fist, the first two knuckles projecting slightly, and directed a reverse punch at Oliver’s ribs, pivoting as she delivered the blow.
He gasped but didn’t go down. With her left hand she executed a crippling palm-heel strike to his groin.
Grunt of pain, and he staggered backward, then dropped to his knees.
She’d done it. She’d beaten him.
Erin spun away from him, her next moves fully formed in her mind. Simply get out of the room, bolt and chain the door, then lock the door at the top of the stairs also. He might be able to shoot his way out, but not before she’d fled the ranch.
These thoughts crowded her brain, borne on a cresting wave of triumph, as she lunged blindly for the door frame, found it, began to step through The chain fastened to her right leg was jerked taut.
She lost her balance, slammed down on hands and knees.
Oliver, still sprawled on the floor, gave the chain another tug. Erin slid on the smooth concrete, dragged closer to her adversary.
She rolled onto her side, bent her left leg at the knee, and aimed a punishing snap kick at Oliver’s head.
Crack of impact. She ripped the chain free of his grasp, then scrambled to her feet.
She hoped the kick would immobilize him, but no; he was rising, too, his recovery so rapid as to be almost instantaneous. He seemed impervious to pain. The thought flashed in her mind that the same neurological wiring that suppressed awareness of his deepest feelings might cut him off from unwanted bodily sensations as well.
For the moment she’d forfeited her chance to escape through the doorway. She had to put him on the floor again.
Turning to face him, she lashed out with another kick.
Her intention was to disable him with a fractured kneecap, but he stepped into the kick, catching the blow on the side of his calf, then locked her in a crushing bear hug.
Pain shot through her ribs. She smelled his breath, sour and close.
Proper defensive move-knee strike.
Her left leg shot up. Simultaneously Oliver pistoned out both arms, shoving her away.
Caught off balance, she tried to find her footing, failed, and thudded down on her side with a gasp.
Impact shocked all the breath out of her. She tried to rise, couldn’t. Her legs and arms wouldn’t work. For a long, helpless moment she just lay there, wheezing, until her lungs sucked air again.
Then slowly she looked up, and there he was-Oliver, looming over her, a yard away, the stun gun in his hand, the flashlight on the floor throwing his huge, distended shadow across the ceiling like a great black stain.
Sparring session’s over, Erin. Mr. Sanders sounded faintly disappointed. Better luck next time.
Dazed, she crawled blindly backward, away from the weapon, the chain rattle-clanking in her wake.
Brick walls bumped up against her shoulders. She had retreated into a corner. Nowhere to go.
Oliver took a step forward, closing the short distance between them. His mouth worked soundlessly for a moment, and then he remembered speech.
“You filth,” he muttered. “Stinking filth.”
He switched on the stun gun. Electricity crackled between the prongs in a blue arc.
“Oliver.” She coughed, then found the strength to speak. “You don’t hate me enough to kill me. You know you don’t.”
“Wrong, Doc.” Still no emotion in his voice, no expression on his face. “I do hate you. You and your damn sister. I wish the two of you had never been born. I wish-”
He stopped himself.
“You wish Maureen had had us aborted,” Erin finished for him.
His eyes narrowed, the lids sliding shut as if with sleep. Slowly he nodded.
“But she didn’t,” Erin said, “because she was a Catholic, and it would have been a sin.”
“There are worse sins.”
“Like your sin.” Tick of silence in the room. “Incest.”
Oliver said nothing.
“Lincoln molested you for years. And when Maureen visited the ranch, you did the same to her. You raped her, because she was your mother’s sister, and incest was the only form of intimacy you’d ever known.”
From between frozen lips, a faint sleepwalker’s murmur: “Shut up.”
“And she got pregnant. With Annie and me.” Erin gazed up at his face, searching for a response. “You’re our father.”
Something flickered in his eyes. A hint of personality, of human consciousness.
He switched off the stun gun. The hiss of current was replaced by the labored rasp of his breathing.
“Yes,” he whispered. “God damn you, yes.”
52
At the eastern end of the side road where she’d lost Gund’s trail at nightfall, Annie found a ranch with a padlocked gate.
Brief excitement shook her. But the duplicate key marked GATE would not open the lock, and neither would any other key on the ring.
Disappointed, she doubled back to Houghton Road and continued south.
Already her quest was beginning to feel hopeless. It was one thing to assume that Gund had a ranch in this vicinity; it was quite another to search every side street, every dirt road, every unmarked lane intersecting with Houghton for miles.
For all she knew, Gund’s ranch was far south of here, perhaps south of Interstate 10 and the Pima County Fairgrounds. Or-a grimmer prospect-it might be nowhere in the area at all.
If Gund had known all along that she was following him, he might have driven out of his way deliberately, in order to give no clue to his true destination, before performing whatever mysterious maneuver had made him disappear.
There were so many possibilities, and the desert was so dark, so vast. She could very well be wasting her time.
Another side road passed by, this one on her left. Unmarked, barely visible. She nearly missed seeing it.
With a squeal of brakes she cut her speed and executed a skidding U-turn, then pulled onto the narrow dirt lane.
The Miata bounced lightly on the rutted surface. To the north, barbed-wire fencing glided by; beyond it lay
