The Crimes of Jordan Wise

boozy company of natives and of tourists hunting local color, and for meaningless conversations about women, politics, all sorts of topics I pretended to be interested in but wasn't.

I thought about Bone quite a bit that first year. Had he gone back to Nassau to be with his dalighter? Down to St. Lucia or Carriacou or one of the other as yet unspoiled islands in the Windwards or Grenadines? The Turks and Caicos? There were any number of possibilities. I might be able to find out if I tried hard enough, but then what? It was better if I didn't know.

I wondered how much longer he would have stayed on St. Thomas if it hadn't been for what I did. Not long, probably. The commercialism and the overcrowding would have driven him away. Would he have let me tag along with him? Two men, two boats, seeking fresh horizons and a brave new world? Maybe. Maybe not. Better if I didn't know that, either.

Wherever he was, whatever he was doing, I hoped he was happy and that his dalighter would become a marine biologist as planned and make him even happier. He deserved it. He was a good man, he'd never harmed anyone, he'd never committed any crimes or thrown away any of the things that were central to his life. He deserved happiness a hell of a lot more than I did.

Dick Marsten contacted me in May of '86, to ask if I would consider selling Windrunner. I'd confided to him that I wasn't as keen on keeping her as I'd once been, and he had a buyer who was interested in a secondhand yawl or ketch of her size. I wasn't as keen on Sub Base harbor, either—too many memories, too many changes in the waterfront. I'd been thinking about moving over to Red Hook, maybe trading Windrunner for another, smaller boat. It was possible a different environment and a different craft would rekindle my interest in sailing and the sea.

So Marsten brought the buyer, a chubby, middle-aged Florida transplant, over for a look. The man liked what he saw, made me a generous offer, and I accepted, contingent on Dick finding me an acceptable replacement.

It didn't take long. Within a week, Marsten located a twenty-eight-foot schooner for sale at a reasonable price on St. Croix. I took an in-terisland flight to Christiansted to check out the schooner, Joy leg. She was clean and well maintained, with a new mainmast. The owner and I went out for a half day's sail so I could see how well she handled, and that sold me on her. I told him he had a deal, then notified Dick Marsten to go ahead with the sale of Windrunner.

I returned to St. Thomas to sign the papers and rent slip space at the Red Hook marina, then flew back to Christiansted and sailed Joyleg across. That singlehand voyage was the best I'd been on in the two years since Bone went away. And the ambiance at Red Hook was more like what it had been at Sub Base harbor when I first went there. The change seemed to be what I'd needed, all right. New boat, new environment— new beginning.

The new beginning lasted about a year.

I sanded and painted and varnished until Joyleg was in tiptop shape. Took her out more or less regularly, once on a long sail to Puerto Rico. Adapted well enough to living on her and to Red Hook. I even became the nominal drinking buddy of the ex-navy, ex-charter fisherman who'd once given me sailing lessons; it amused me that he didn't remember me from Adam's off ox and treated me as if I'd never been anything but his equal. I told myself the scars were starting to heal a little, that I'd found a measure of peace again, but of course it wasn't true. The pleasure and the illusion of peace faded along with the newness; I began to lose interest, the way I had with Windrunner and Sub Base harbor.

Thirteen months after I bought Joyleg and moved to Red Hook, I was again spending more time in waterfront bars than I was on the schooner in port or at sea.

In September of '89 the Virgins and Puerto Rico suffered one of the most devastating hurricanes ever to slam through the region. Maybe you remember reading about it. Hurricane Hugo. A howling, snarling, Category 4 monster—torrential rain, 130-mile-an-hour winds, widespread devastation everywhere it ripped across land. More than twenty people died, and tens of thousands were left homeless. The worst carnage was on St. Croix, but St. Thomas took a heavy hit as well. The blow knocked out electrical power and phone service, and caused severe road and marine damage. There was major flooding in low-lying areas; countless trees and plants were uprooted, some beaches badly eroded, some coral reefs ruined.

There was enough advance warning for frightened residents and tourists to flee in droves before the storm battered the island. That left rooms available at high-ground hotels like the Inn at Blackbeard's Castle. I booked one there, and rode out Hugo in flickering candlelight and relative safety behind the inn's storm-shuttered stone walls. At the height of the hurricane, the noise was deafening—thunderous bellows, banshee shrieks, savage wailing glists that literally shook the building. Annalise would have freaked out before it was over. I considered it something of an adventure—until I went down to the Red Hook marina afterward.

Some boats survived relatively unscathed; others were battered beyond recognition. It didn't matter how well they'd been secured by their owners—the effects were a matter of pure random luck either way, good or bad. Joy leg was one of the casualties. Her spars were gone, one side of the deckhouse had been caved in, holes had been torn in her hull in two places above the waterline. She was salvageable, but just barely.

I could have filed an insurance claim, as so many other owners did—insurance is mandatory when you buy and register a boat in the Virgins—but it would have taken months for payment to come through and I was afraid that a claim might trigger a background check on Richard Laidlaw. I could have paid for the repairs out of my own pocket, but it would've cost thousands and I didn't have enough emotional attachment to the schooner to make it worthwhile. Boat living had pretty much lost its appeal for me by then, anyway.

I sold what was left of Joyleg to Dick Marsten, cheap, and moved back onto dry land for good.

The island wasn't the same after Hurricane Hugo. It had been changing before the Big Blow, as Bone and I had lamented often enough; the massive damage, the millions it cost for cleanup and rebuilding, hastened the process and turned St. Thomas from an island paradise into a large-scale commercial enterprise. Fancy mega- resorts to lure more and more tourists. Expensive new villas and condominiums, and new and expanded marinas, to lure more wealthy full-time and part-time residents and yacht owners. Gentrification of districts like Red Hook, Frenchtown, Sub Base harbor. Out with the old, in with the new—the glitzy, gaudy, expensive, hypermodern, bullshit new.

But all this took time, and while it was going on I lived in French-town and avoided the commercialization as much as possible. I rented an old-fashioned three-room cottage down a lane off Rue de Gregoire.

It was quiet, it had everything I needed, and it was within easy walking distance of everything else I needed. The Bar had been condemned and torn down before the hurricane, but there were other watering holes and cafes, and the waterfront wasn't far away. I was known in some of the places, and accepted, because of my association with Bone.

Not a week went by my first six months in Frenchtown that somebody didn't ask me about him. What happened to Bone, why did he leave St. Thomas, where did he go, would he ever come back? I don't know where he went, I said, I don't know why he left. Maybe he'll come back, I said, maybe he won't. You know Bone, I said, he's his own man, he goes where he likes and does what he pleases. Good old Bone, I said, he was my best friend. And then we lifted our glasses and we drank to good old Bone.

One night, in one of the watering holes, a slumming Frenchwoman fresh from Martinique decided I would make a worthwhile conquest. My blue eyes, maybe. I'd given up wearing the brown-tinted contacts; enough time had passed, and the aging Richard Laidlaw looked nothing at all like Jordan Wise, so that the risk was negligible. Enough time had passed since Annalise, too, to make me boozily curious if what she'd broken had healed of its own volition. Until that night, I just hadn't cared enough to find out.

So I let the Frenchwoman pick me up, and took her back to my cottage. And the answer to the broken question was no. Nothing the woman did—and she was as much a sexual animal as Annalise had been—produced so much as a quiver. She said something that sounded like 'Bah!' and got out of bed and threw her clothes on. Before she went away into the night, she reached down and picked up my cock between her thumb and forefinger and shook it as if it had been a bad Utde boy.

'Quequette mort,' she said disglistedly.