and joined a gym and worked out regularly. He kept on the same program while he was here.”
“How much weight had he lost the last time you saw him?”
“Close to a hundred pounds. Isn’t that amazing? No more ponytail, either-his hair cut short and styled real nice. He looked wonderful, like one of the people on that TV show, Extreme Makeover. A new man, you know? I was so proud of him.”
A hundred pounds. A new man. Runyon looked at the photograph again, worked on it with his imagination until he had a clear image of the man as he must look now-leaned down, the sandy hair cut short and restyled. Then he knew why the image was familiar.
The young guy Risa Niland had been talking to in front of her apartment building Saturday afternoon was Sean Ostrow.
On his way to the parking garage, he called the Get Fit Health Club. Risa wasn’t there; the man who answered said she’d left early, around four o’clock, he didn’t know why. Runyon tried her home number. She wasn’t there either; her machine picked up. He left a terse message asking her to call him as soon as she got in.
Sean Ostrow was the perp, all right. No doubt about it now. Obsessed with being thin, on a mission to change his life-that was why he’d quit SunGold and left San Francisco two years ago. Starting over, making himself into a new man. Motivated by an even greater obsession: Erin Dumont. Took two years before he was satisfied with the change, and then he’d moved back to the city and presented the new Sean Ostrow to Erin Dumont. And she’d rejected him again. Two years, all the sacrifice-for nothing. Rage and hatred consumed love and worship, and that was why Erin Dumont had been slugged, strangled, and raped.
What wasn’t clear was why now, two months later, he was hanging around Erin’s sister. The way he and Risa had been on Saturday-not like strangers meeting for the first time. How long had she known him? What was their relationship? What was brewing inside his head this time?
Runyon got the car out of the garage and onto the freeway headed south before he called the agency. He told Tamara about Ostrow’s weight loss, and the fact that Ostrow had made contact with Risa Niland. She didn’t waste any time with questions or speculations; she said, “You were right about him-he’s the perp,” and let it go at that. “Right about the Giants baseball angle, too. I talked to the vice president of guest services, man does the hiring at S.F. Baseball Associates. Ostrow was an usher at SBC Park.”
“Was?”
“Hired in late March, fired in mid-April.”
“Why was he fired?”
“He only worked one game, opening day. Called in sick the second day, didn’t show up or call in the next two games.”
“Mid-April,” Runyon said. “Just a couple of weeks after the murder.”
“Too sick over what he did to care about his dream job anymore.”
“Fits along with the rest of it. You get his new address?”
“Not yet. Against SFBA policy to give out personal information.”
“Yeah.”
“But I think I’ve got a line on it. Felicia at SFPD. That’s why I didn’t call you. Waiting for her to get back to me.”
“Today?”
“She said maybe. Let you know as soon as I hear from her.”
Tamara called back forty minutes later, as he was climbing Waldo Grade to the tunnel above the bridge. “Got it,” she said. “Eleven ninety-seven Twenty-seventh Avenue.”
That was only a few blocks from where Risa lived, where Erin had lived. Ostrow had found a place as close to his obsession as he could get.
“Okay. Thanks, Tamara.”
“What’re you planning to do?”
“Find Risa Niland and warn her. Talk to Ostrow as soon as I can find him.”
“Jake… go easy. You know what I’m saying?”
“I won’t cross any lines if I can help it.”
27
RIST NILAND
He was waiting for her when she got home.
Street parking in the neighborhood was always a problem, after four p.m. especially. Tonight she had to drive around for ten minutes until she found a space, way over on Balboa, and walk back uphill lugging the three heavy plastic grocery sacks. She was beginning to hate this city. So wonderful when she first moved here all dewy-eyed from Green Bay-magical, as she’d said to Jake Runyon. Now, after seven years, the allure had worn off; now it seemed dirty, chaotic, inconvenient, cold, dangerous, ugly. And yet, as often as she’d vowed to leave if and when Erin’s murderer was caught, move back to Green Bay or Milwaukee, start a new life there, she wondered if she could actually go through with it. Despite what had happened to Erin, despite the ugliness and the hatred she was feeling, San Francisco was home, California was home. Her job was here, most of her friends were here, Jerry was here… no, the hell with Jerry, he didn’t fit into the equation anymore. Did he? Oh, God, she didn’t know what she wanted anymore. Yes, she did-she wanted things back the way they were, Erin alive, the good times with Jerry, life to be uncomplicated again. She wanted to be naive and carefree, to live in a never-never land of magic and make- believe.
She sighed heavily as she reached her building. Another bad day, compounded by a mild hangover, and another bad night coming up. In the foyer she set the sacks down, fumbled in her purse for her key.
“Risa.”
The voice came from just behind her, and when she turned, there he was. Hunched inside a tan parka, his sandy hair windblown, his big hands clenched in front of him in a funny way that made it seem, in that first glance, as if he was about to start praying.
“Oh, Dave, hi. What’re you doing here?”
“Can I talk to you? I really need to talk.”
There was something in his tone that made her look closely at him. What she saw shocked her a little. There was so much anguish in his cold-reddened face, in his pale blue eyes, it was like he was wearing some sort of tragedy mask. He’d been sad and hurting ever since she’d known him, Saturday even more so than usual, but tonight… he seemed almost ravaged.
“Risa? Just for a few minutes?”
“Are you all right? Has something happened?”
“No, I just… I can’t keep it inside me anymore.”
“Can’t keep what inside you?”
“What happened, what I did. It’s tearing me up.”
“The accident, you mean? Your girl?”
“Yes… my girl. Please, Risa.”
Compassion rose in her. She knew that ravaged look all too well; she’d seen it often enough in her own reflection after Jerry, after Erin. She didn’t really want to talk to anyone tonight, least of all someone who was hurting as much as she was, but she couldn’t bring herself to deny him.
“All right,” she said, “for a few minutes. Help me with the groceries?”
He nodded, picked up the sacks while she keyed the front door. They had to wait for the elevator; somebody was coming down. Anna Cheung and her big chocolate lab, Arnold, on the way out for their after-work walk.
Anna said hello to her and then glanced curiously at Dave. He was watching Arnold. The dog was a crotch- sniffer; it tried to stick its snout between Risa’s legs. She fended it off gently and immediately it tried to do the same to him. He backed away as if he were afraid it might attack him.
Anna jerked the leash. “Arnold, no. Sorry about that,” she said to Dave. “I’ve tried everything to break him of that habit.”
