places-over dinner in a moderately expensive, sedate Italian restaurant in Ghirardelli Square.
The two women in question were Kerry and Tamara. Since my semiretirement, and even more since her struggles with breast cancer, Kerry and I had been spending a lot more time together. She was cancer-free again, after months of radiation therapy, but she was still taking medication and still working through the psychological effects, and she would need regular six-month checkups for the rest of her life because there was always the chance that cancerous cells could recur. Time had become a major factor in both our lives. A cancer scare coupled with advancing age makes you aware of how little time you may have left and how important it is to make every minute you have together count. So we did family things with Emily, and on at least one weekend day or night the two of us went to restaurants, movies, plays, the symphony at Davies Hall, the new de Young Museum, a 49ers game at the ’stick.
It had been Kerry’s idea to invite Tamara to join us for dinner at Bella Mia. Tamara hadn’t been getting out much since her long-time, cello-playing boyfriend, Horace, who had moved east for a year’s gig with the Philadelphia Philharmonic, decided to play permanent bedroom music with another woman. There was nobody new in her life. By her admission and complaint, she hadn’t gotten laid since Horace left ten months ago-a tragedy of large proportions for a hormone-rich twenty-six-year-old. Added to all this was the fact that her best friend, Vonda, had turned up pregnant and was about to be married. She’d become a little reclusive away from the agency, and sometimes moody and mopey and grumbly at work. Kerry thought an evening with us might cheer her up, which I considered a dubious notion. I expected Tamara to decline the invitation, but she jumped at it. Good sign. Maybe it meant she was tired of the shell she’d crawled into and was ready to break out. Why else would she want to hang with a couple old enough to be her parents, if not her grandparents?
So there we were at Bella Mia, in a corner booth, sharing a bottle of good Chianti and chatting along comfortably about general subjects while we tucked into steaming bowls of minestrone. And then Kerry made the mistake, in my opinion anyway, of asking Tamara about Vonda’s wedding plans. This led into the nip and tuck business.
“You’ll never guess what Ben’s giving her for a wedding present,” Tamara said. “Gummy bears.”
I said in my naive way, “Candy? What kind of wedding present is that?”
She laughed. “Not those kind of gummy bears.”
“What other kind is there?”
Kerry said, “That doesn’t say much for Ben.”
“No, it wasn’t his idea, it was Vonda’s. He’s cool with her just the way she is, but she’s always hated being a C cup.”
“Well, you know, pregnancy can sometimes increase size.”
“Probably won’t in her case. Doctor says she can’t nurse.”
“That’s too bad. Still, gummy bears haven’t been proven completely safe.”
I said, “What are you talking about? What’re gummy bears?”
“Breast implants,” Kerry said.
“New kind of silicon material,” Tamara said, “supposed to look and feel like the candy. You know, soft and gooey.”
I made a fast reach for my glass of wine.
“Maybe I’m just being alarmist,” Kerry said, “but after what I’ve been through, I wouldn’t allow any kind of foreign matter in my breasts.”
“Mine are saggy enough as it is. Wouldn’t want my nipples messed with, either.”
“Absolutely not.”
“My booty lifted, now, I could go for that.”
“Oh, there’s nothing wrong with your booty.”
“Not what my mirror tells me when I get out of the shower.”
“A woman I work with at Bates and Carpenter had an umbilicoplasty. Can you believe it?”
“Belly button, right?”
“Right. She had an inny and always wanted an outie.”
“I can relate to that. How’d it turn out?”
“She showed it off at the office. Looked fine, you couldn’t tell a thing.”
“Girl I know had her nose done about a year ago. Really made a difference in her appearance.”
“You see a lot of rhinoplasties these days.”
“Rhinoplasty,” I said. “Sounds like a horn job on a zoo animal.”
They ignored me. Tamara said, “That’s one thing I don’t need. Maybe a lipo, though, lose the fat roll around my middle.”
“It wouldn’t be worth it,” Kerry said. “Having a tube stuck in you, being hooked up to a machine that sucks like a vacuum cleaner… no, thank you. Messy, painful, and there’s a long recuperative period.”
“Yeah, you’re right. Nasty.”
“A face-lift is no picnic, either, I’m told.”
“Lot of downtime, right?”
“Yes, but you only look like an accident victim for the first few days. Anyhow, it’s not something you’ll need to consider for a lot of years yet.”
“You either.”
“Thanks, that’s a sweet lie. I should have my eyes done, at least.”
“What’s the matter with your eyes?” I said.
“Not the eyes themselves. The bags and hen’s feet.”
“The what?”
“Make you look and feel great, I’ll bet,” Tamara said.
“I know it would.”
We ate and drank a little in blessed silence. But not for long. “That labia surgery,” Tamara said, “you heard about that? Got to be pretty nasty, too. I wouldn’t want anybody cutting me up down there.”
“Labiaplasty. My God, no.”
Foolishly I asked, “What’s labiaplasty?”
“You don’t really want to know.”
“Sure I do. What is it?”
“Okay,” Kerry said, “you asked for it. It’s cosmetic reconfiguration of the outer labia of the vagina.”
I sat there for about ten seconds before I said, “You’re right, I didn’t really want to know.”
“Supposed to be for beautification purposes,” Tamara said, “get rid of the droop.”
Droop? Droop?
“But why would you bother? I mean, nobody’s gonna be looking down there but you, and even if some guy did look, he wouldn’t know the difference.”
“That’s for sure.”
Tamara said dreamily, “One thing I can see myself getting talked into, that’s the hymen reattachment thing.”
“You’re kidding. You wouldn’t, would you?”
“Need all the help with my sex life I can get. Lot of guys love to think they’re getting a virgin.”
“Don’t they, though.”
I almost choked on a mouthful of wine over this exchange.
Tamara was watching me. She smiled her Evil Tamara smile. “Women aren’t the only ones having stuff like this done. Guys, too.”
“That’s right,” Kerry said. “There’s manscaping, for instance.”
“There’s what?” I said.
“Manscaping. Having body hair waxed or lasered off.”
“The new seal look,” Tamara said. “Very cool.”
My God.
“Then there’s pectoral implants.”
“And six-pack tummy tucks.”
“And testicle tucks.”
