THIRTEEN
Davy had been there for just over a week, and he’d almost gotten used to the little windowless room. The two-gallon bucket in the corner stank of his potty big and potty little. Sometimes, if he laid flat against the ground, the woodsy smell of the floorboards almost covered up the bad potty smell. Almost.
His bed was actually a pile of four blankets, the topmost a heavy bedspread he covered himself up with at night while he slept. It provided enough padding that he didn’t wake up too sore in the mornings, but it was so much worse than the race-car bed he had at home, which was marshmallow soft and covered with comfy pillows.
His pillow here was not much thicker than a folded-up t-shirt, and it had yellow and brown stains and no pillowcase. Davy lay in the dark with his head on the pillow and tried not to think about it.
At home, he had a dozen different pairs of jammies to choose from. His favorites were the blue footsie pajamas with the button-up hatch in the back his mommy and daddy had gotten him the year before for Christmas.
He had no jammies here, had to sleep in his day clothes, or in his undies if it got too hot, which it did sometimes without air-conditioning or a fan or even a cool breeze from a window.
Davy missed his bedroom windows. They looked out onto the back yard where Manny liked to play, where his and Georgie’s swing set waited for them to use it again and again. He missed watching his daddy push the lawnmower all around back there, missed the scent of the cut grass and even the smell of his daddy’s sweaty armpits after he finally finished and came inside.
His daddy was dead now. They were all dead.
As dark as the room was, Davy’s eyes had still opened up wide enough to see a little. He stared at the ceiling overhead, which dripped sometimes when it rained real hard. In the light, the ceiling was white with little bumps, cottage cheesy, but right now it looked like nothing, just a big gray shadow that might have been eight feet away or a billion miles.
Sometimes he wished he were dead, too. It might be better that way. Maybe, wherever his family was, he could be with them. But dying was scary. What if he didn’t get to be with his family? What if he just died and everything was dark and cold and empty?
He heard boot-steps coming down the hall. The man who always wore flannel shirts also always wore boots. Big clunky boots caked with mud and rocks, boots that Davy could barely pick up with both hands, although he’d only tried once.
The boot-steps stopped outside Davy’s door. The knob rattled, and then—
clack click.
Davy rolled onto his side and shut his eyes tight. Sometimes, at home, he pretended to sleep when it was time for school or church, but whether Mommy or Daddy came to get him, they always knew if he was faking, always yanked off his blankets and tickled him on his sides and told him to Get up, silly goose.
Mr. Boots didn’t always know. Sometimes Davy faked him out. Except for with his mommy and daddy, Davy had always been good at pretending.
He lay very still, facing the wall, seeing only the insides of his eyelids and trying to breathe the way a sleeping boy would: slow, steady.
Mr. Boots’s real name was Simon, but Davy never called him that, never called him anything but Sir. Except in his head, where he was always Mr. Boots.
Davy sensed him standing there, smelled the stink of his sweat, which was the opposite of his daddy’s lawn-mowing sweat, and heard the sound of air coming in and going out of his nose, a sound that was a little bit like Darth Vader but a little bit more like a rodeo bull.
Davy didn’t know what time it was, didn’t know for sure if it was night or day. He hadn’t been in the room for the whole seven days, but he’d been there for most of it, and time had gotten funny, the way it did in school when they were learning about math and the teacher said it had been an hour but it seemed closer to a month and a half.
If it was daytime, Mr. Boots might think he was taking a nap. Davy continued his sleep-breathing and waited.
Mr. Boots stood there for a long time, stinking and breathing—maybe waiting for his eyes to adjust the way Davy’s had—the floorboards sometimes creaking beneath him. He stood there until Davy wanted to scream and finally took one heavy boot-step toward him.
Smack.
Davy stopped breathing now, knowing it was a mistake but unable to control himself.
Smack smack.
Davy tensed the way somebody must do when he’s about to get punched in the mouth or shot up by the firing squad, but what he got instead were a pair of slimy lips worse than two wet slugs on the very tip of his exposed ear.
The smack of the kiss was louder than an exploding bomb, or at least louder than the bombs on TV, and the moment Mr. Boots’s mouth was gone, Davy wanted to reach up with both hands and rub at the slime it had left behind until his skin came off.
Hardly moving, he forced himself to take a few more slow breaths, though less steadily than he might have hoped, and though the smell of Mr. Boots up close was even worse than the stink coming out of his bucket right after he went potty big.
Mr. Boots chuffed in a way that reminded Davy of Manny, a sound Davy had always thought sounded funny coming from the dog but was just a disgusting, hacking cough from Mr. Boots.
Breathe. Slow. Steady. Don’t gag.
Davy sensed the man backing away from his makeshift bed, his boots, for whatever reason, sounding much quieter in reverse. He remained tensed, his muscles almost quivering like he’d stayed out in the snow too long. But he didn’t feel a bit cold, was actually almost sweating.
Mr. Boots stood at the doorway again. After a minute, there came another loud smack, and Davy’s scream was so close that he actually felt it in his throat. But there was only that one step, and then finally Mr. Boots turned out of the room and closed the door behind him.
Davy’s hand shot up to his ear and rubbed until he thought he really had taken off a layer of skin. He waited for the clacking sound of the door’s lock, but it didn’t come. For a week, Davy had heard the same two sounds: click (the door latching) and clack (the lock). They always came paired together, like Bert and Ernie or ice cream and hot fudge. Click clack or clack click, depending on whether Mr. Boots was coming or going. Only this time there had been only the click, and that was wrong.
Davy rolled onto his other side, facing the door and still rubbing at his ear.
Maybe it was a trick. Maybe Mr. Boots was standing on the other side of the door with his doubled-up belt in his hand, ready to spank Davy’s bottom till it bled, grinning through those slug-like lips of his. Or maybe he really believed Davy was asleep and didn’t think it mattered if the door was locked or not, that Davy would never know the difference.
Davy pushed himself up on his hands and knees, listening. He heard only the blankets rustling beneath him and the thunderstorm that was his heartbeat.
He didn’t stand up but crawled to the door instead, a trickle of sweat running down his spine until the waistband of his shorts soaked it up, his hands and knees slapping softly against the hardwood. When he got to the door, he dropped flat and tried looking out through the slim space beneath.
It was dark in the room, a little brighter in the hall, and if someone had been standing outside the door, Davy thought he’d have seen him. Especially if his boots were as big and dirty as a dinosaur’s
