Dismember

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Libby gaped, more outraged by the battering of the books than by Marshall’s sudden show of anger. She wasn’t a book collector, did not consider novels investments the way some people did, but she’d always tried to keep her paperbacks in decent shape. Mostly so she could read them again later if she wanted and not have to worry about them falling apart.

“What did you do that for?” She hurried over to the sink and pulled the second book from the basin before it could become completely waterlogged.

Marshall huffed. “They’re just books.”

“And you’re just an asshole,” Libby said, wiping the water from the cover of the book with the hem of her shirt. “I want you to leave right now.”

“Jesus,” Marshall said, looking nonplussed. “I’m sorry.”

Libby softened only a little. “Just please go. I’ll see you at the store sometime.”

“Wait,” he said and took a step toward her.

Libby stood her ground. Marshall wasn’t exactly a muscle-bound intimidator.

“Let’s have that beer. Then I’ll go. I promise.” He reached out to take her hand. “I drove all the way here. I brought you flowers.”

Libby jerked her hand from his grasp and shook her head. “So what? I guess you think that means I owe you something.”

Marshall didn’t respond.

Oh my God, she thought, that is what he thinks.

She tried to move out from between him and the sink, but it was too late. Before she knew it, he had his hands around her waist and his lips all over her face.

TWENTY

Trevor sat on the sofa and watched his daddy smother the two hot dogs with ketchup and mustard. He wrinkled his nose.

Daddy looked up at him, licking a yellow gob from the tip of his finger. “What’s the matter?”

“You’re stinking up those hot dogs,” he said, plugging his nose with his fingers.

“You think so?”

Trevor nodded vigorously. “Uh huh. They taste way better just plain.”

“Well,” Daddy said, “you might not always feel that way.” He bit a mouthful from the end of one of the dogs and munched.

“Yes-huh,” Trevor said. “I wouldn’t ever eat those. Not for a million dollars.”

“Your loss.” Daddy ripped off another giant bite with his teeth, and a big fat drop of orange goop splattered onto the plate in his lap.

Trevor mimed gagging and then pulled away in real terror when his daddy leaned toward him, holding the half-eaten hot dog in one hand and making scary ghost sounds.

“Quit it,” he said, giggling now that he was out of range.

Daddy set the dog on his plate and wiped at his mouth with the back of his hand. “You got a movie picked out?”

Trevor shrugged. “Nope.” Out of the corner of his eye, he peeked at the pile of forgotten mail on the coffee table.

Daddy turned sideways in his seat to look at the small bookshelf where they kept their few videos and DVDs. Trevor would never tell his daddy, but sometimes he liked it better at Mommy’s house. She had lots more movies, and more books, and her sofa was soft and huge and comfy. Daddy’s sofa was hard, and if you sat on it wrong you sometimes felt the springs poking you in the bottom.

Daddy looked over the movies and smiled. On the other hand, Trevor guessed DVDs and couches didn’t really matter. If his daddy had been there, Trevor would have spent the weekend in a cardboard box.

Besides, Mommy didn’t do the mail thing with him, and she didn’t like to ride bikes, and her yard was so small you could hardly play in it without the neighbors coming out to shoo you away.

“How bout Back to the Future?” Daddy said.

That was one of Trevor’s favorites. He thought he must have watched it about a zillion times, and he wouldn’t mind watching it again tonight. But not yet. “Daddy,” he said.

Daddy looked back at him.

“Can we do the mail first?”

“Ohhh,” Daddy said, slapping his leg. “I almost forgot.” He picked up his hot dog again, jammed the chewed end between his lips, and waved his hand in a way that Trevor knew meant he could go ahead and start.

Trevor leaned over and took the stack of mail in both hands. Trevor had let Daddy think the mail thing was just a game, something fun to do, but to Trevor it was more serious than that. It gave him a chance to practice reading hard words—not the easy ones like dog and cat and run from his readers—but it wasn’t only the reading. The mail game, really, gave Trevor a chance to see if Daddy got the same kinds of latefees Mommy did.

He mouthed the words in the top-left corner of the first envelope for a few seconds before saying, “Discover Card.”

“Credit Card Junker,” said Daddy, which was part of the game Trevor had let him create. Credit Card Junkers were immediately crumpled into a ball and tossed into the nearest trashcan. Trevor squeezed the envelope between his hands until he’d turned it into a wad about the size of a baseball and threw it one-handed toward the trashcan beside the television on the other side of the room.

“Swish,” Daddy said and put down the hot dog long enough to give Trevor a quick little clap. “Next.”

Trevor recognized this one. It was from Chase.

When Trevor read off the name, Daddy said, “Bill,” and Trevor blew a raspberry at the little plastic window on the front. Just another part of the game. He handed the bill to his daddy, who tossed it unopened onto his side of the coffee table.

The next was a catalog from Victoria’s Secret, which Trevor used to think was a kind of comic book for grown-ups. Victoria’s Secret, he knew now, was an underwear store for mommies. The catalog went in the trash too, and Trevor knew he shouldn’t look inside it because it wasn’t nice to look at other people’s mommies in their underwear. He threw it at the trashcan but missed by a mile.

“Oops,” said Daddy. “Airball.”

Trevor hopped off the couch and picked up the catalog. In its trip through the air, the cover had flopped open, and before Trevor could get it closed again, he saw a blonde-haired lady with no bra, covering her upstairs privates with her arm. Her strange pink undies reminded him of the holey, spider-web-like things his mom called doilies. Did his mom wear these kinds of undies? He didn’t know. Anytime he’d ever accidentally seen her in her underwear, they’d been the regular kind, similar to his own except smoother and without the pictures. He guessed maybe Daddy knew, but he didn’t ask.

There was one more bill, another catalog (this one from a hat store, which seemed silly because his daddy never wore hats), and two more Credit Card Junkers. Trevor threw away all but the second bill, missing the trashcan only once more. As far as he could tell, there had been no latefees, and that was good.

Daddy had finished his first hot dog and started on the second. He had some ketchup on the dip between his bottom lip and his chin, which was icky and funny at the same time. Daddy bit into the second dog, and Trevor realized he was maybe a little hungry, too. Not for ketchupy, mustardy hot dogs, of course—he’d rather eat boogers—but they’d talked about popcorn earlier. Some hot, buttery popcorn sounded tasty and a half.

While his dad finished eating, Trevor took the Back to the Future DVD from its case and inserted it into the player on the shelf beneath the television. While the menu screen loaded, he went into the kitchen and pawed through the cabinet beside the stove until he found the half-full box of popcorn. Butter-flavored,