Dismember

Trevor’s body stuffed into a drainage ditch or spread across the highway? He didn’t know how he would handle that, if he could handle it. Surely, if he heard such a thing, his heart would simply stop beating and he’d drift off to wherever it was dead people went, to wherever Trevor had gone.

He reached for the phone and held it in his hand, not pressing the talk button, watching the fluttering light and trying to hope.

Libby came into the room looking worried and ten years older than normal. She opened her mouth to say something, but before she could, Mike punched the talk button and pressed the receiver to his ear.

“Yes?” he said. “Hello.”

THIRTY-THREE

It had taken Trevor a long time to move across the crawlspace above the ceiling. The yellow stuff (or at least what he hoped was the yellow stuff, what he dared not let himself think might be the cobwebs of giant vampire spiders) kept getting on his face and in his hair and itching him. The ceiling joists sometimes bowed and tilted at crazy angles. He almost slipped a couple of times, and although he didn’t know if he was heavy enough to break through sections of ceiling that didn’t have water damage, he didn’t want to test it.

He crawled in the dark until he thought he’d gotten to the other side of the house, where, if he remembered right and hadn’t gotten himself all turned around, the kitchen was. Once there, he waited, listening for sounds from beneath, for some sign that he’d been caught and that the crazy man was waiting for him to show himself.

The only sounds he heard were his heartbeat and sometimes a creaking board from behind him, which was scary because it sounded like a monster chasing after him but also okay because he knew it was really just the house settling. Houses settled down and made funny sounds sometimes. His daddy had told him all about it.

After repositioning himself so he was straddling one of the boards, his feet splayed and resting on the joists to either side, Trevor felt for the lump inside his chest pocket. Good, he thought, still there.

Holding tight to the board beneath his bottom, he lifted one of his feet and tapped it against the ceiling between the joists, moving by feel alone, everything black blurs on blacker blurs. He’d expected the ceiling to be hard, like rock, but to his surprise, it cracked and gave way easily. Trevor kicked a little harder, and his foot went right through.

The yellow stuff tickled his exposed leg just above his sock, and he heard something clap against the floor in the room below. He pulled his foot out of the hole he’d made and tried to look through it.

He saw nothing below. The hole was gray, lighter than everything else up here, and he saw it all right, but he had no idea which room lay below. If it was a room at all. Maybe he’d kicked his way into a closet or a dead space between rooms. Or maybe Trevor had gotten all mixed up and come back to where he’d started, maybe he was staring down into the windowless room and Zach was just below, staring up, wondering how he could be so unlucky, how he could have gotten stuck with a doofus like Trevor.

No. That didn’t make any sense. There were lights on in the windowless room. Unless Zach had turned the lights off—and Trevor couldn’t think of any reason why he might do such a stupid thing—this was someplace different.

He kicked again, and the gray hole widened. Another chunk of ceiling smacked against the floor below.

Still, no sounds came from the house other than those he was making himself, no cries of Hey, what do you think you’re doing up there? and no blasting guns trying to turn him into Trevor jelly. He wondered if the crazy man had left, or if maybe he wasn’t very good at hearing. He guessed if he hadn’t gotten caught yet, he probably wouldn’t, so he poked his foot through the ceiling again and kicked his leg back and forth until he thought he’d made a hole big enough to fit through. Bits of ceiling rained against the ground, and Trevor felt the dust—and of course the yellow stuff—on his bare leg.

He leaned over and squinted through the darkness.

The kitchen.

A dark and shadowy kitchen, but a kitchen for sure. The half-full package of bread on the counter beside the sink proved that. The refrigerator was right beneath him. Or almost right beneath. Close enough he thought he could swing through the hole and onto the top with only a teensy chance of falling to his death. He held a hand over the phone and leaned closer to the hole.

The refrigerator hummed. On top of that sound was the chirping of crickets, though Trevor didn’t know if he was hearing them through an open door or window, or simply through the roof. He wriggled even closer to the hole and positioned himself for a swing onto the fridge.

His arms wobbled, tired—he supposed all of him was tired, but his arms especially. He poked his tongue from the corner of his mouth and went for the fridge anyway. If he fell, at least he could say he tried.

He swung from the space above the ceiling like a monkey from a tree, his body starting off all squeezed together but ending up fully stretched. His toes slid across the top of the fridge, and he let go of the joist. The escape, the chance for a phone call, his life—although it all could have ended right there, Trevor wound up doubled over on the top of the fridge with one arm dangling over the side and his legs folded against a pair of cabinet doors.

He scrambled for a better position and ended up sitting atop the fridge with both legs flung over the front and across the freezer door. The kitchen was dark, but not as dark as it had been in the crawlspace, and his eyes sucked up what little light there was.

The pile of powdery, broken ceiling lay on the floor just beneath him, although in the dark it could have been a pile of sawdust or snow or boogers and Trevor wouldn’t have known the difference. Once the crazy man saw that pile, he would know what happened. There was no way to hide it now, no way for Trevor to fix the ceiling, although he thought his daddy could have done it.

No, the only thing to do now was get outside and make his phone call. And fast.

The fridge was pushed against a wall on one side; there was a countertop on the other. Trevor backed off on the countertop side and slid down the refrigerator until his shoes connected with something solid. He sat down again, flipped around, and this time backed onto the floor beside the pile of ceiling. The phone bounced in his shirt, smacked against his chest. When he moved out of the kitchen, the shirt swayed in front of him, the weight pulling it down in front so that his collar rubbed uncomfortably against the back of his neck. He plucked out the phone and squeezed it between his fingers. His shirt shifted back into place, and the bad feeling on his neck eased.

It had been warm above the ceiling, but it felt better down here, not cold but cool, comfortable. Trevor realized they must be pretty high in the mountains still, like at Daddy’s house. It was summer, after all, and should have been hot. At Mommy’s house, it was hot all through the night—at least, it was hot outside where there wasn’t any air conditioning. Trevor didn’t mind the cold, actually liked it a little. It made him think of snow, fires in the living room, and Christmas.

Last year, Daddy had come back home for Christmas, had brought a bag full of presents and stayed the whole day. Trevor wondered if he would do the same thing again this year, or if he would have to have two Christmases at his two different houses with two trees and two Christmas dinners.

If I make it to Christmas at all.

He walked through the dining room, staying close to the wall so he wouldn’t accidentally bump into the table or the chairs and make a loud noise. He concentrated on Zach’s mommy’s red phone the way he did a new toy, thinking he couldn’t wait to get it open and see what it did.

When he got to the back door, he half expected it to be locked like the bedroom, or to find bars on the windows, or for the knob to be electrified, a reverse booby trap that kept the good guys in instead of the bad guys out, but there was none of that. The knob twisted in his hand, and the door swung open.

Trevor hurried out of the house, flipping open the phone as he moved. Once he’d made it a few long steps away and stood near the front bumper of the bad man’s truck, he stopped and squinted down at the keypad. Zach had turned off the phone before handing it over—otherwise the numbers would have been lit up, and Trevor could have seen them fine. He found the power button and held it until the phone beeped. The welcome screen flashed,