scroll.”
The cardinal leaned forward. “You have to believe me that we’re not involved-”
“That’s not the reason,” said Pearse.
“Then it’s the scroll itself, isn’t it?” said Angeli. Pearse started to shake his head, but she was already taking off. “I knew it. What’s in there, Ian?” The glint was back. “Why all the fuss?”
He started to explain; again she pressed.
“What have they been hiding all these years?”
Pearse saw the anticipation in her eyes. He knew she wouldn’t let it go. Very quietly, he finally said, “Q.”
“Q!” Her knees nearly buckled. “You mean to say it’s … Of course.”
Ten minutes later, she was pacing the middle of the room, a cigarette in one hand, waving wildly as she spoke. “That’s remarkable. Unbelievable. The Resurrection bits alone …” She stopped and looked at the two of them. “No wonder the Manichaeans wanted to get their hands on it. Out with the old church, in with the new. It’s perfect. This whole Islam business finally makes sense.”
Angeli’s enthusiasm was having a very different effect on Peretti. The lines on his face seemed to deepen as he spoke. “Something like that would be dangerous in anyone’s hands. I can understand your hesitation.”
“No, you can’t,” said Pearse, now seated in the lip of the desk. Again, with no emotion in his voice, he said, “I’m giving it to Blaney.”
“What?” Angeli blurted out. “Giving it to … If those passages are in there-”
“I know,” said Pearse. “I don’t have a choice.”
“I’m afraid it’s not your choice to make,” said Peretti.
“I think it is.” Pearse waited before continuing. “My son’s life depends on it.”
The room fell silent.
After several uncomfortable moments Angeli said, “I … had no idea.”
“Neither did I,” said Pearse, again no emotion.
“How did-”
“In Bosnia, during the war. Before I took the cloth.”
After a long silence, Peretti finally spoke. “So you never knew about the boy?”
Pearse shook his head.
“But why would Blaney have him?”
“Because he’s known about him from the beginning. He made sure that he was raised as a Manichaean. And then made equally certain that I never found out. Probably with this very moment in mind.” Pearse waited, then said, “He has the mother, as well.” He saw the look in Peretti’s eyes. “No. She’s not one of them. She was as much in the dark as I was.”
“You’re certain of that?” he asked. Pearse continued to stare at him. Peretti nodded. “I’m not sure that changes anything.”
“I think it does,” said Pearse. “I have the scroll.”
“You can’t be serious,” said Peretti.
Pearse stared back at him.
“Actually … I think he can,” said Angeli. It was clear her wheels were spinning. “You say the scroll is unambiguous about the Resurrection business?” Pearse nodded. “But you also say it’s equally clear on individual responsibility, autonomy, and women?” Again, he nodded. She looked at Peretti. “That could be very helpful to the church right now, Eminence.”
“Where are you going with this, Professor?”
“I think that’s pretty clear, isn’t it?”
Peretti shook his head. “No. You can’t have one without the other.”
“Why not?” she said.
“You can’t simply write out the things you don’t like.”
“Why?” It was Pearse who now asked.
“‘Why?’” Peretti seemed surprised that it was Pearse who had asked. “Because, Father, we’re talking about the Holy Word of Christ. You can’t overlook that.”
“The Gospel writers did,” said Pearse. “They had Q and chose to take what they wanted from it.” He waited. “Maybe that’s what the church needs now in order to survive in the next millennium. Another dose of selective editing.”
Peretti stared at him for a moment. “From what the professor tells me, Father, you’re the last person I would have expected to hear that from.”
“Things change.” Pearse waited. “Look, my own reasons for you to do this aside, without those forty lines of Resurrection text, you’d have a very powerful document, something to take us beyond the brick wall we’ve all been running into since Vatican Two. Modernize the church without losing touch with the Christ we’ve always known. Q might just be the answer.”
“It’s the Word of
Angeli jumped in. “I’ve worked with hundreds of scrolls, Eminence. None I’ve seen has ever come close to the one he’s describing. We’re lucky if we find a few strands of parchment here and there. The fact that this one hasn’t disintegrated makes it seem almost … unreal. You might have to lose a few bits just to make sure it looks authentic.” She stopped him before he could respond. “All right, I’m being a little facetious, but you do understand the point. It might be the one time when you can have your liturgical cake and eat it, too.”
Peretti slowly began to shake his head. “It would raise too many problems with the canon, even from the little you’ve said. The Eucharist is the liturgy. A document like that would have to confirm its pivotal role.”
“Not if those were the sections that were missing,” she answered. “I have a rather nice reputation when it comes to filling in gaps in scrolls like this. As long as the incisions are made with a bit of finesse, I don’t think it would be all that difficult to leave the right sorts of holes, ones that would clearly imply the existence of whatever liturgy you felt was essential.”
Peretti thought for a moment; again he shook his head. “What you’re asking-”
“What other options do you have?” said Pearse. “Keep it hidden? Who would be overlooking the Word of Christ, then?”
From Peretti’s expression, Pearse had hit a nerve.
“You’re both missing the point,” said Angeli. “Without the Resurrection passages, Q would be the very thing to pull the rug out from under the Manichaeans.” She had retrieved her cigarette and was taking two quick puffs before crushing it out in the ashtray. “Q is their grail, correct? It’s at the core of everything they believe in. I assume Blaney and this monk believe in it that strongly, too?”
Pearse thought for a moment, then nodded.
“Well, here you have a chance to tarnish the grail and place it in their hands. Show them that it’s no threat to the church, that it would actually strengthen her. A thousand years searching for it, and their one great hope turns out to be an empty promise. Whose foundations would be shaken then?”
“Somehow, I don’t think Erich von Neurath needs a grail to sate his ambition,” said Peretti.
“Fine,” said Pearse, an ultimatum in his tone. “Then it goes to Blaney, as is.”
Again, Peretti waited before answering. “You know I can’t let you do that.”
Pearse looked directly into his eyes. “Then you have a problem. Because if I don’t pick it up by tonight, it goes to Blaney anyway. Instructions in the package. It seemed the logical choice at the time.”
Peretti continued to stare at Pearse. “You really think Blaney would make that exchange and then let you go?”
“Yes.” No hesitation. “He owes me that much. And he knows it.”
Peretti was about to answer, when the phone rang. He picked up.
“Yes.” For several seconds, he listened intently, unable to mask a moment of surprise. “We’re sure on this?” Several nods. “Do we know who she is? … All right, fine … good.” Still listening, he looked across at Pearse as he spoke into the phone. “No, I think we can do better than that. Wait for my call.” He hung up. Finally, he said, “Von Neurath is dead.” Slowly, he shifted his gaze to Angeli. “How long would you need to … revise the scroll?”
She thought for a moment, then said, “I don’t know. Two, three hours. It depends on the-”
