'I love you.'
Blair caught her breath, trapped between need and a lifetime of denying it. 'Cam,' she breathed, amazed and still uncertain.
Cam pushed herself up on one elbow, gently tracing her fingers over Blair's face and down her neck, finding in her unguarded gaze what Blair could not put into words. 'It's all right,' she murmured.
'So you say,' Blair whispered, wishing she could just keep her there, where it was safe.
'I should go,' Cam said reluctantly, moving away a little because the heat of Blair's skin was arousing her again. She kissed the tip of Blair's chin, and then her mouth. 'I'll be back.'
'Good,' Blair said softly, raising her head to claim Cam's mouth one last time.
A few moments later, Blair sat curled up on the sofa in nothing but an oversized T-shirt, watching Cam pull her clothes into order and strap on her weapon.
'Are you very angry about this morning?'
Cam stopped what she was doing and looked at Blair, who still wore a slightly bruised and hazy expression from their recent lovemaking. She wanted nothing in that moment as much as she wanted to touch her again. 'Probably,' she said evenly, reaching for her jacket.
'I thought you might be,' Blair said dryly.
Fully clothed, Cam regarded Blair steadily. 'Then why did you do it?'
'Because I thought it was the right thing to do.'
Cam blew out a breath and looked past Blair toward the wide, tall windows and the golden afternoon sun visible beyond. She forced herself to ignore her concerns and consider the facts. She tried not to think about Blair talking to him. She tried not to think about the fact that this nameless, faceless man wanted her, that he lay awake at night thinking about touching her, that during the day he set traps to destroy her. She finally looked back to Blair, who had been watching her silently and waiting. 'You were right.'
She turned and started for the door and Blair rose quickly, following her. She reached her just as Cam grasped the doorknob, stopping her by threading her arms around Cam's waist from behind. She laid her cheek against Cam's back. 'I'll be down in a little while.'
'Yes,' Cam said.
'It wasn't my intention to make your angry,' Blair said softly.
Cam turned and gently lifted Blair's face in both hands. She looked into her deep blue eyes and smiled faintly. 'I know it wasn't, but I have a feeling that you would have done it no matter what.'
Blair asked, her voice completely serious, 'Is that a problem then?'
'Only when I'm not thinking with my head,' Cam murmured, feeling herself fall into those eyes.
Blair smiled, smoothing her hand down Cam's chest and hooking her fingers under the waistband of her trousers. She tugged lightly and replied, 'Well then, hopefully we can count on that kind of problem fairly often.'
'Apparently that would be the case,' Cam said, resisting the urge to slip her hands under Blair's T-shirt. If she did that, she wouldn't stop until she had her again, right there on the spot. She kissed her once, hard and sure, and then pulled away. As she stepped through the door, she said briskly, 'I'll see you shortly then, Ms. Powell.'
'Certainly, Commander,' Blair called after her, lingering just a moment to watch her walk down the hall. Then she closed the door and went to prepare herself.
*****
Blair sat at the long console table in loose cotton pants and an open-collared, pale blue linen shirt, flanked by Mac and Felicia Davis. Partially full styrofoam cups of coffee, long cold, sat interspersed with keyboards, headsets, and monitors. She stretched and sighed.
'Tired?' a familiar deep voice asked from behind her.
So quickly she might have imagined it if her skin hadn't begun to tingle, Blair felt the fleeting brush of fingers across her arm. She slowly turned her chair and glanced up at Cam. She smiled softly. 'A little.'
'Why don't all of you take a break,' Cam said to the three of them. 'I'll have one of the FBI people watch the incomings for a few hours.'
'What did Agent Ryan say our approach should be?' Blair asked, ignoring the suggestion to leave. She, Mac and Felicia Davis had been alternating breaks and she was fine. 'We should have contact any time. It's been almost twenty-four hours.'
'She said it was time to push,' Cam reported almost reluctantly. What the profiler had in fact said was that they were running out of time. Ryan anticipated that he would make another strike imminently. His pattern suggested an extremely low tolerance level that was rapidly deteriorating. Since Blair had not been outside the building in over seventy-two hours, he was completely cut off from her. If Blair didn't engage him verbally, he was very likely to take action and Lindsey admitted that she had no idea what form that attack might take.
Cam studied Blair, acutely aware of the faint circles under her eyes and the weary set to her shoulders. She wanted to tell her to go upstairs and get some sleep. She wanted to tell her to stay away from all of this. She wanted to tell her that this washer job and she would damn well handle it. What she said was, 'Lindsey said it's up to you. She said follow your instincts.'
Blair straightened, staring at the monitor as if she could will a message to appear. 'Well then, let's get down and dirty.'
Three hours later, it began.
A001-at-worldnet.com: I've missed you. Are you hiding? NYC1112-at-freemail.com: I got your message. Let's talk.
The four people watching the monitor held their collective breath. It was the first time that Egret had