from him; only relief.
‘Your mother’s been worried sick,’ his father said. ‘Constanza — I’m deeply disappointed in you. I always had you down as the sensible one.’
‘He only wanted to see the dolphins.’
‘Oh, the dolphins, was it?’ His father sounded surprised, as if this was not quite the answer he had been expecting. ‘I thought it was the dead that interested you, Sky — our beloved momios.’
True enough, Sky thought — but one thing at a time.
‘And now you’re sorry,’ his father continued. ‘Because they weren’t what you were expecting, were they? I’m sorry, too. Sleek and the others are sick in the head. The kindest thing we could do would be to put them all to sleep, but they keep being allowed to raise young, and each generation’s more…’
‘Psychotic,’ Sky said.
‘… yes.’ His father regarded him strangely. ‘More psychotic than the last. Well, now that your vocabulary’s showing such tremendous growth, it would be a shame to stifle it, don’t you think? A shame to deny you the potential to enlarge it?’ He ruffled Sky’s hair. ‘I’m talking about the nursery, young man. A spell in it, where you can’t come into any harm.’
It was not that he hated the nursery, or even especially disliked it. But when he was banished there it could not help but feel like a punishment.
‘I want to see my mother.’
‘Your mother’s outside the ship, Sky, so there’s no use running to her for a second opinion. And you know if you did she’d say exactly the same thing. You’ve disobeyed us and you need to be taught a lesson.’ He turned to Constanza, shaking his head. ‘As for you, young madam, I think it might be for the best if you and Sky were not to play together for a period of time, don’t you think?’
‘We don’t play,’ Constanza said with a scowl. ‘We talk, and explore.’
‘Yes,’ Titus said, with a long-suffering sigh, ‘and visit parts of the ship you’re expressly not allowed to go to. That, I’m afraid, can’t go unpunished.’ He softened his voice now, as he always did when he was about to discuss something of genuine importance. ‘This ship is our home — our only real home — and we have to feel like we live here. That means feeling safe in the places where it’s right to do so — and knowing where it isn’t safe to go. Not because there are monsters or anything silly like that, but because there are dangers — adult dangers. Machinery and power systems. Robots and drop shafts. Believe me, I’ve seen what happens when people go into places they’re not meant to go, and it usually isn’t very pleasant.’
Sky did not doubt his father for an instant. As head of security aboard a ship which generally enjoyed political and social harmony, Titus Haussmann’s duties usually concerned accidents and the very occasional suicide. And although Titus had always spared Sky the more intimate details of how it was possible to die aboard a ship like the Santiago, Sky’s imagination had done all the rest.
‘I’m sorry,’ Constanza said.
‘Yes — I’m sure you are, but that doesn’t change the fact that you took my son into forbidden territory. I’ll be speaking to your parents, Constanza, and I don’t think they’ll be best pleased. Now run along home, and perhaps in a week or two we’ll review the situation. Very well?’
She nodded, said nothing, and left along one of the curving corridors which radiated away from the intersection where Titus had cornered them. It was not really far to her parents’ domicile — no part of the Santiago’s major habitation section was far from any other part — but the ship’s designers had cunningly avoided making any route too direct, except for the emergency crawlways and the train lines which reached down the spine. The snaking general-use corridors gave the illusion that the ship was considerably larger than its true size, and two families could live almost next to each other and feel that they lived in entirely different districts.
Titus escorted his son back to their dwelling. Sky was sorry that his mother was outside, for — despite what Titus had said — her punishments were generally a shade more lenient than those his father prescribed. He dared to hope that she was already back aboard ship, having returned from her shift early, the work on the hull completed ahead of schedule, and that she would be waiting for them when they reached the nursery. But there was no sign of her.
‘In,’ Titus said. ‘Clown will take care of you. I’ll be back to let you out in two, possibly three hours.’
‘I don’t want to go in.’
‘No — and if you did, it wouldn’t be much of a punishment, would it?’
The nursery door opened. Titus propelled his son into the room without stepping across the threshold himself.
‘Hello, Sky,’ said Clown, who was waiting for him.
There were many toys in the nursery, and some of them were capable of holding limited conversations — even, fleetingly, giving the impression of true intelligence. Sky sensed that these toys were built for children of about his age, designed to mesh with a typical three-year-old’s view of the world. In most cases, he had begun to find them simplistic and stupid not long after his second birthday. But Clown was different; not really a toy at all, although not quite a person either. Clown had been with Sky for as long as he remembered, confined to the nursery, but not always present even then. Clown could not touch things, or allow himself to be touched by Sky, and when Clown spoke, his voice did not come from quite the place where Clown stood — or seemed to be standing.
Which was not to say that Clown was a figment of his imagination; without influence. Clown saw everything that happened in the nursery and was punctilious in telling Sky’s parents when he had done something that required reprimanding. It was Clown who told his parents he had broken the rocking horse, that it had not been — as he had tried to make them think — the fault of one of the other smart toys. He had hated Clown for that betrayal, but not for long. Even Sky had understood that Clown was, apart from Constanza, the only real friend he had, and that there were some things Clown knew that were beyond even Constanza.
‘Hello,’ Sky said, mournfully.
‘You’ve been banished here, I see, for visiting the dolphins.’ Clown stood alone in the plain white room, the other toys concealed tidily away. ‘That wasn’t the right thing to do, was it, Sky? I could have shown you dolphins.’
‘Not the same ones. Not real ones. And you’ve shown them to me before.’
‘Not like this. Watch!’
And suddenly the two of them were standing up in a boat, out at sea, under a blue sky. All around them the waves were broken by cresting dolphins, their backs like wet pebbles in the sunlight. The illusion of being at sea was marred only by the narrow black windows which ran along one side of the room.
In a story book, Sky had once found a picture of someone else like Clown, dressed in puffed-out, striped clothes with big white buttons, with a comical, permanently smiling face framed by bouffant orange hair under a soft, sagging striped hat. When he touched the picture in the book, the clown moved and did the same kinds of tricks and vaguely amusing things that his own Clown did. Sky remembered, dimly, a time when his response to the Clown’s tricks had been to laugh and clap, as if there were nothing more that could be asked of the universe than to provide the antics of a clown.
Now, subtly, even Clown had begun to bore him. He humoured Clown, but their relationship had undergone a profound sea-change which could never be entirely reversed. To Sky, Clown had become something to be understood; something to be dissected and parameterised. Clown, he now recognised, was something like the bubble-drawing the dolphin had made in the water: a projection carved from light rather than sound. They were not really in a boat, either. Under his feet, the room’s floor felt as hard and flat as when his father had pushed him inside. Sky did not quite understand how the illusion was created, but it was perfectly realistic, the walls of the nursery nowhere to be seen.
‘The dolphins in the tank — Sleek and the others — had machines in them,’ Sky said. He might as well learn something while he was prisoner. ‘Why?’
‘To help them focus their sonar.’
‘No. I don’t mean what were the machines for. I mean, who had the idea to put them there in the first place?’
‘Ah. That would have been the Chimerics.’
‘Who were they? Did they come with us?’
‘No, to answer your last question, though they very much wanted to.’ Clown’s voice was slightly high-pitched
