needed. He’s still a pain in the ass, but that matters.”
“I’m not sure, not at all, I’d have lived to be a man without him. I expect my father might have done for me, as he did for my mother, however slippery and clever I might have been. I’m not sure, had I lived, what manner of man I’d have been without him. So it matters, yes. It matters.”
She sat with him by the window at the little table, the spaghetti and meatballs she had a weakness for heaped on her plate like comfort.
Would they be here now, together like this, if Summerset had made another choice the day he’d found the young boy, beaten half to death by his own father? If he’d walked on, as some would, or had dumped Roarke in an ER, would they be here, sharing wine and pasta?
Roarke would say yes, they were meant to be. But she didn’t have his faith in fate and destiny.
All the steps and choices made life an intricate maze with endless solutions and endings.
“You’re quiet,” Roarke commented.
“He wanted something else for you. You’re his, and he wanted something—someone else for you. He deals with me now, we deal with each other. But he had a kind of vision for you. That’s what parents do, right?”
“Whatever he envisioned, under it he wanted me happy. He knows I am. And he knows, as he told me before I came upstairs, you’ve made me a better man.”
For an instant she was, sincerely, speechless. “He must really be feeling off.”
When Roarke simply shook his head, sipped at his wine, she wound pasta around her fork. “It just made me think, wind it through my head.” She held up her fork. “Like pasta.” She ate, wound again. “The abductees. They wanted kids under a certain age, when it’s likely they’re more malleable, more defenseless. Most of Red Horse would be, by the popular term, bat-shit crazy. But not all. It’s never all. There’d be kids there, too—sucked in or swept along. And women who felt they had no choice—scared. Men too weak-spined or weak-minded to do anything but go along.”
“Add the world was going to hell in a handbasket.”
“What does that mean? What’s a handbasket? If it’s a basket, you need your hands to carry it, so it’s a given.”
“It might be a bushel basket. You’d need your arms.”
“How much is a bushel?”
“Four pecks.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Now you’re messing with me. Peck’s what chickens do.”
He laughed. “I stand corrected.”
“What I was saying, before handbaskets, is some people would, given human nature, feel protective of the kids. And maybe bond with them, especially kids who were kept for a good chunk of time. They’d have to assign people to take care of them. The babies, say.”
“And there’d be that bonding. Yes, I can see that.”
“With the bonding comes the vision, the wants for the kid. The kid has to depend on you, for food, shelter, protection. Mira asked me questions today that made me think about that. I was afraid of Troy, and even as a kid, hated him on some level. But I depended on him. Not on her. I never depended on her.”
Was there a twinge of pain there? Eve wondered. Maybe—maybe just a twinge.
“I think that’s one of the reasons I remember him much more clearly. It’s not just that he had me longer, but that he was the one who brought in the food, that sort of thing. He couldn’t turn me. Maybe I was stronger than either of us knew, or he wasn’t as smart as he thought he was. But it’s not hard to turn a kid—even an adult—pain and reward, pain and reward, deprivation, fear, repetition. You can even turn them with kindness, if you’re smart about it.”
“I agree, but as you said, Callaway’s too young to have been an abductee.”
“If his father was, Callaway might’ve been raised in the doctrine. Or he could know someone who was. I’m going to fine-tune those lists of abductees.”
“Why Callaway? Specifically.”
“It’s little things. They start to add up. He’s the first to come forward—with Weaver. Come in, show concern for their pal and coworker. He admits to being at the bar, and that’s the ground zero area, from what I can piece together. Vann left too early. Weaver’s already in charge, and like I said, she’d have used a man.”
“Then why not go after Weaver, or Vann for that matter? Weaver’s a woman, in charge. Vann’s got the family connections, the shine.”
“Maybe he’s working his way up. Eliminating direct competition first. Maybe he’s just hitting indiscriminately, and he got lucky. In ratio, his office lost more than any other in the two attacks. Relationships. He lives and works in that sector. Weaver and Vann live on the edges of it, but Callaway’s right in the middle. Geography. And he’s pushing, and pushing Weaver to push for information.
“He’s single,” she went on. “Has no long-term relationships that I’ve found.”
“And Vann’s been married, has a child. Weaver’s had two engagements.”
“You could say Weaver and Vann don’t ace it on commitment, but they each gave it a shot. Nothing shows where Callaway did. And though it was kind of a toss out, Weaver mentioned her mother, Vann his son. Callaway?”
“No one,” Roarke finished.
“It adds up,” she repeated. “He lives alone, and he’s spinning in middle management. Of the three of them he was the most controlled tonight. Careful what he said. It felt as if he took his lead from them—didn’t want to stand out, not in this situation. He wanted to let me think about the other two, respond primarily to them. Until closer to the end of it. He wasn’t getting everything he wanted, so he had to insert himself instead of relying on the other two to pull out the information he was after.”
She sat back, hissed out a breath. “And it’s all a feel, a read. I don’t even have enough to pull the manpower to watch him.”
“Then we’ll have to find enough.”
“If I’m right, there’s going to be something, something buried in his background. His education, family history. And there has to be a trigger. He didn’t just wake up one morning and decide to kill a bunch of people. Something set him off, or gave him permission.”
“The campaign seems to have been their focus for the last several weeks. It’s interesting that the first attack came the night they’d completed it, and Vann left for the client presentation.”
“Maybe you know somebody who knows somebody who could arrange for me to talk to the client on the QT. Get impressions.”
“Why don’t you leave that to me? The client’s more likely to talk to me about business than to a cop about a murder suspect.”
“Okay, if you deal with that—”
“In the morning.”
Her brows drew together. “Why not now? I don’t want to waste time on this.”
“During business hours,” Roarke insisted. “If I approach this now, it’s going to make the client wonder. A contact during regular business hours—then it’s regular business.”
“I guess you’d know,” she grudgingly agreed.
“I guess I would. And it frees me to help otherwise. Abductees or background?”
She considered. “Go ahead with the background. Teasdale’s probably looking at abductees. Not the way I’m going to. But I can jump off her data.”
“Will you tell her what you’re doing?”
“After I do it, sure. It’s my case,” Eve reminded him when he smiled. “She’s consulting. She’s probably clean, especially after you microscoped her and think so. But I don’t know what she’s made of. She’ll get what I’ve got at tomorrow’s briefing, just like the rest of the team. Unless one of us strikes gold and we can move tonight.”
“Then I’ll get started being nosy. And since I fed you, you can deal with the dishes.”
“There’s always a catch.”
“The way of the world, darling.”
She couldn’t argue with that. Plus the spaghetti had hit just the right spot. She felt fueled and ready. All she needed was coffee to top it off.
By the time she’d finished, had a pot on her desk, she’d aligned her strategy. She’d start with the
