apart. I don’t fear death. I can master it. I just need to go deeper, further; to the root of the world. So do it. Do it, raven.”
There was no more talking after that. Only the brutal business of hoisting the fragile na’kyrim up on the tree’s creased trunk, the driving of nails through the old, unhealed wounds in his wrists. A hush cloaked all the hundreds, the thousands, gathered to bear witness. They stood in a vast arc, all silent, all watching the hammers, feeling their beat like that of war drums. They were exposed, in that great flat land, to the twilight’s raw wind and to the sleet that gave it teeth, but no fires were lit, no shelters erected.
Darkness descended, and the mighty tree buried its uppermost branches in the night. The crucified na’kyrim was lost against the dark trunk, save for his pale face, his white hands. Those scraps of him shone amidst the murk. The attendant host was unnaturally still, held fast by reverent expectancy. The sleet turned to rain. The snow in the tree’s intricate web of boughs was eroded. That spread across the ground slumped into slush and turned the earth beneath those innumerable feet into mud. And still they waited. Still they anticipated… something.
There was not a single voice to be heard, save that of some distant owl and that of the night itself: raindrops pattering through twigs and into puddles. And then the soft, soft moaning of the na’kyrim came drifting out from the tree. It went through the crowd like a breeze, yet was stronger by far than the wind that drove the rain. With it, slowly, came his suffering, and that seeped through the skin of them all. His pain took root in every bone, and it was a wondrous pain that bound them together in the sensation of rising, ascending through its layers towards some endless presence that waited to embrace and unite them.
As his limbs shook and strained, so convulsions spun their way through the throng. People fell to the ground and thrashed in the mud. He rasped out a score of hollow, panting breaths, and others wailed and clawed at their scalps, tore at their hair, suddenly succumbing to horrors that danced inside their heads. Some rode the crashing waves of emotion and experience that pulsed out from the na’kyrim; others were undone by them, and tumbled and broken by them.
Some wept quiet tears of joy in the darkness; some fell to their knees; some lost themselves entirely in uncomprehending terror and fled screaming. The assault on every mind did not diminish, but grew stronger, more remorseless. People saw places that lay half a world away; they lived entire lifetimes, in moments, that belonged to others; they heard the voices of the dead. They knew for an instant what it was to be Anain or Saolin, or to be a na’kyrim crucified upon a tree with the Shared become indistinguishable from his own mind. And madness came in the wake of that knowledge, and claimed one, then another, then dozens.
Killing began. Stranglings and beatings and knifings and suffocations in the sucking mud; flurries of lethal movement in amongst the great trembling mass. Kyrinin ran, lithe and agile, hissing as they lashed about them with their spears. The deaths drew no attention. Those standing next to a man who was dragged down did not notice, so enraptured or possessed were they by the transcendent power surging all about and through them.
It lasted for a long time. The rain died away. Fragments of moonlight fell through passing gaps in the cloud. They lit the na’kyrim. Made his blood black. All across the great assemblage scattered outbursts of anguish, or weeping, or laughter cavorted like eddies in a wild current. And slowly the horrors and the visions and the power receded. Those driven to savagery by them halted, stood looking in confusion down at those they had slain. Minds clumsily recovered themselves from madness, remembering, bit by bit, their former shapes.
There came a time when the na’kyrim opened crusted eyes and whispered, “Take me down.”
The Inkallim did as he commanded. He wept at the agony of it, and sank into limp unconsciousness. They carried him-there was no weight to him at all-towards the wagon. People came stumbling forward out of the crowd, reaching out, longing to touch him, longing to draw near to the fount of such frightful, vast outpourings. The ravens pushed them away.
They laid his bloody, broken form in the bed of the wagon and it groaned its way back towards the invisible ruined city that waited out in the night. Shraeve alone rode with him, seated at his side, watching the shivering of his eyes beneath their cracked and bleeding lids. As the wagon progressed through the great, now silent, assemblage, those it passed fell in behind it; those ahead of it pressed closer and closer, hoping to see for themselves its incomprehensible and awe-inspiring cargo.
But Shraeve alone heard him when he murmured, “Not enough. Not enough. Still it’s too deep, too wide. Infinite.”
Kanin heard Goedellin’s cry through the stone walls of the Guard House. It roused him from the bleary stupor that passed for sleep these days. At first he was not certain whether it had been a figment of the nightmares that so often tortured his brief slumbers, but then it was repeated, and the agonies of fear it expressed washed away any last fogs from Kanin’s mind. It was the cry of someone exploring depths of anguish most could never imagine, and it grated upon the ear and upon the heart.
Kanin pulled his boots on, cursing the stiff, tight leather. He could hear footsteps and worried voices in the corridor outside. He threw a cloak about his shoulders and hastened from his bare sleeping chamber.
Igris and three or four others of his Shield were already gathered outside the door to Goedellin’s room, all wearing the tired, limp pallor of those abruptly roused from sleep. From within another rasping, sickening wail.
“The door’s barred,” Igris said with a vague and helpless spreading of his hands.
“Then break it!” shouted Kanin.
One of the shieldmen kicked at the door. It did not yield.
“Idiot,” growled Kanin, pushing them all aside.
Once, twice, he pounded at the door with his heel. At the second blow, there was a cracking of wood, but still it resisted. Kanin could hear a loud whimpering in there now, like some great dog bemoaning a grievous wound. He roared and stamped against the door. It sprang open in a burst of splinters.
Goedellin lay on the low bed, fully clothed. A tiny box was spilled on the floor beside him: a miniature wooden chest, engraved and inlaid like a child’s toy. Wizened fragments of seerstem lay around it. The Lore Inkallim was twisting and writhing, splaying his hands in defence against some invisible threat. He moaned and thrashed, dark spittle foaming on his black lips.
Kanin bent over the Lore Inkallim, averting his face from those clawing hands. He grasped Goedellin’s shoulders and pressed him back onto the mattress.
“Wake, old man!” he shouted.
Goedellin bucked beneath his grasp, impossibly strong for one so frail and contorted by age. Kanin feared that he would break bones if he exerted his full strength, and backed away. Goedellin howled, a ravaged sound.
“Fetch water,” Kanin snapped at Igris, who was staring in wide-eyed alarm at the frenzied form upon the bed. “And a healer!”
The shieldman went, but even as Kanin turned back to the Lore Inkallim, he could see that it was too late. Goedellin’s hands clenched; his eyes opened; his stained tongue fluttered between his lips. His back, his hooked back, arced against its curve as his head and shoulder thrust down against the pillow. His breath rattled out of him.
And then he was still. Fists still raised, eyes still staring up at the blank ceiling above, mouth still agape, tongue lying there limp in a pool of brown spit. Kanin extended a hand, holding the back of it still just above Goedellin’s lips. He did not really need to check. He could see the truth in those blank eyes.
“He’s dead,” Kanin muttered.
He stooped and picked up the little box from the floor. He turned it over in his hands then dropped its carved lid shut with the touch of a finger.
“It’s seems even the dreams of the Lore have turned against them,” he murmured.
VIII
The track from Highfast to Hent was wind-lashed, snow-blasted. It rode the high bare slopes of jagged ridges, rising and falling across the spine of the Karkyre Peaks. Sharp-sided valleys lay below, gorges clawed out of the body of the mountains by immense talons. Clouds surged in from the west, engulfing the track and the summits around it, veiling them in mist and snow, then sweeping on and away to leave them bathed in sunlight, roofed by a curving expanse of pale blue sky. Sometimes, in those clear moments, Orisian could look down into the valley
