A flash and she was back. The visions were stronger. She felt stronger. She looked out from the top of her owner and slave, looking out to the city below, across its great expanse, and up, rising up. The colours garish in some places, grim in others, lavish nowhere. The slum.
A knock came at her door.
“Enter,” she called.
Her bodyguard, Perr, spoke in clipped, military tones. She would have to have words with him. He was a new addition, but already his manner was grating on her.
“A petitioner, my lady. Should I send him hence? He has the look of a ruffian. He says you sent him a letter.”
Her heart skipped a beat.
“Send him in. And Perr?”
“Yes, my lady,”
“I will see him alone.”
“But…!”
“Alone!”
A sour look crossed his face, but he left her.
The door was left ajar, and an old, gnarly man with the strength of back to shame a century-oak strode in. Gurt entered with an ancient grace, and the first smile in such a long time broke Reih’s stony face.
Light, at last!
The words were like a balm to her soul, as was the sight of Tirielle’s old companion.
Chapter Sixty-Five
It seemed a shame to waste it. There was a camp set up in lee of the wind, where a sparse coastal tree of a kind not seen on Sturma battled against the weather, stripped bare, perhaps dead, perhaps just dormant, like a bear slumbering through the winter, but Renir didn’t think this winter would ever end.
The wind pulled at the sides of the tent — they had taken the largest, and shared it together — but the snow was blissfully silent, piling up around them. In the morning they would have a job to clear the snow away, and head on their way, wherever that may be, but for now there was a brazier with hot coals and provisions. Evidently the Protectorate’s bowels were happy with the same fare as any man’s. There were cold meats, frozen but after some chewing tasty, nonetheless. Pickles vegetables floated in some liquid which did not freeze, despite the biting cold, and brandy sloshed back and forth between them, warming the insides even if the extremities remained a bit frosty.
They had left the bodies where they lay. With high tide, they would be carried out to sea. If not, they would freeze, be covered by snow and ice, forgotten for eternity in the wastes.
There was no one left to care. They had slaughtered them all.
Renir tried hard, but he found no compassion for them either. They would have killed him, and while he had compassion in abundance, he was no saint. He would save it for those who also loved. To him, they seemed more deserving.
Drun professed a different view — those who hated needed love more than most, for hate lived inside them, too, and tore away all humanity. Pity them, he said.
Renir was of a mind to put them down before they could harm the undeserving. He had seen enough good men worn down and killed by adversity and hate to try all in his power to save them that fate. He would shed no tears for the Protectorate. From what he knew of them, they had not even the smallest kernel of love within them to grow, no matter how much sunshine and water they were fed. They were born to hate, and malice. It was their sunshine. Creatures, in short, he could not understand. Neither did he have any desire to save them. They could rot in hell for all he cared.
He snuggled his feet closer to the welcome warmth of the brazier. Philosophy was not for him. He leaned toward the simpler understand of life. In short, he was becoming a warrior.
He had come to realise, as had Shorn, Bourninund, and Wen (although Wen seemed to entertain deeper thoughts on the subject, which Renir had trouble understanding but which Drun seemed to approve of, in some indefinable way), that in battle there was no room for thought, or compassion, or quarter. Strive to live, and fight for the man at your side.
Simply elegant.
Drun had made his head ache — to do good was the same, he claimed. It made perfect sense until you realised that not everyone held the same philosophy.
It tired him to think of it, so he took another swig of the jug offered him by Wen, and drained the last drop. Shorn popped the cork on another. Wen sat cross-legged, and delved into his waxed leather pouch which nestled against his hard gut.
“Is that wise?” asked Drun, not unkindly.
“It is my way. Even for these scum, I must commune. And it is essential, too. We have no other means to discover where they hailed from. We must follow them. As you had promised, your fellows have not arrived. We do not even know where to begin. As distasteful as you might find the grass, it is our only means.”
“I do not find it distasteful, not at all. I am concerned, though. It seems overly morbid to me.”
“And you seem soft, yet you battle well, Drun. A man is complex, and cannot be understood fully. I have my way, you have yours. Let it be at that.”
Wen spoke not harshly, but with a kind of respect that was earned in battle. For some reason Drun’s willingness to use his magic in aid of them had softened Wen’s stony attitude to the priest. It was a relief to them all. They could not afford division, not when their very survival depended on them working together, and risking their lives for one another.
Renir would have shed a little tear, had he not been afraid his eye ball would freeze.
Wen stuffed some of the sweet smelling grass into his pipe, and lit a small taper from the coals. He tamped the weed with a finger as he puffed, until the smoke began to fill the room — it was not an unpleasant smell, but Drun’s nose wrinkled as though smelling someone’s doings on his shoes. Wen’s eyes reddened, watering — not frozen yet, thought Renir. Smoked joined that of the coals, and Renir felt lightheaded, as he had in Rean’s Player’s Emporium (that night seemed like an age ago, but it had only been two months or so). Smoke swirled on the drafty air, and to Renir it seemed as though they were more than random patterns — he saw that Wen’s eyes were following the patterns, a distant look on his face like he was seeing something beyond.
The tiny scar on Wen’s shiny forehead stood out in sharp relief, a reminder of a misjudged head butt. Renir realised that the giant’s teeth were sallow, a peaky kind of yellow — no doubt a result of his addiction to the grass.
“Close your eyes, Renir, or you too will drift into places you do not wish to go.”
He took Drun’s advice, and while the wind seemed especially sonorous, he no longer felt adrift.
“You always did have a predilection for stupidity, Shorn…it sings when in presence of beautiful magic — it only whines near evil magic. You’re so accustomed to using it in battle you’ve never seen it…”
“It takes a while to get where you’re going. Sometimes a mind gets caught up in the past, sometimes the future,” Drun told him, by way of explanation for Wen’s sudden meanderings.
Renir nodded in response to Drun’s whispered words.
“Will he talk like that all night?”
“No, just kept your eyes closed and listen.”
And as if in response to Renir’s questions, he realised that Wen’s internal compass had found what he was looking for.
“And where do you hail from? Where is the hunt centred?”
Renir kept his eyes closed, but he listened carefully for any information that might come of the encounter. He wondered if the other half of the conversation was being held with someone he had slain, or if he was a victim of
