pinpoints of light shining on the roof.
Renir shook his head clear and stood once again, raising his fists. It was going to be a long morning.
Chapter Eight
The bar that served as home for the men on Sundays and most evenings was strangely quiet considering that it was only late lunchtime. The Upright Horseshoe had most things they required; rooms, space to practise, and a friendly lady of sizeable girth for Bourninund’s peace of mind. It was perfect for their purposes. It stood on the quieter, poorer, outskirts of the city of Pulhuth. It was a place where people minded their own business, and most of the denizen’s wore one kind of blade or another. It was not unusual to go armed, and it might have even been considered foolhardy not to. After all, an unarmed man only has so many chances of besting a gang of thugs with knives. At least an armed man, in a pinch, can slit his own throat and save himself some pain.
The watch paid the poor quarter no mind, and the poor quarter return the favour to the law. The status quo worked, and suited Renir and his companions. No questions were asked, and in return they left everyone else to their own devices, unless of course they were forced into action. Bourninund had only been forced to kill a man once, though. It was enough to disarm a mugger, usually, but the man in question had been overly sure of his own prowess and had been persistent. Renir shed no tears for the thief.
He was, in many ways, a different man to the one who had left behind his village and his wife many months ago. Somehow broader in his morality. Where once he only saw shades of black and white, now blood had seeped in. In some respects, the view was more beautiful, more fully appreciated, for the additional tone.
Renir was nothing if not adaptable.
And he was thankful, too. There was a war going on to the west, but to be in Pulhuth at night you would not have guessed it. It was not often a topic of conversation in the bar, or any of the other drinking establishments the trio visited. There was no distant clamour of battle, no glow in the night time sky. Pulhuth had yet to feel the warmth of war, but some of its young men had gone off to fight already. Pulhuth, once an ancient capital, remained largely untouched by the invading Draymen, but it was only a matter of time before it, too, was overrun. Far to the south the Thane of Spar was rumoured to be digging in his heels, and Naeth had raised an army of mercenaries which was driving the Draymar back toward the Culthorn mountains. Runtor, in the north west, had finally been fortified, securing the northern pass. The Thane of Naeth’s ragged mercenary army was holding it, for now, but there were more Draymen than Sturmen. They didn’t need to be a canny army, just big.
War had ravaged the countryside. Renir was almost glad to be headed across Thaxamalan’s Saw. Whatever lay behind the frozen mountain range could not be worse than war. Renir had already seen more than one battle, and that was more than enough.
Renir sipped his beer. He was too tired to quaff. But not as tired as he had been a month ago. Longer than that, in his previous life (as he thought of it) he had been heroically lazy, had ran only to fat and if he’d done a days work in his life, he was fairly sure it had been spread out evenly. Even the fish he had occasionally caught were more energetic than he was, and they were often quite dead.
Now, he thought with some satisfaction, he was different. Not better, he realised, in a philosophical sense, but certainly better equipped to deal with all life would throw at him on this journey.
There was no reason for him to fight. He could have gone to Turnmarket, worked in one of the numerous bars there, talked about the weather to the traders, sprouts to the farmers and winked at the serving girls. But he couldn’t return to his village. Everyone there was dead. He had no children, no wife. No dog, he thought, and at least that thought was tinged with warmth.
No, he was now a man with no past, and no future. Fate had not singled him out to carry out great deeds. That was for Shorn, and Drun. He was like Bourninund. Caught up like a fish in fate’s nets. But he would not flounder.
Flounder, he mused, and took another sip of his beer.
What choice did he have? He had friends now, and a purpose. If nothing else, he was a loyal man. He knew himself as few others did, and he had come to an understanding with himself long ago. He would never be a coward, never take the easy way out.
After all, he had married Hertha, hadn’t he?
“You look like a man with much on his mind,” Bourninund said, interrupting Renir’s thoughts. “Still having the dreams?”
Renir had felt he had to tell someone about his dreams. Since his first real wound, from a deep sword thrust to the back of his leg during the battle for Runtor at the northern pass, he had been having strange, powerful dreams. He had shared them with Drun and Bourninund. The sharing wasn’t easy, but while they had been waiting for Shorn there was nothing to do but practise with blade and fist, and talk long into the evening.
Every day Renir woke, his sleep scars deeper than the morning before. They took longer to fade, as though the swords that drew them were becoming more terrible with each passing night. In the morning, when he trained, it was with greater and greater ferocity, as though he tried to slay his sleeping demons in the waking world. But his axe would not reach.
“Same as always, Boar. Nothing worth talking about. We can’t fix it.”
“A man needs sleep to fight, my friend. You can’t keep on like this. Perhaps we should take you to a healer.”
“If Drun can’t heal me, I doubt anyone could.”
“You won’t let him try.”
“That’s because I don’t want him rooting around in my head while I sleep. He’s done that once already. I didn’t like it then, and I won’t like it now.”
Besides, thought Renir, he was afraid of what Drun might find. A man’s dreams were a castle, a sanctuary from the terrors of the waking world. He already had one interloper. He feared what another would do to his mind. Already, it felt fragile enough to snap.
“Fine. It’s your head.”
“That’s right, and if anyone’s going to mess with it they bloody well better bring a big sword.”
Only the dreams that sometimes lingered into the day, the dreams that from time to time would make him speak lucidly in a woman’s tongue…well, the witch in his dreams had power, and needed no sword to prove her point.
“Alright, only trying to help.”
Renir sighed. “Sorry. Perhaps it troubles me more than I let on. But it’s still my head. I’m afraid if Drun goes in he might change me. I like who I am. People shouldn’t be in other people’s heads. It’s not natural.”
“Can’t say I disagree. You deal with it in your own way. I’m sure there’s some purpose behind it.”
“I don’t know for sure, but I think you might be right. The haunting becomes more powerful with each passing night, but somehow there is a sense of comfort there. I don’t think my ghosts mean me any harm. I think they’re just a mite heavy handed. Perhaps they’re just getting used to haunting, new to it, maybe. But I don’t think they mean me any harm.”
“Well, just so long as you don’t go crazy on me. I can’t abide crazy people. I’ve fought alongside crazy people before — wars tend to mangle people’s minds — and let me tell you, you don’t want to be standing beside them when they lose it.”
“I’m not going to lose it, don’t worry.”
Bourinund smiled, a somewhat lopsided expression on his scarred face. “No, I don’t think you will.”
“I think it may even be some kind of spell. I feel stronger.”
“Well? That’s only natural. We’ve been training every day for the last month — you’re going to feel stronger. I doubt you’ve noticed, but you’re not the man I met in the Nabren’s camp any longer. You’ve steel in your backbone now, lad. All you need is a few more battles. If you live, you’ll be a warrior of some note. Mark my words.”
Just what I was thinking I needed, thought Renir. A few more battles.
“No, that’s not what I mean, Bourninund. I feel stronger, but this is different. I’ve felt like this ever since I had the sword in my leg.”
“Strange business that. You’ve still got the scar, but I would have expected at least a hint of a limp. It’s not
