His woman. Oh, how he liked the sound of that. He would work to make it so.
With the decision, relief filled him, and inside, where instinct swirled, a sudden knowing bloomed. This was right. This was supposed to happen.
The revelation left him reeling. Used to be, he’d had a knowing each and every day, an internal knowledge that had nothing to do with an external voice. Truth had risen up inside him, urging him to do exactly what he needed to do to survive—and not just to survive, but to thrive. Go here. Don’t go here. Do this. Don’t do this.
But after too many promptings to do things he hadn’t really wanted to do—turn down a job, stay away from John or Blue for a certain length of time—he’d begun to rationalize. Maybe he had misunderstood, he’d told himself. Maybe he was missing it.
After he’d ignored one too many knowings, they’d just stopped rising, and he’d had only X to guide him. He’d convinced himself he was happier that way. But he hadn’t been happier. He’d ignored his companion, too, and had made stupid decisions, as evidenced by the explosion in Michael’s office. Well, no more. He wasn’t going to ignore another knowing. Not this time. This
Before, he had scared her, had pushed for too much too fast. Solo would rather rot in this cage forever than frighten Vika in any way. He never wanted her to look at him as she looked at her father and Matas. He would go slowly this time, would ease her into every new experience.
And there was no better time to start. He straightened, his gaze locking on his beautiful Vika. Target acquired. Poor darling.
“What?” she asked, shifting uncomfortably. “Not that I’m speaking to you.”
Hadn’t ended the cold-shoulder treatment, after all. “I’m thinking.”
“About?”
“About our arrangement.” He looked her over, this fairy princess come to save the beast. Blond hair was tangled around a dirt-smudged face. Her hands nervously twisted the fabric of her shirt. He definitely had some preliminary work to do. But . . . he didn’t mind. Was actually thrilled by it.
He wanted more than sex, he realized.
He wanted to soothe and comfort her, to talk to and laugh with her. He wanted . . .
He wanted to know about the invisible man she’d mentioned. He’d wanted to question her right away but hadn’t let himself. That line of conversation would invite her to ask about X and Dr. E, and he wasn’t ready to confess. Did she have a protector, like him? Did she have a tormentor?
“Well,” she huffed, “there’s nothing you can ever say to make me speak to you again.”
His lips twitched with an amusement that was just as potent as his desire, astonishing him. “I’ll come up with something.”
“Want to bet?”
Now that he’d decided to have her, adorable was no longer such a terrible thing.
Solo considered his options. Exactly how was a man like him supposed to entice a female? What could he give her that she didn’t already have?
Well, he could think of one thing she’d probably never received. An apology. Determined, he closed the distance and sat directly in front of her. She refused to meet his gaze. He cupped her cheeks, paused to savor the softness of her skin, then forced her attention on him.
“I’m sorry about earlier,” he said gruffly. “I
Her eyes grew larger with every word he uttered. “You wanted me, even though I’m—”
“As small as a twelve-year-old boy? Smart-mouthed? Yes, even though.”
Expression beseeching, she curled her fingers around his wrist. “Be serious. Even though I’m Jecis’s daughter?”
Right now, she wasn’t the zoo owner’s daughter. She was Solo’s woman, and nothing else. But just like the physical aspect of their relationship, she wasn’t ready for that kind of boldness or that intense of a possession. So he did the only thing he could. He ignored the question and changed the subject.
“Just so you know, I’ve won our bet. You’re definitely speaking to me.”
A moment passed. A soft smile brightened her face. “And
“That easily?” Surely not. If she were anything like him, she would keep a checklist of his transgressions, whether he apologized or not. After three, she would wash her hands of him. But then, no one could maintain a relationship when they kept a checklist, could they? The record keeper was always too conscious of the bad to concentrate on the good.
“You look astounded and suspicious,” she said, that smile widening. She could not be a mere mortal; she just couldn’t be. “I’m not sure why. You used the most pleading tone when you apologized, practically dripping with sincerity. I’m just sure of it.”
He laughed with hearty amusement, carefree in a way he’d never been, even outside the cage. But the sound cut off abruptly the moment he realized what he was doing, and only the crackling of the fire and the buzzing of the insects could be heard. He’d set out to charm her, but she was the one charming him.
• • •
“I want to play a game,” Solo said a little while later. He’d taken a bit of time to try to fortify himself against Vika’s allure, because he’d known he couldn’t dazzle her if he was always being dazzled. He’d thought he was ready.
“And you always get what you want?” she replied, her nose going in the air.
He’d thought wrong. “Is this a fit?” he asked, fighting a grin. “This seems like a little-girl-princess fit.”
She gasped with mock outrage. “How dare you! I do not have little-girl-princess fits!”
Her brow furrowed, her mock pique fading. “I don’t understand. What does that matter? What about the game?”
“We’re playing it right now.”
“Oh. And it is . . .”
“The question game.”
“Oh,” she repeated, still dazed and somewhat confused. “Well, what are the rules?”
“There’s only one. If I ask a question, you have to answer it.”
Understanding took hold, and her eyes twinkled mischievously. “Well, good luck. I’m playing to win.”
“Me too.” And he planned to win more than the game.
“Toss out question number one, and listen to me dominate.”
He enjoyed seeing her like this. Excited. Perhaps even happy. “I already did.”
“What did—oh, yeah.” Toying with the ends of her hair, she said, “On the days I’m forced to remain in my trailer I count my money and plan my future. What about you?”
He had to force himself to stare at anything but her hands. Her beautiful hands. So gentle. So feminine. Capable of delivering the most undeniable pleasure, he was sure. “I farm.”
Her mouth formed a large O as her gaze swept over him. “You don’t look like a farmer.”
Perhaps he shouldn’t stare at her mouth, either. “And you’ve met so many of us?”
“Well, no.” She lifted to her knees, practically bubbling over with enthusiasm. “Did you notice how quickly I answered that? I’m winning, aren’t I?”
The muscles in his stomach clenched as he said, “You’re definitely losing, and I’m definitely winning.”
She frowned, and he had to fight another laugh. “How?” she demanded.
“The more questions you can get a person to answer, the more points you earn. I’ve asked more