A scene flashed in front of him like a three-second cut in a movie trailer. Nighttime. Ludlow Street. Ray in his homeless person guise getting in Harry’s face, then grabbing him by the lapels and pulling him close.
Harry turned over his lapels and spotted a small circle of gummy residue on the fabric of one. He nodded with admiration and astonishment. That’s how they’d found his place so easily. Ray had planted the thing on him. A whole production before the session, the little girl included, just in case something went wrong later on.
Harry took the tracer and stuck it on the back of the seat in front of him.
At the bottom of the ramp from the bridge, the cabbie stopped as the light changed to yellow at Canal Street. He turned around again and gave Lily a smile. He had a ruddy scrub brush of a mustache, and the gap between his front teeth amplified the good ol’ boy aura.
“You okay now, honey?” he said.
Lily’s head was turned to her window. Outside, a bus idled beside the taxi, rattling and snorting. She said nothing.
Harry reached out and pushed her hair back from her eyes and let his fingertips caress her cheek. She took no notice of the gesture.
“I’ll tell you something, buddy,” said the cabbie. “You’re a good man, the way you look after her. The world today-folks don’t treat their own like they used to.” He took off his cap and ran a hand through his thick tangerine hair. “They talk that stuff ’bout global warming? Well, it seems to me the warmer it gets on the outside, the colder we get in our hearts. Hell, look at me. I got a sister, too-she’s divorced, lives down in Baton Rouge-and I ain’t seen her in four years.” He turned back to the windshield. “I’ll tell you, buddy, you bring the shame up in me. When I go on break, I’m gonna give her a call.”
Harry turned around and squinted out the back window at the long line of vehicles idling in the drizzle behind them. Farther back, the cars and cabs melted into a stubborn river fog. Harry felt as if the world had suddenly become very small.
He turned back to the driver. “Hey, I got a question.”
“Shoot.”
“For an extra twenty, can you step on it, zig and zag, shave a couple of lights?”
The cabbie chuckled. “Somebody following you, buddy?”
“I don’t know. Maybe.”
“Well, whatever. You want the hammer down, you got it.”
The light turned green and the cab lurched forward and veered sharply into the next lane. A horn blared in their wake.
Harry closed his eyes. “De Kooning, my ass.”
Ezra opened the bathroom door. Geiger’s shorts almost reached his knees, ballooning around his legs. His bare chest and arms had half a dozen purple bruises from the previous day’s manhandling, and the stripes on his face were redder now.
“I’m sore all over. Can I have some Advil?”
“I don’t have any,” Geiger said.
“Tylenol?”
“No. I don’t take drugs.”
“ Drugs? Advil’s not cocaine, you know?”
He pulled Geiger’s T-shirt on, wincing from the effort. Its hem came to rest halfway down his thighs. The getup made him look even younger, like a kid playing dress-up with his father’s clothes. He sat on the toilet seat and started putting on his sneakers.
“What happens now?” he asked, his head bent to the task. “If you aren’t one of them, then what’re you gonna do with me?”
“Do you have any relatives nearby?”
“Uh-uh.”
“No grandparents?”
“Dead.”
“Uncles, aunts?”
“No.”
Geiger watched him lacing up, the long fingers working systematically, making precise knots and matching loops.
“Dad knew, didn’t he? He knew when he left that those guys were after him, right?”
“I don’t know, Ezra.”
Geiger stepped aside as Ezra stood up and came out. Then he followed the boy back toward the couch.
“This really sucks, man. I mean, I don’t want to be here. I want to be home with my mom and sleeping in my own bed.” He looked over at the pieces of his cell phone strewn on the floor. “Mom’s gonna freak.”
“We’ll call her. We’ll find a pay phone and call her cell.”
“Why can’t you just call her now on your cell?”
“I can’t let her know my number. I can’t let anyone know that.” Geiger could imagine her standing somewhere, dialing Ezra’s number again, growing a little anxious.
Ezra sat on the couch and put his head down in his hands. Webern was rising to a powerful, melancholy arc, and Ezra’s fingers came alive at his temples, wiggling along with the violin, coaxing the notes out of the air.
“This is great, right here where it climbs,” he said. “Sounds like crying, doesn’t it?” He hummed along, his voice cracking at the summit of the melody, and then his focus shifted and he leaned closer to the floor, as if noticing it for the first time. He reached down and ran a fingertip across the ornate design.
“Man, this floor is cool. Where’d you find something like this?”
“I made it.”
Ezra tilted his head at Geiger as one might at an idiot child. “You made the floor with your hands?”
Geiger nodded, feeling as he did the muscles at the back of his neck, stubborn and ungiving.
Ezra got up and began to prowl across the shining surface, studying the network of designs, the stars and disks and crescents, shaking his head as if encountering an impossible creation. “This is amazing,” he said. “People’ve told you that, right?”
“You’re the first person to see it.”
The boy looked up. “Like… nobody’s been in here?”
“No.”
“Never ever? How long have you lived here?”
“Almost seven years.”
“You don’t hang with anybody?”
“No. That’s what works best for me. Being alone.”
Ezra’s smile bloomed for the first time. It came out slowly, wistful and melancholy. It unsettled Geiger to see it on such a young face.
“Yeah,” the boy said. “I’m not Mr. Cool either.”
There was a continual stutter in Geiger’s experience of things-in sound, sight, and action. It was as if he were reading a book, a story about Ezra and himself, and every few seconds it all paused-balanced for a moment on a temporal cusp while he turned the page-and then the story resumed. He was aware that the sensation bled into his physical state as well, a minute hesitation in his breathing and heartbeat accompanying the stutter.
Every few feet, Ezra stopped his tour of the floor and turned around to view the masterpiece. “It changes,” he said. “When you move to a different place, it looks different.” He leaned against a wall and folded his arms. “Know what it’s like? It’s like a kaleidoscope.”
“Yes. It is.”
“My dad would really like it. He knows a lot about art.”
“He buys and sells art?”
“Uh-huh. Goes all over the world. That’s why Mom got me in the divorce, ’cuz he isn’t around a lot-which is sort of why they got divorced in the first place, I guess.”
His shrug was almost lost within Geiger’s shirt. He looked like some woeful survivor from a disaster-the oversized clothes, the discolored flesh on his face and arms, the solemn look of shock. A slow flush started to rise
