clinical disorder at times begins in later childhood as an accentuation or an exaggeration of the normal and ubiquitous early childhood exhibitionism.
That would seem to be the case in this instance* In Linda's narrative, the emotional conflict referred to by Mr. Enelow is the automobile accident that killed Linda's parents. She felt it was her fault although she cannot explain why. She also felt that she could make amends by being extra nice to her uncle, which meant, to her mind, allowing him to see her body. By this time she was almost into her teens and very aware of the human sexual nature. She was a practiced masturbator by the age of ten.
Because her uncle had restrained himself sexually, and because of the fact that she needed to show her body to remove from herself the guilt of the auto accident that took her parents' life, she allowed herself to be picked up at the age of twelve and proceeded to engage in intercourse. It was at this time that she also first experienced fellatio. After learning what pleasure she gave to her male companion, she found she no longer needed to exhibit herself, but at the same time she could only receive complete satisfaction if sometime during intercourse, either before or after, she could fellate her companion.
Although engaging in intercourse and fellatio helped to alleviate her emotional burden, it was not the answer to her needs. In order to experience complete alleviation of her guilt she would have to have sex with her uncle. He being her
father's brother, along with resembling him a great deal, it was only by making him happy that she would be able to free herself from the feeling that she was responsible for her father's death.
Their relationship continued for a number of years until they were caught by Linda's aunt, whereupon she was thrown out of the house. Not being able to continue her sexual relationship with her uncle, her emotional stress worsened.
At the time of the interview, professional counseling was suggested to Linda. She recognized that she had a problem and began to attend group and private therapy sessions.
As far as Linda's uncle is concerned, he was called in for an interview and it was learned that although he had tried to reject Linda's advances, he found himself incapable of doing so. His wife had long ago given up their sexual relationship and Linda's offer was much too enticing to resist. Therapy was also going to be suggested for him until it was learned that after Linda had left that home, her aunt recognized that she had forced her husband into doing what he had done and was willing to put their sex life back on an even keel.
As part of the follow-up work to this case, it was learned that her aunt's sudden abstinent from sex with her husband was brought about by Linda as she suddenly began to develop into a young, beautiful woman. Seeing the transformation of her niece taking place, she subconsciously began to feel that she was old and no longer desirable to her husband; the result was a vicious circle with her denying her husband sex and driving him to Linda for a sexual outlet.
As mentioned before, the trauma resulting from an incestual relationship with a disapproving mother present (in this case, Linda's aunt) seems not to have happened. Fortunately, for all concerned, this is one of the luckier instances where, with counseling, things soon returned to normal.
To broaden the reader's understanding, we will now return to the narration:
'As we lay in bed, Uncle Ted told me how Aunt Wanda had stopped fucking with him over a year ago. The only thing that kept him going until now were occasional visits with a prostitute. That was all going to change now. I told Uncle Ted that he could have me any time he wanted. My cunt was his.
'We stayed in bed for a few more minutes and then it was time to get dressed. Aunt Wanda was due home any time. As he pulled his shorts on, I leaned forward and sucked his cock into my warm mouth one final time before he had to take it away from me.
'Getting up off the bed, I put my bra and panties on, and then pulled my skirt up my legs. Uncle Ted zipped it for me. After that, I buttoned my blouse and brushed my
hair out. Together, we left my bedroom and walked into the living room. Just in time. As we sat down in front of the television, Aunt Wanda pulled up in the driveway. When she walked inside, everything was normal; Uncle Ted on the couch, me in a chair, and both of us intently watching a comedy on television.
'After that day with Uncle Ted, nothing else would satisfy. When I couldn't fuck or suck Uncle Ted's cock, I would go out and fuck with one of the guys I knew. But it didn't do any good. Only my uncle's cock could satisfy me.
'At first we would only get together when Aunt Wanda was out of the house, but pretty soon, that wasn't often enough. When I was taking a shower, he would sometimes sneak into the bathroom and suck my pussy. When he was taking his shower, I would do the same and give his cock a good sucking. I think that knowing we could be caught actually added to the excitement.
'Sometimes we would meet at a motel. Like the morning I called him at his office, from school, and told him that I wanted to have my pussy fucked that afternoon. He
told me to meet him at the S- G- Motel that afternoon. I had two more
classes to go before it would be time for lunch, and just thinking about sucking Uncle Ted's cock and then having it fucking me inside my hole was making me all juicy and hot. A funny smell reached my nose and I realized that it was my cunt. I wondered if anyone else noticed. I didn't worry about it.
'Finally, it was noon and time for lunch. What a lunch I would be having: a nice, hot, hard cock! I put all of my books in my locker and headed for the school gate, without even bothering to look around. The motel was only a few blocks away on the main boulevard, but I sort of half ran, I was in such a hurry to get there. When I arrived, I knocked on the door and Uncle Ted let me in. He had just taken a shower and was wearing a large bath towel wrapped around his waist.
'Immediately, I fell into his arms and pressed my mouth to his. His tongue slithered into my mouth and I sucked on it greedily. I tugged the towel away from his waist and it fell to the floor, then I cupped his warm cock in my hands. It was soft and felt so full I couldn't get enough of it. I squeezed it gently and then began to lightly tug on it. I moaned softly, deep in my throat, as I felt it growing in my hand, knowing what pleasure was yet to come.
''Oh, Uncle,' I moaned, 'it's been so long. God, I missed you… your cock, ooooobh.'
'Uncle Ted began undressing me quickly and before I knew it, I was standing in front of him completely naked. Then, bending his head down, he sucked one of my erected nipples into his mouth. His tongue rolled over the sensitive tip until I was moaning louder, and while he sucked and licked my tit, his other hand was busy kneading and squeezing the spongy flesh of my ass. Man, was I getting hot. I could feel the warm juices bubbling over from my cunt, running down my thighs.
' 'Oh, Uncle Ted,' I moaned, 'do my cunt, please, suck my cunt. God I'm so hot. Finger me, suck me, anything, please!''
'In answer to my wishes, Uncle Ted knelt down on the floor in front of me, his face opposite my twat. I opened my legs as wide as I was able to and still remain standing, then to help him out, I reached down and with my fingers pulled the lips of my cunt wide apart, exposing the hot, juicy, inner meat to his eyes.
'A low, guttural moan escaped his throat and then he pressed his mouth to my seething cunt. I closed my eyes and moaned with ecstasy as I felt his tongue slithering inside. Then cries of lust flew from me as he crawled straight under me and began sliding his tongue in and out of my hole. It felt just like a small cock. I couldn't stand it, it felt so good.
'I could feel the cream pouring from my cunt into his sucking mouth, I was moving my ass in small circles, grinding my cunt against his face until it was covered with my sticky juices. Finally, when my cunt was totally soaked, Uncle Ted picked me up in his arms and carried me over to the bed. Patting me down, he lay beside me and our mouths met once again. As I sucked his tongue inside my mouth, I reached down and fondled his cock that was hard and throbbing, ready to slam into my sopping vagina.
'First, though, he had to be nice and wet. So, crawling down on the bed, I cupped his nuts in my hand while laving my warm, wet tongue up and down the hard, long shaft of his prick. I could hear him groaning as I swished my tongue over his cock-head. At the same time, I wrapped my fingers around the shaft and began to gently pump it up and down, making it even harder.
'When I had his cock completely soaked with saliva, I opened my mouth wide, sucked half of it inside, bobbed my head up and down and sucked his cock hard, swirling my tongue all around the slippery head.*Go Linda, suck it. Suck that cock… Alright, now, let's fuck, baby, let me fuck that little cunt of yours. Let me slam my cock right to the end of it, all the way up your tight snatch!'
