surrounding the glass. Sixty-seven dollars and several hours later I was back on the road. At Pep Boys I bought a small tin of bondo and some black spray paint. I filled the bullet holes in the parking lot, and painted them over. Scanning the Crown Vic, it looked as if nothing had happened. Our trouble in the mountains was a whisper of a memory. Just one more nightmare waiting to wake me up.
I pawned the Rolex for half its value, with no questions asked and no I.D. shown. Driving back the flashing lights cut though the sunshine. “Off Track Betting!” “Best Odds In Town!” “Be A Winner!” I had a fat roll in my pocket and no reason I could think of not to double it. Looking down I saw my knuckles white on the wheel. Things are fine when you want them, it’s when you need them you better look out. Marilyn pouted from the face of the cookie jar on the floor. I knew there would be no happy gambling today.
I let myself quietly into the motel room. Cass was asleep, the covers pulled back exposing her long muscular leg. Brown curly ringlets haloed her face. Asleep she looked even more like Kelly. Sitting in a comfortable chair I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. Her heart shaped face with those full lips, lips built for kissing. Cass’ eyes fluttered then opened, she looked for a moment at me, then spoke. “What the hell are you staring at?” she asked without a smile.
“You…I was staring at you. Just wondering how the fuck I got in this mess,” I said hardening. “You wanna tell me who those punks I buried were?”
“I don’t know,” she said.
“Not good enough.”
“It’s the truth.” Climbing off the bed she moved to me, her face forming a sultry smile. “I do know you saved my life, if there is any way I can repay you, let me know.” Her hand went up, resting on my shoulder. Every cell in my body screamed for me to take her to bed, forget my troubles and get lost in her flesh. Standing up I looked straight into her deep brown eyes.
“Listen little girl, I’m not a John. The pouting coquette bullshit doesn’t do squat for me, got it?” I lied. “My dick don’t even get hard when I’m on the run. Now, I just killed some men, I don’t give a fuck about them. What I do care about is who sent them. If I’m going to be looking over my shoulder I need to know who I’m looking for.” Her smile faded, and she sat back down on the bed.
“I need some coffee.”
“And I need some answers.”
“Then go get me some coffee, cream no sugar.”
“And let you slip out the back door? I don’t think so.”
“I wouldn’t.”
“Maybe, maybe not. You’re good at running, why don’t we see how you are at sticking.” After a long pause she finally got I wasn’t budging an inch. She sank back into the bed.
“A few years ago Kelly and I moved to San Francisco…” she said, speaking to the ceiling. “We had nothing but the clothes on our backs and a few dollars we’d stolen from the old bastard when we split Indiana. Kelly always dreamed of San Francisco, she called it the Emerald City by the Bay. But if the all-powerful Oz lived there, we never found him. We got jobs dancing at the Barbary Coast. I didn’t want to at first, but my wild sister said it would be fun. What the hell else could we do that would bring in instant cash? She was a natural, from the minute she hit that stage she seemed to know all the moves. They’d pay extra if we danced together, something about naked twins made the dollars come flying. It wasn’t so bad. We’d smoke a little boo, cover each other in whipped cream and have a pajama party, and they would throw money at us. We had plenty of offers to sleep with the customers, seems most men fantasize about doing twins. We could have gotten rich if I had been willing to cross that line.” Confusion rained down on me. The Kelly I had known was too shy to ever strip, but I didn’t say anything, afraid if I did Cass might clam up again. “Kelly told me it was just like what we’d already had done to us, but this time we’d get paid. But I couldn’t do it. Kind of funny considering where I wound up. Anyway, Kelly started dating some old guy she met at the club. She said she wasn’t fucking him but I could tell she was lying. That innocent hick act of hers didn’t play with me. He would shower her with expensive jewelry, which we hocked for cash. It was a sweet deal, and if she didn’t want to call it prostitution, who was I to judge her. One night, she came home late from a date with the guy. She was in a panic, she had blood on her shirt. She said she had seen a bad thing, the less I knew the better. She said we had to leave town, fast. That we should split up, twins would be too easy to track. We had to change our names. From that day forward we were Cass and Kelly. She said when I got settled to send a letter to the LA post office general delivery under the name Lotta Love. The last time I saw her was in the SF airport. She hugged me and promised we’d be back together soon, then I headed out to Vegas. When I heard two mob boys were looking for me at the Cock’s Roost I took off…” Rolling onto her side she looked at me, “That’s the truth Moses, every sad part of it.” I nodded my head slowly, then stood up and walked out. I had to get away from her story. If it was true, then everything I’d known about Kelly was false.
I walked down to a corner liquor store. On the street cars cruised happily by, the sun was shining and all was right in their world. My world on the other hand was crumbling. Kelly had played me for a chump, here I thought she was the one pure thing in my life and I was just another squid to be played. Had any of it been true? Were we even friends? I bought a fifth of Seagram’s and a bottle of ginger ale. I sat in the Crown Vic and poured myself a stiff one. I picked up Marilyn hoping to find some answers in the ashes. So what if Kelly had been less than honest, maybe she wasn’t the angel I had made her out to be. I had loved her, that was true. Maybe loving someone meant you accepted who they were. She had accepted me with all my dark crap, or was she using me as a shield, a dark knight to protect her? If so, she’d chosen the wrong man. Maybe I should have put the key in and driven away, left Cass behind me and never looked back. But I had given my word. With Marilyn and whiskey in hand I went back to the motel.
Confronted with the ashes of her dead sister, Cass lost it. Tears rolled freely down her cheeks. Now it was concrete, Kelly wasn’t going to pop out of the bathroom and say it was all a big joke. I wanted to comfort her, give her a shoulder to cry on. Instead I sat in the chair and poured a fresh drink. I placed the bottle on the nightstand. If she wanted a drink she could get one. She curled up, holding Marilyn to her chest murmuring quietly to it. Grief was a solo act, we all did it in our own private way. I was sullenly working on my third drink when she got up and took a shower. She left the door open a crack so I could catch glimpses of her through the pebbled glass. I turned my back on her. Someone had done a real job on these girls, someone convinced them that sex was the most they had to offer men. It was hard-wired into their systems, a default setting that had to have been placed there at a young age. It played on like a ghost in the machine, overriding grief, fear and even love. Maybe the bastard I should be hunting was farther back in their past. The dead end street Kelly was traveling on started way before I met her. But the punk who pulled the trigger was going down, he ended any chance for her to ever recover.
“They have to die,” Cass said, drying her hair. It was as if she’d been reading my mind. Her tears were gone now, replaced by a set jaw and cold hard eyes.
“Yes they do, but we have to find them first, what’s his name?”
“Whose?”
“The rich cat Kelly was fucking.” I said with more edge than I intended.
“Gino T, Ter-something. He was old school Italian, diamond pinky ring, gold chains, hairy chest and the manners of a pig. He looked at us girls like he was judging a piece of beef. Torelli! Yeah, that was his name, Gino Torelli.”
“Then he’s where we start.” Images of a fat Guinea sweating on top of Kelly flooded my brain. The whiskey and lack of sleep washed over me like a warm rain. It all suddenly felt too big to handle. I wanted to climb into bed and pull the covers over my head. I wanted to be back at the dog park watching Angel play. I wanted to be anywhere but here. Crunching down six whites I gulped the rest of my drink. Locking the bathroom door I took a long cold shower. It felt like needles on my skin but I could feel my blood rushing to warm me. The speed and cold water evaporated my sluggishness. Putting on a clean pair of jeans and fresh tee-shirt I was ready for action.
“Let’s roll,” I told Cass.
“To where?” she asked.
“San Francisco, I want to get clear of Nevada in case they find those graves.”
Driving out of Reno I winked goodbye to the glittering gambling dens, free from their draw for the moment. I could hear them laughing, they knew I’d be back sooner or later. Cass told me she thought the blood on Kelly was sugar daddy Gino’s, and that he was probably dead. It wasn’t much to go on, a name and a city, but it was all we had.
In Walmart she bought some hair bleach and a pair of scissors. At a truck stop she went into the ladies room,
