Could they possibly think he had kidnapped seventy kids? Where would he keep them? In the basement? In an upstairs closet?
Somewhere around three in the morning, they asked if he wanted a lawyer. He’d gone into a long rant-he should have held it in-but the wine and the exhaustion, not to mention the anxiety, made him open up and tell them how stupid they were to think he had any answers or anything helpful to say or anything to do with the disappearance of the kids.
Maybe his rant encouraged them to leave. No. Now he remembered. More angry, frightened parents showed up at the door, and the round of questions grew even more intense.
He pictured the two Sag Harbor officers he’d become very acquainted with, Pavano and Pinto. They’d been pushed to the back. Too low on the ladder to speak, they watched the whole thing, leaning against the living room wall, occasionally muttering among themselves as their superiors-who was that big guy, Franks, who paraded back and forth with his Glock hanging out of its holster? — asked all the questions.
The officers and agents didn’t leave until after five. Mark sprawled fitfully on the worn-soft couch, the questions tumbling through his mind, struggling to think clearly about a theory of his own. It wasn’t forthcoming. He didn’t have a clue.
He was just as puzzled upon waking up. And where was Lea? A glance at the clock. Ten-thirty.
She must be up in our room. Can she sleep? This is late for her not to be downstairs.
Rubbing the dark stubble on his cheeks, he shuffled into the kitchen for coffee, feeling stiff and not at all rested and in need of a shower. He squinted at a note in Roz’s handwriting:
“No news, Roz.”
He peered through the kitchen window at the guesthouse. Dark and silent.
His eyes burned. He suddenly craved a cigarette. Crazy. He hadn’t smoked since college.
Lea printed out the three photos and sat at her desk gazing at them over and over. The first two-the twelve- year-old twins in 1935-came as a frightening shock.
“It can’t be! Oh, shit. Oh, shit. Please. It can’t be true!”
She sat in the glare of the monitor, gazing from one photo to the other, screaming at them without even hearing herself. Screaming at the beautiful twelve-year-old twins. Beautiful more than seventy-five years ago. Beautiful today.
“Oh, shit. Oh, shit. I brought them here. Martha warned me. Mark warned me. Oh, shit. It’s all my fault.” And then: “But I care about them. They
She slammed the two printouts onto the desk and gazed at the third one. This photo was
Martha had signed off, and her apologies reverberated in Lea’s mind.
“So sorry. Really so sorry. I think I warned you not to rush into adopting those boys. I just had the feeling there was something
Not much of an apology, really. Of course, Martha was sorry for the way things turned out-
And what did she mean by something
And as for the third photo, Lea could see even on the grainy Skype image how uncomfortable it made Martha and how reluctant she was to discuss it at all.
“James and I hoped we were doing the right thing.”
After that, Martha made an excuse to end the conversation. And repeated her apology, sounding a little more heartfelt this time. “I only wish. .” No finish to that sentence. And then she was gone, and Lea sat in front of the screen, her eyes shut tight, but not tight enough to keep the pictures from her mind.
And things began to come clear, began to connect, starting with the twins, and moving to the murder in the driveway and the murder of Derek Saltzman and the disappearance of Ira and Elena and some seventy other kids.
Starting with the twins, who weren’t really twelve. The twins, who had to be ungodly evil creatures she had brought home with her.
Was it coming clear? Did she have the connections right? It wasn’t like she was blaming two innocent, adorable boys with such glowing blond hair and twinkling blue eyes. She wasn’t condemning angels. She was starting to see demons.
And then Martha’s email arrived, confirming her worst, most terrifying fears.
She couldn’t read it all. Her eyes blurred the words. She didn’t want to know the truth. Not
Lea shut her eyes. “Oh, shit. Oh, shit. It’s too much. It’s all too horrifying. What will happen to Ira and Elena? How can I face Mark? How?”
Martha’s words brought another revelation. The thought had been lurking in her mind. The email suddenly forced it to her consciousness.
She opened her eyes and shuffled through the three printouts again, as if hoping to see something she missed. Something redeeming. But there was no reassurance here. The past-and her future-held only horror.
Oh, poor Ira and Elena. Maybe there was time to rescue them. She
Carefully, she folded the three photos in half. She tucked them into the big pocket of her silky blue robe.
She heard a cough. Was that Mark stirring downstairs? The aroma of coffee made her stand up. She stretched her arms over her head.
Yes, she could feel her heart like a hummingbird in her chest. And the coffee aroma suddenly nauseated her.
She glanced at the clock on the bed table. Just past eleven. The morning had slipped past. But so what? What did a few hours matter when there was nothing to look forward to but more tears and grief and disbelief and anger and regret.
She moved to the dresser, adjusting the robe and tying it more securely, and picked up her hairbrush. She