He squeezed his fingers down into his palm, and was stung again before the enormous voice in his head dampened into a thin, wriggling shriek.
Crying now, partly from pain but far more from a savage sense of triumph that made him feel he was shining like the sun, streaming light from every pore, he used his right hand to take the knife from the sodden car seat and push the passenger door open against the lapping water of the Gulf.
Then the voice in his mind widened out like a hunting horn. The wasp stung him twice rapidly, hitting the base of two fingers.
Don crawled sobbing across the seat and dropped out into the waist-high water.
The guard saw the knife in his hand, and put his own hand on his holster. 'You okay?' he shouted.
'Get away!'
'Look, buddy-'
The guard lowered his hand, backed a few inches up the beach, bewilderment chasing the belligerence from his face.
'Like hell I do,' Don said, and came up onto the sand and went to his knees, cramping his left hand down again. 'Time to shoot the lynx.'
He raised the knife over his swollen, flaming left hand and curled back the fingers a fraction of an inch at a time. When a part of the wasp's body, struggling legs and a bloated hindquarters, was uncovered, he slashed down with the knife, laying open his hand.
He tilted his palm and dropped the severed section of the wasp onto the sand. Then he slashed down again and cut the remainder of the wasp in half.
'Hey, mister…' said the security guard, coming nearer across the sand. 'You cut your hand all to hell.'
'Had to,' Don said, and dropped the knife beside the pieces of the wasp. The enormous flaring voice had become a shrill piping scream. The guard, still red-faced and fuddled, looked down at the pieces of the wasp, twitching and rolling feverishly over the sand. 'Wasp,' he said. 'Thought maybe that freak storm took you off the… uh…' He rubbed his mouth. 'It prob'ly stung you right then, huh? Jeeze, I never knew those things live when they're… uh…'
Don was winding his shirt around his wounded hand, and he dropped it back into salt water to help it heal.
'Guess you wanted revenge on the l'il sonofabitch, huh?' the guard said.
'I did,' Don said, and met the man's baffled eyes and laughed. 'That's right, I did.'
'Yeah, you got it too,' the guard said. Both of them watched the severed pieces of wasp rolling in the wet sand. 'That thing ain't
'Doesn't look like it.' Don used his shoe to scrape sand over the wriggling sections of the wasp. Even then dimples and depressions in the sand showed that the thing continued to struggle.
'Tide'll come in and take it,' the guard said. He motioned toward the sheds, the rank of curious men. 'Can we do anything for you? We could get a truck out here, call from the plant to get your car hauled out.'
'Let's do that. Thank you.'
'You got somewhere you got to go in a hurry?'
'Not in a hurry,' Don said, knowing all at once what he had to do next. 'But there's a woman I have to meet in San Francisco.' They began to go toward the sheds and the quiet men. Don stopped to look back; saw only sand. Now he could not even find the spot where he had buried it.
'Tide'll take that l'il bastard halfway to Bolivia,' the fat guard said. 'You don't want to worry about that anymore, friend. It'll be fishfood by five o'clock.'
Don tucked the knife into his belt and experienced a wave of love for everything mortal, for everything with a brief definite life span-a tenderness for all that could give birth and would die, everything that could live, like these men, in sunshine. He knew it was only relief and adrenalin, but it was all the same a mystical, perhaps a sacred emotion. Dear Sears. Dear Lewis. Dear David. Dear John, unknown. And dear Ricky and Stella, and dear Peter too. Dear brothers, dear humankind.
'For a guy whose car is turning into salt rust, you look awful happy,' the guard said.
'Yes,' Don answered. 'Yes, I am. Don't ask me to explain it.'
The End
