‘Annis did, amongst other things.’ The priest leaned forward in his chair, propping his elbows on his table. ‘He told me many things about you, many foul things you did for the right reasons.’
The Librarian had prided himself on being difficult to surprise. But it wasn’t the words emanating from the Lord Emissary’s mouth that caused him to feel so small in his chair. Rather, it was the intensity, that instinctual concern that played across the priest’s face that suggested he had known Bralston all his life.
Only one person had ever looked at him in such a way before …
‘You know …’ the Librarian whispered.
‘I know that you love a woman,’ Miron replied. ‘That you spilled blood to protect her, blood that nearly brought the Venarium to war with the Jackals. I know you burned two men alive without question for the agonies they inflicted on a poor woman. I know that your duties go far, far beyond whatever the Venarium claims they do in the name of their laws.’
Bralston expected to feel cold, expected that such a revelation should seize him by the heart and twist. Instead, he felt warm, comforted by the reassuring smile that the priest wore. He felt a familiar urge, the same urge that when young would cause him to run crying to his mother when he had skinned his knee, or to hug his father’s legs when a dog had growled at him.
An urge that he thought he had hardened himself to.
‘That is why, Bralston,’ Miron whispered, ‘I want you to find my employees. There are six of them, four men and two women.’
‘And …’ Bralston swallowed hard. ‘You want me to protect the women.’
‘If it is in your power, I would ask you to protect them all. As it stands, these adventurers are a capable lot. The men are well-armed, and one of the women, a shict, is possibly even better-equipped to handle herself.’ Miron’s face wrinkled with concern. ‘The sixth member, however … she is not weak, by any means, but she is … untested.’
‘I see.’ Bralston scratched his chin contemplatively. ‘This woman … I assume she’s one of your own.’
‘Do you?’
‘As compassionate as even a Lord Emissary is, I doubt his charity extends so low as to reach adventurers. They live to die, do they not, to be used and disposed of?’
‘Perhaps some hold that attitude.’ For the first time, Miron betrayed a hint of sadness in his face. ‘Though you are right. She is sacred to Talanas, serving her pilgrimage with the others. A priestess.’
The Librarian didn’t feel the usual cringe that accompanied such a word. Enmity steeped in years was forgotten, replaced by a sudden surge through his being, the same surge that had called him to burn men alive.
‘A priestess …’ he whispered.
‘I know you do not agree with her calling. But she is not yet hardened enough to know that anything beyond her faith exists.’ Miron smiled. ‘She is the one I wish to preserve the most. I fear the horror that was inflicted upon the woman in Cier’Djaal would shatter her completely.’
The woman leapt to his mind, and he felt that cringe return. He recalled the bruises on her face, the way she folded into herself to escape the room. He recalled her eyes, so empty and distant as she watched two men burn for what they had done to her. He tried to picture what she might have been before the wizard, the heretic, had shattered her.
He found he couldn’t bear to.
‘Perhaps, if rhetoric does not sway you, we might see if personal experience truly does trump age-old loathing?’ Miron asked as Bralston looked up. ‘I am told you were one of the few members of the Venarium that assisted with transporting the wounded during the Night of Hounds.’
He nodded, slowly, loath to remember the event. A lesser man would have remembered images and sounds: fire, screams, felons running in the street, women begging for their lives, looting, carnage. Bralston, however, was a Librarian and had no choice but to remember the horror with precise chronology.
One hour after dawn: the Houndmistress, bane of the Jackals and champion of the citizenry, before there were statuettes of her in every place of business in Cier’Djaal, had been found in her bed with her throat cut, her adviser missing from his chambers and her child missing from hers.
Two hours: a man named Ran Anniq, small-time Jackal thug, had thrown the stone that struck the herald announcing her death.
Three hours: Bralston was strongly reconsidering his denial that hell, as men knew it, existed.
The Venarium had not been petitioned by the fashas of Cier’Djaal to aid until seven hours after dawn, when the wounded had become too great for the healers of the city to tend to. Bralston had not stepped away from the window of his study for all seven of the hours, save to file a request to visit a brothel, which was promptly denied. He had spared that building, still unblackened by the flames engulfing the city, only a glance as he and several other wizards filed onto a ship to use their magic to propel it toward Muraska and the healers there.
They arrived seventeen hours after dawn, exhausted. The priests of Talanas had offered succour to the wizards, in addition to the wounded they had brought over, and many had grudgingly accepted. Bralston declined with no thought to why he should; he simply could not sleep for fear that the brothel had been razed, its women defiled.
Twenty-two hours in, he had felt a hand on his shoulder. He had looked up into bright eyes, into a smile offering comfort. Hands flecked with dried blood had offered him a cup of tea. A woman in blue robes had placed her right hand around him and asked him what the matter was.
At twenty-three hours, he wept. At twenty-four, he slept. At forty-three, he watched her from his ship, taking her words with him. Two weeks later, he had returned to the brothel, still thanking her quietly.
Seven years later, he now thought of her again, of her god, of what she had done for him.
‘I know not much about the specifics of your mission,’ Miron continued. ‘Only that you seek a violator of laws, both wizardly and godly, and in this we coincide. I know what direction you head, and I know what direction I sent my employees … what direction I sent her.’
‘I … will do it,’ Bralston replied softly without looking up. ‘If I can find her … I will return her.’
‘I am sure you can find her … if someone else has not found her first.’ Miron cringed. ‘But I am not asking you to go without aid on my part. Your coat flew you here from Cier’Djaal, did it not? A journey that takes weeks by ship done in only a day and a half … its power must be exhausted.’
‘It will take some time to replenish itself, yes,’ Bralston replied.
‘Time, I fear, she does not have. A ship, however, is what I have.’ Miron pointed out the window of his room, toward the city’s harbour. ‘Seek a ship called the
‘Our intelligence suggests that the outlaw is based near the Reaches,’ Bralston said. ‘But beyond that, we know little.’
‘There may be someone who knows more,’ Miron suggested. ‘A man by the name of Rashodd. He was involved in certain … peculiarities before my employees brought him low. We entrusted him to the care of authorities at Port Yonder.’
‘I shall seek him out, then. Your assistance is duly noted and will be reflected in my report.’
‘I trust that you will,’ Miron replied, nodding sternly. ‘Godspeed, Librarian.’
Bralston rose swiftly and stiffly from his chair and cast a look over the table at the priest. He sniffed, then placed his hat upon his head, running fingers along its brim.
‘I don’t need gods.’
The door shut with a resilient slam, as though the Librarian sought to make his discontent known through the rattle of porcelain as the impact sent Miron’s teacup stirring on its saucer. The Lord Emissary let it settle, listening for the sound of the Librarian’s determined footsteps over the hiss of the brown liquid.
When all was quiet once more, he gently took his cup in hand and smiled at the door through a veil of steam.
‘Idiot.’
*
The harbour of Port Destiny was lax, only a few ships bobbing in blue waters that kissed blue sands, rendering city and sea indistinct from one another. Their cargoes had been unloaded, their crews vanished into the city for wine, dice and women. Most would return destitute and broken, ready to serve at sea for further wages. A