Bleeding Heart Square

more.’

‘Marcus in Parliament? I can’t quite imagine it.’

‘Fin says that now it’s only a matter of time before the Fascists acquire some seats. And if Marcus were to stand for Lydmouth, say, Fin could give him quite a lot of help.’

Lydia looked at her wristwatch. ‘I’d better go back to the office. You could drop me off at Holborn Circus.’

‘You’ll think about all this? You promise?’

‘I promise.’

‘Marcus is being very patient. But he’s a man, you know, and men have needs.’

‘So do women.’

‘Very true, dear. Though in my experience it’s rather different for us. Which is rather my point. To be perfectly frank I doubt many women are able to satisfy their needs in Bleeding Heart Square.’

9

You read this entry over and over again. Was this just a way of making money? Or did Serridge actually enjoy it as well? Did he always enjoy it?

Wednesday, 19 February 1930

A red-letter day! I am so excited I can hardly hold my pen. We went to Hampstead Heath this afternoon for a stroll up Parliament Hill and afterwards a cup of tea at the cafe at the bottom of Pond Street. Heaven knows, I was expecting nothing but a pleasant afternoon. But I have never been so surprised in my life — not just once, but twice!!

We walked up the hill, chatting of this and that. It was overcast with quite a chilly wind. I thought Major Serridge seemed rather distrait. At the top of the hill we paused to look down over the great smoky city below. Suddenly, as if by magic, the sun came out. He pointed out the Monument, the dome of St Paul’s, the river and even what he said were the North Downs far beyond, though I cannot be absolutely sure I saw them myself. Then he said, rather abruptly and apropos of nothing in particular, that he thought I was the sort of person who had a particular affinity with animals. I said I’d thought just the same about him. He went on in a very gruff voice that he hoped I wouldn’t mind but he had a little present for me.

He looked away from me, towards a man standing further down the hill so only his shoulders and his head were visible. The Major waved to him and the man gave a sort of salute and began to walk towards us. As he came nearer I saw that he was holding a lead, and at the end of the lead was the sweetest little dog in the world.

As soon as he saw me, the dog began to tug at the lead and bark. A moment later, it was sniffing my boots. Major Serridge took the lead from the man, who walked away from us at once. The dog was wagging its tail like anything. Its eyes sparkled with intelligence and mischief. Major Serridge asked me if I liked it. I said, of course I did. Who wouldn’t? I asked what its name was. He said that was up to me. I said I didn’t understand. And he said it was MY dog!

I said he mustn’t make fun of me, that he knew they don’t allow animals at the Rushmere Hotel, even a little darling like this one. He told me not to worry about that. He said he’d make sure the dog was looked after ‘until you’ve got a place of your own’.

He pressed the lead into my hands. I could not help bending down and stroking the dear little dog, who turned out to be a little boy. He wanted to lick me, the darling.

Suddenly the Major said, rather gruffly, that he had ‘a plan that would remove every obstacle’. I stood up and said I couldn’t understand what he meant. The doggy wound his lead round my legs.

To my astonishment, Major Serridge went down on one knee, there and then on the summit of Parliament Hill! I remember almost exactly what he said next, his words are burned indelibly on my memory. ‘My dear — I may call you Philippa, may I not? — I know there are many obstacles between us. You are so far above me in every way. Even if you will consent to it, I know we cannot at present be married in the eyes of man. But would you at least consider whether we might be married in the eyes of God?’

Of course you can’t know how reliable Philippa Penhow’s account is. Her rosy spectacles were so thick that she was the next best thing to blind. Perhaps she saw and heard what she wanted to see and hear, just like everyone else does.

The Lamb was less crowded than it had been the previous evening, perhaps because it was later. Apart from a knot of noisy undergraduates from University College in the corner, there was little conversation. Most people nursed their drinks and read the evening paper.

Sergeant Narton was late so Rory took his beer over to the table they had used before. He stared morosely into the heart of the fire. On the way from Bleeding Heart Square, he had telephoned Fenella from a call box to ask whether he might drop in later in the evening. She had pleaded tiredness and said she was going to bed early.

‘You can come tomorrow evening if you like,’ she had said, and it had seemed to him that she didn’t much care one way or the other.

He glanced up as the door to the street opened. Narton came in, his eyes sweeping the room. He went to the bar, where he ordered half a pint of mild-and-bitter. He brought it across to Rory’s table.

‘You look as if you’ve lost a pound and found a farthing,’ he observed.

Rory shrugged, not caring how Narton thought he looked.

‘Well?’ Narton stared at Rory over the rim of his glass. ‘Did you get anywhere?’

‘With the Vicar? Yes and no.’

‘What do you mean? Did he let you see the letter?’

‘Oh yes. I compared it with the sample I found in the chest of drawers. I’m no expert but it looks as if the same person could have written both.’

‘Any address on it?’

‘Grand Central Station.’

‘Fat lot of use,’ Narton said. ‘What about the envelope and the stamp?’

‘They looked perfectly genuine to me.’

‘These things can be forged.’

‘I’m sure they can,’ Rory said wearily. ‘But it’s not just me, is it? As the Vicar was at pains to tell me, the police found an expert to examine it and he couldn’t find anything amiss either.’

‘The point is the so-called expert didn’t necessarily want to,’ Narton said.

‘I’m not sure I follow you.’

The policeman scratched his wrist. ‘I don’t think our investigation into the disappearance of Miss Penhow was as thorough as it might have been. This is between ourselves, you understand. I’m not saying there was anything going on that shouldn’t have been, mind. All I’m saying is that some officers thought that looking for Miss Penhow was a waste of time and money. No body, you see. Nothing suspicious at all, not really, apart from the fact that she suddenly wasn’t there. But that’s not a crime. It’s true that she sold a lot of shares in the month or so before she went. Some of it must have gone to buy the farm for Serridge. But not all of it. And realizing capital makes sense if you’re planning to start a new life.’

‘Then why are you so convinced that something has happened to her?’

Narton planted his elbows on the table and leant towards Rory. ‘Partly because there’s evidence that suggests she had no intention of going away from Morthams Farm. It came to light after the investigation was finished. That’s the reason we reopened the case.’

‘What evidence?’