moustache.
Freeze.
Enlargement.
The film moving again. Lourens is speaking to the person next to him, a short man, balding, a mole on his cheek. The man shakes his head, gestures, palms upward.
Freeze. Enlargement.
The film moving again. The soldier is turning towards the camera when the picture goes dark.
When the film resumes, the tall soldier is standing at the bodies lying around the water trough. He moves a man’s head with his boot.
The man moves his arm, his fingers move. The soldier shoots him in the head from a few inches, gestures with his left hand, a summoning gesture.
The soldier takes off his dark glasses, wipes his eyes with the knuckle of his index finger. His face is seen clearly.
Freeze.
Enlargement.
A still photograph of five smiling young soldiers in dress uniform. One head is circled.
A montage, the soldier in the film side by side with the smiling West Point graduate.
The Angolan film running again, Denoon and the soldiers going around shooting people where they lie, shooting them in the head- men, women, children, a baby.
The program went on, putting together the pieces. Kaskis, Diab, Bruynzeel, Kael, Serrano, Shawn, all had their moments.
‘No mention of O’Malley,’ said Baader. ‘Why I am I not surprised?’
In the last minutes of the television special, they watched Caroline Wishart, tall and elegant in chinos and a leather jacket. Ringing a bell in a white wall beside a wooden gate. No one comes but the camera peers over the wall and, for a moment, captures a picture of a tall, grey-haired man with a moustache standing by a swimming pool and shouting something, angry.
Then Caroline:
‘I take it that’s the Jurgen Kleeberg once a guest at the Hotel Baur au Lac, Zurich,’ said Inskip.
‘That is the Jurgen,’ said Anselm.
The program finished. The credits described Caroline Wishart as the chief investigative reporter of her newspaper.
‘Well, you’ll probably live,’ said Baader. ‘For a while.’
He left the room.
‘Sound of polite cough,’ said Inskip. ‘What did that mean?’
‘He thinks I may see Christmas,’ said Anselm.
‘I wasn’t told this job was life-threatening.’
‘Only for the living,’ said Carla. ‘You have nothing to fear.’
87
…BIRMINGHAM…
He was dreaming about walking down a mountain path. There was someone ahead of him, talking to him in Greek, a boy, his cousin Dimi. And then Dimi started speaking in Afrikaans. He stopped and turned, and it wasn’t Dimi. It was his father, the lined brown adult face on a boy’s body. The sight frightened Niemand, brought him awake. He opened his eyes, blinked, his vision blurred.
For a moment, he was without memory. Then he saw the tubes in his arms and chest, tubes taped down, realised. Joy at being alive flooded him until he thought of Jess. He had sent her away, hoping that they were not watching the farmhouse, not waiting beside the lane. But even if she had got away from the farm, they would have found her. They could find anyone.
He closed his eyes and tears welled behind the lids, broke through the lashes, ran down his face, down his neck.
‘You’re crying,’ said the voice, the lilting voice. He could not believe he was hearing it. He opened his wet eyes and she was there, leaning over him, inches from him, and then she was kissing his eyes, kissing his tears, he felt her lips and he hoped he was not dreaming. Life could not be that cruel.
‘Crete,’ said Jess. ‘I’m going to take you to Crete. Get you well.’
‘Yes,’ said Niemand. ‘I love you. You can take me to Crete.’