The Mongoliad: Book Three

stomping around in the hallways. “I abetted fugitives. But you had nothing to do with it. You should be allowed to go back to Frederick.”

“I’m not going anywhere until I learn what has happened to the Binders of Rome,” Lena said. “That requires me to spend some time with Senator Orsini.”

“You aren’t safe with him,” Ocyrhoe pointed out with a note of alarm.

Lena smiled at her. “Our sisters have gone missing. The Senator knows what has happened to them. How could I not try to learn the truth?”

Ocyrhoe shuddered. “I do not want to be alone with him.”

“You’re a child; you’re not even fully trained,” Lena said. “That you survived the Senator’s efforts to this point is almost miraculous. Fear is natural, Ocyrhoe; it is guilt which you must not succumb to.”

“I could have done more,” Ocyrhoe mumbled, embarrassed that Lena had so clearly seen the source of her fear.

“In any crisis, survivors will always berate themselves that they could have done more,” Lena said, almost to herself. She blinked and then her sharp focus returned to Ocyrhoe. “I should get you out of Rome,” she said, almost as if to herself.

“Where would I go?” Ocyrhoe demanded, alarmed. “The farthest I’ve ever gone outside the city walls was the Emperor’s camp two days ago! I’d rather stay here with you and face Orsini.”

“Do not take offense at this, child, but you would only be a hindrance to me,” Lena said. “If you want to be of assistance to me, put yourself as far away from here as possible,” she said with a firm but reassuring tone.

“Why?” Ocyrhoe asked.

“As long as you stay here, you can be used against me,” Lena said. “In much the same way that I can be used to bind you. Do you not see how Orsini has kept you here? You fear you cannot leave because of your missing sisters, but what have you done to rescue them? Can you do anything? How does this inaction serve them, or you, or me?”

“But I’m their prisoner here, I can’t just leave,” Ocyrhoe said. “And I have nowhere to go outside the city, I have no experience in the wilderness, I don’t know how to get food, I’ll have nowhere to sleep…” A terrifying vulnerability brought her to the brink of panic and made it hard for her to think straight enough even to form words. “What do I do? How can I survive, let alone as a Binder? Is there someone you can send me to? Is there someplace I should go to? Will Frederick take me back with him to some other city where they still have Binders who can teach me? What about-”

“Calm yourself!” Lena said, raising her voice.

Ocyrhoe pressed her lips shut and looked up at her with frightened eyes.

“Thank you.” The elder Binder crossed the room with the energy of a captive tiger running out of patience with its captors. “I cannot answer any of those questions. You may certainly go back to Frederick’s camp, since it is easy to find, but I would not suggest you stay there long.”

“Can’t you come back with me?” Ocyrhoe nearly begged. “Isn’t he expecting you? Aren’t you bound to serve him?”

“Not constantly,” Lena retorted. “I am not his Binder, I am a Binder who works with him. I have, in fact, worked with the Church too. The previous Pope, Gregory IX, found me useful from time to time. If I do not return to Frederick’s camp by the time they return to Germany, he will simply leave without me. He knows I will wend my way back toward his court as opportunity arises.”

“Well then…” Ocyrhoe was trying very hard not to sound like a frightened child, but that was difficult as she felt, at that moment, exactly like a frightened child. “Could you not go back to the camp with me, just long enough to ask him to take me with him, and then you could come back here to face off with the Bear?”

Lena looked at her. Just looked. Said nothing. Did not send her any mental images or feelings. Ocyrhoe met the gaze, hoping at first that something promising would come of it. Nothing did. Ocyrhoe was left with her own fear and longing, and she understood what Lena was telling her: “It is up to me alone to find my place in the world now,” she said, very much hating this truth.

Lena’s expression softened. “You have been learning how to do that for awhile now, and you have done very well.”

“I have had my city to protect me. Outside those walls I will be as exposed as a black fly on a white wall.”

Lena gave her a sympathetic smile. “Have greater faith in your ability.”

“It is a moot point anyhow, since I have no means of leaving,” Ocyrhoe pointed out. Suddenly, captivity seemed comforting.

“You will find, in your life as a Binder,” Lena assured her, “that what you need will be offered to you, in unexpected ways and times. I do not know how you will come to leave the city, but I am confident you will. And soon.”

Orsini had gone back to his palace in disgust. He had made it very clear what he thought of Fieschi’s comportment during the recent events. It had taken every atom of restraint Fieschi had to remain composed throughout the diatribe.

The entire Vatican compound was in hysterics over the absence of the unanointed Pope. Liberated from the Bear’s oppressive blustering, Fieschi now found himself saddled with the equally irritating presence of his fellow Cardinals. They had collected together in the round chapel where the vote had first been cast. After agreeing upon this as a meeting place, they seemed unable to agree on anything else at all.

“I’m relieved for the fellow Bendrito,” Annibaldi said.

“I would do the same thing in his position,” Capocci said in agreement. “We gave him a dreadful job, and he did not want it. He has abandoned the throne of Saint Peter.”

Fieschi regarded Capocci warily, trying to ascertain the bearded Cardinal’s mind-set. His allegiances can be as tangled as his beard, he thought.

“Perhaps, the word you mean to use is abdicated,” Colonna provided.

Capocci shrugged, idly chewing on a strand of his beard, as if he couldn’t be bothered with the minutia of language.

“Regardless,” Bonaventura added, sensing an opportunity, “we should thank him for having made such a difficult decision so quickly and with such firmness of purpose.”

“We are without a Pope once again?” de Segni asked, sounding weary.

“Must we go through another round of voting?” Gil Torres nearly wailed.

“I am here,” Monferrato offered, eyes wide as always. “I was sent to break the tie.”

“We cannot vote for another Pope while we currently have a living one,” Fieschi argued, with less vehemence than he was feeling. While he had doubts about his ability to control Father Rodrigo-even if they could find the fellow-Fieschi was also doubtful he could control the outcome of a new vote. At best, Father Rodrigo was still his best chance of keeping the Church on the right path. The confusion of the election, the fire in the Septizodium, what he had done for God in those subterranean halls: all of these things were feeding a growing insecurity, a bleakness born of all these doubts. A bleakness he could not afford to let control him.

“We don’t know that he is living,” Colonna said. “There is no way to prove that.”

“We also don’t know that he is dead,” Fieschi retorted. “Nor is there any way to prove that.”

Capocci’s eyes shifted back and forth a moment, and Fieschi found himself dreading what crazy idea was about to sprout from that man’s head. “Yes there is!” Capocci suddenly shouted. The various muttered arguments and conversations in the room hushed, and his ten fellows turned to him.

“Listen to me,” he said. “We can engineer a solution. That there is a new Pope is known by all of Rome-we have burned the straw, they have seen the white smoke, and news travels fast. Every baron in Christendom has some spy or messenger in the city, waiting to hear the news so that they may return home. We cannot pretend we do not have a Pope. However, nobody has any idea what he looks like. Nobody outside the Vatican compound even knows his name. Now, couple that with the following observation: if we disregard Father Rodrigo’s existence, and take another vote right now, we’ll have a stalemate, even with our eminent new brother joining us”-and here he gestured toward Monferrato-“we would have a stalemate now, and a week from now, and probably a month from now. And during that day or week or month, the whole world thinks we have a Pope, and