He walked into the room made of space, with a white sheen on the walls for the visual comfort of those inside. He closed the door behind him.
She looked at him. Perhaps she started to recognise him. She wavered with uncertainty.
He sat down opposite her.
She reacted as his gaze took her in, aware that he wasn’t looking at her like a stranger should look at a lady. Perhaps that was tipping her towards recognition. Not that that would necessarily be a sign of anything.
The body was definitely that of Lustre Saint Clair: bobbed hair; full mouth; the affectation of spectacles; those warm, hurt eyes.
But she couldn’t be more than eighteen. The notes in his eyes confirmed it, beyond all cosmetic possibility.
This was the Lustre Saint Clair he’d known. The Lustre Saint Clair from
“Is it you?” she said. In Enochian. In Lustre’s voice.
He had been fourteen, having left Cork for the first time, indentured in the 4th Dragoons because of his father’s debt, proud to finally be able to pay it through his service. He’d had the corners knocked off him and had yet to gain new ones at Keble. Billeted in Warminster, he had been every inch the Gentleman Cadet, forced to find a common society with the other ranks, who tended to laugh at the aristocracy of his Irish accent. They were always asking how many Tories he’d killed, and he’d never found an answer. Years later, he’d come to think he should have told the truth and said two and seen if that would shock them. He’d been acutely conscious of his virginity.
Lustre had been one of the young ladies it was acceptable for him to be seen with in town. Her being older than he was had appealed to Hamilton very much. Especially since she was reticent, shy, unable to overawe him. That had allowed him to be bold. Too bold, on occasion. They were always seeing and then not seeing each other. She was on his arm at dances, with no need of a card on three occasions, and then supposedly with some other cadet. But Hamilton had always annoyed Lustre by not taking those other suitors seriously, and she had always come back to him. The whole idiocy had taken less than three months, his internal calendar now said, incredibly. But it was years written in stone.
He had never been sure if she was even slightly fond of him until the moment she had initiated him into the mysteries. And they had even fought that night. But they had at least been together after that, for a while, awkward and fearful as that had been.
Lustre was a secretary for Lord Surtees, but she had told Hamilton, during that night of greater intimacy, that this was basically a lie, that she was also a courier, that in her head was the seed for a diplomatic language, that sometimes she would be asked to speak the words that made it grow into her, and then she would know no other language, and be foreign to all countries apart from the dozen people in court and government with whom she could converse. In the event of capture, she would say other words, or her package would force them on her, and she would be left with a language, in thought and memory as well as in speech, spoken by no other, which any other would be unable to learn, and she would be like that unto death, which, cut off from the sum of mankind that made the balance as she would be, would presumably and hopefully soon follow.
She’d said this to him like she was making an observation about the weather. Not with the detachment that Hamilton had come to admire in his soldiers, but with a fatalism that made him feel sick that night and afraid. He hadn’t known whether to believe her. It had been her seeming certainty of how she would end, that night, that had made him react, raise his voice, drag them back into one of their endless grindings of not yet shaped person on person. But in the weeks that followed, he had come to half appreciate those confidences, shrugging aside the terrible burden she put on him, and her weakness in doing so, if it all was true, because of the wonder of her.
He had done many more foolish and terrible things while he was a Cadet. Every now and then he supposed he should have regrets. But what was the point? And yet here was the one thing he hadn’t done. He hadn’t left that little room above the inn and gone straight back to barracks and asked for an interview with Lieutenant Rashid and told him that this supposed lady had felt able to share the secret of her status. He hadn’t done it in all the weeks after.
The one thing he hadn’t done, and, like some Greek fate or the recoil from a prayer too few, here it was back for him.
Six months later, Lustre Saint Clair, after she’d followed His Lordship back to London and stopped returning Hamilton’s letters, had vanished.
He’d only heard of it because he’d recognised a friend of hers at some ball, had distracted the lady on his arm and gone to pay his respects, and had heard of tears and horrors and none of the girls in Surtees’ employ knowing what had become of her.
He’d hidden his reaction then. And ever after. He’d made what inquiries he could. Almost none. He’d found the journals for that day on his plate, and located something about a diplomatic incident between the Court of Saint James’s and the Danes, both blaming the other for a “misunderstanding” that the writer of the piece was duty bound not to go into in any more detail, but was surely the fault of typical Dansk whimsy. Reading between the lines, it was clear that something had been lost, possibly a diplomatic bag. Presumably that bag had contained or been Lustre. And then his regiment had suddenly mustered and he’d been dragged away from it all.
For months, years, it had made him feel sick, starting with a great and sudden fear there at his desk. It had stayed his burden and only gradually declined. But nothing had come of it. As he had risen in the ranks, and started to do out of uniform work, he had quieted his conscience by assuring himself that he had had no concrete detail to impart to his superiors. She had been loose-lipped and awkward with the world. This is not evidence, these are feelings.
That had been the whole of it until that morning. When he had heard her name again, out of Turpin’s mouth, when Hamilton had been standing in his office off Horseguards Parade.
That name, and her seeming return after fifteen years of being assumed dead.
Hamilton had concealed the enormity of his reaction. He was good at that now. His Irish blood was kept in an English jar.
At last he had heard the details he had carefully never asked about since he’d started doing out of uniform work. All those years ago, Lustre had been sent to Copenhagen on a routine information exchange, intelligence deemed too sensitive to be trusted to the embroidery or anything else that was subject to the whims of man and God. Turpin hadn’t told him what the information was, only that it had been marked For Their Majesties, meaning that only the crowned heads of specific great powers and their chosen advisors could hear it. Lustre had been set down in one of the parks, met by members of the Politiets Efterretningstjeneste, and walked to Amalienborg Palace. Presumably. Because she and they never got there. They had simply not arrived, and after an hour of Dansk
The great powers had panicked, Turpin had said. They’d expected the balance to collapse, for war to follow shortly. Armies across the continent and solar system had been dispatched to ports and carriage posts. Hamilton remembered that sudden muster, that his regiment had been sent to kick the mud off their boots in Portsmouth. Which soon had turned into just another exercise. Turpin’s predecessor had lost his job as a result of the affair, and shortly after that his life, in a hunting accident which was more of the former than the latter.
Hamilton had known better, this morning, than to say that whatever was in Lustre’s head must have extraordinary value, for it to mean the end of the sacred trust of all those in public life, the end of everything. The thought of it had made him feel sick again, tugging on a thread that connected the import of what she’d carried to her willingness to talk.
“Is this matter,” he’d asked, “still as sensitive?”
Turpin had nodded. “That’s why I’m sending you. And why you’re going to be briefed with Enochian. We presume that’ll be all she’s able to speak, or that’s what we hope, and you’re going to need to hear what she has to say and act on it there and then. The alternative would be to send a force to get her out of there, and, as of this hour, we’re not quite ready to invade Denmark.”
His tone had suggested no irony. It was said mad old King Frederik was amused by the idea of his state bringing trouble to the great powers. That he has aspirations to acquisitions in the Solar System beyond the few
