“Yes.”
“That’s a long drive, over to Main Street. They say the murderer always returns to the scene of the crime.”
“I drove to New York.”
She swiveled on the bench, brush poised at the downstroke. “You what?”
“I said I drove to New York.”
“What on earth for?”
I threw the covers off and headed for the bathroom. “To buy Kate some proper chili.”
When I got downstairs, my breakfast was cooked and in the warmer. There was a note saying Beth had gone to Mrs. Brucie’s to pick up some quilts. When I opened the refrigerator door to get the cream for my coffee, I found another note pinned to one of the paper cartons from Pepe’s Chili Palor. It read:
(and watch for the man with the sofa)
The recovered sofa was returned about midmorning, and was ready for Kate when I carried her downstairs at noon. I laid her on it, with pillows and a blanket, then pulled the rocker up and sat beside her.
“Want the T.V. on?” I asked.
“In a bit. Not just now. Doesn’t that bird know winter’s coming?”
“He waited till you got better.”
She nodded an absent affirmative to my remark, scrunching up her nose like a rabbit. Then she sniffed, and turned to me wide-eyed. “That smells like
I went into the kitchen, dished up a bowl, and brought it back on a tray with a glass of milk. “Pepe sends love.”
“Oh, Daddy-” I settled the tray on the table and held the bowl and spoon.
“I can do it.”
“You just lie there and let me spoon-feed you. You’ve been a sick girl.”
“How many’d you get?”
“Two. We can freeze what you don’t eat and you can have it another time. But not for-”
“Breakfast. I know.” She swallowed the spoonful I held for her and waited for the next. “Did you and Mom make up?” she asked, blowing.
“You heard us, huh?”
“Mm. It sounded as if you were doing toasts, like in
“I think it was more war than peace.”
She let the subject drop then, and ate in silence, blowing on each spoonful as I held it for her. “Want some milk?”
“Mm.”
I handed her the glass, she took a few sips, then lay back against the pillows while I used the napkin on her mouth.
“Anything else?”
“Could you open the window? It’s sort of stuffy.”
I raised the window behind the sofa. From the other side of the hedge came the Invisible Voice. We listened together, trying to determine what it was today. Neither of us recognized the work. I lowered the window slightly and turned on the television, handing Kate the remote control so she could choose her channel; then I carried the tray to the kitchen. When I came back, Kate was watching June Allyson struggle valiantly with a bull fiddle on the television screen.
I made sure she had what she needed, then went back to the studio to continue preparing a gesso board for my new painting. While it dried, I straightened up my paint taboret, sharpened my pencils, threw out a bunch of old sketches, and packed my drawing kit. From Robert’s open window, the Invisible Voice continued reading, though I still had not yet caught enough of it to identify the work. When I came out the studio door, I found the buggy in the drive, the tethered mare contentedly chewing the grass along the hedge. The kitchen door popped open and the Widow appeared on the back stoop, fists on her hips, glowering.
“Chili!” The way she spat the word I decided it had a bad taste for her.
“Chili?” I replied mildly.
“Don’t you go giving that child none o’ that foreign muck. You want to upset her stomach? You feed her, you feed her what I leave to feed her, hear?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
She gave me another look, then retired. Passing the hedge, I heard the Invisible Voice:
I called over to Robert. “You’ve got me, Robert. What’s the book?”
“Try
“Never heard of it.”
“Dickens.”
By spring, I decided, Robert would have read his way through the entire works. I climbed on my bicycle, and pedaled out into the lane.
I stopped at the post office to mail the letter I had written to the gallery in New York. As I dropped it into the box outside, I could see the postmistress behind the counter, weighing a package. Her head was down, her face obscured by her hair. Suddenly she looked up, as if she knew I was watching. She stared back at me, her face a mask, then she picked up a rubber stamp and stamped the top of the package. I walked back to the bicycle.
Coming along the roadway in front of the church on the far side of the Common was the pink Oldsmobile. I got back on my bike and rode south along Main Street; I could hear the car behind gaining on me. When I got to the intersection of Main and the River Road, I made a sharp left, and the pink car went roaring past. Glancing back, I saw Old Man Soakes behind the wheel, while two other faces peered at me through the back window. I heard their hoots and jeers as the car disappeared beyond the end of a cornfield, and a plume of blue exhaust dissolved in the air.
Ten minutes later, I was seated on a box at the corner of the small plot where Jack Stump’s bait shack stood. I spent an hour sketching the structure, then, dissatisfied with the results, concentrated on some of the details. There was a particular window I liked, with a piece of tattered shade, and a mud-dauber’s nest in the corner by a broken pane of glass. I contented myself with this small particular for the better part of the afternoon, until the sun caught the broken pane, reflecting in my eye so that it became difficult to work. I made one or two brief erasures on my page, then reversed the sketch against the light to check for errors. Turning it again, I held it up and compared it with the original. Suddenly something odd about the sketch caught my eye. Or, rather, something odd about the window itself. In the drawing, as I had completed it, the window shade hung down only four or five inches, but now, in the shack, the shade was drawn to the sill.
Sliding the pad into the case, I zipped it up and approached the door and listened. From the other side I could hear a faint scraping sound. I knocked.
“Jack? You in there?”
There was no reply. I backed away, studying the house-front. Inside I heard a slight cough, and another shuffling noise. I tried the door. It was locked.
“Hey, Jack, it’s me, Ned Constantine.” I waited for a few moments, then walked around to the back where a small door was cut into the crude siding of the shack. I turned the broken porcelain handle and stepped in.
It was a small, dark room, with little more than a dripping faucet over a sink and a disreputable two-burner stove marking it as a kitchen. A kerosene lantern sat on a rickety table; beside it was a sack of groceries. On the window sill was a shaving mug and an ivory-handled razor which I thought I had seen before. I went around the table and pushed open a door, beyond which was a small hallway. I crossed the hall and opened the other door.
With the shade drawn I could discern only vague shapes — a table, some chairs, a bed with rumpled covers against the wall. Making my way to the window, I raised the shade; it flew up on the roller with a clatter. I heard a