Scortius’ eyes wobbled uncertainly. He opened his mouth to speak, but Catilina spat out her angry words at him.
“A stroke of genius, really” she barked, slapping her hands on the table. “To soak his medicines in ironroot. I presume that actual compounds were placebos with no real medicinal value? The irony being that he was actually completely healthy and would easily have recovered from his wound had you not administered your care. Every time he took his medication, it would kill him a little more.”
She waved a hand angrily.
“From what I understand, the amount he’s been ingesting in his medicines would just make him gradually sicker and sicker until he’d consumed enough to seal his fate.”
She stopped as a thought struck her.
“Good grief. You must even have carefully prepared the rest of the compounds. They had to keep him feeling ill enough to take them again, but well enough to feel that he was getting some effect from them? What kind of a mind must you have, doctor?”
She shook her head in disbelief.
“Oh, you must have laughed until you were sick over that one. To take away the pain that you were causing him, he effectively killed himself using your remedies for that same pain.”
“Shut up!”
Catilina started, surprised by the violent outburst. Throwing his goblet aside angrily, Scortius slammed his hands flat down on the table and half-raised himself from his seat to face her.
“You have no idea, girl. You have no idea. What I did was hard beyond imagining.”
“Ha!” she laughed back her retort. “I’m sure it was. All that planning…”
“It was hard!” he bellowed.
The doctor collapsed back into his seat again.
“It was hard on me. The worst thing I’ve ever had to do…”
Catilina sighed.
“Forget any pretence, Scortius, or any attempt to obfuscate the reality of it. I know all about ironroot now. Mercurias is not only one of the best doctors in the Empire, but he’s a very good friend of my family. It was he who confirmed the presence of the poison on the medicine wrappers I retrieved from Varro’s bag. So you can be sure that he knows about it too. It’s over.”
Scortius’ expression sagged, a look of hopeless despair filling him now.
“Still,” Catilina said crisply, “since you were under no suspicion until I dug around, I’m pleased to find you so unhappy. Could it be that killing your ‘good friend’ just wasn’t as easy as you’d hoped?”
Scortius grasped his forehead with his hand as though his head pounded.
“Easy?”
Scortius stared at her.
“I never expected it to be easy, Catilina. At best, I’ll find release when I go to the Gods, but some things must be done, no matter how much it hurts. If it gives you any satisfaction, what I have done causes me great personal pain. I loved Varro like a brother. We had been through more than most siblings ever do before you’d ever even met him. No, this was far from easy.”
Catilina stopped for a moment. The deep emotion behind the man’s words spoke of a deep and painful story. She frowned and scrutinised the man before her for a moment before hardening herself again. She’d almost fallen into sympathy and she was damned if she was going to let that happen.
“Then tell me why, doctor.”
She growled. “You claim to have loved him so much, so tell me why you killed him!”
She leaned back once more and folded her arms.
Scortius sighed.
“You should count your blessings, really, Catilina.”
She laughed a hollow laugh.
“Yes, I feel truly blessed!”
“If I were a cruel man, it would be you lying in the priests’ tent now, waiting to be burned, and not Varro. He’d be here with me, bemoaning your fate and crying on my shoulder.”
“What?” Catilina stared at him.
“I am not as cruel as Varro, though.”
As Catilina continued to blink at him in astonishment at the casual tone in which the doctor delivered such brutal words, he relaxed and leaned back in his chair again.
“I dealt justice on Varro rather than revenge. The great playwrights tell tales of vengeance where deal and pain is traded, like for like. If I had revenged myself on Varro, I would have taken you from him, you see.”
He sighed.
“But no… I merely executed him for his actions. I could have been much more vicious.”
Once more the doctor slumped, the strength leaving him to be replaced once again with grief and pain.
”Varro took from me the thing I loved more than anything else in the world; the thing I loved more than life itself. You see? If I were a vengeful man, I would have deprived him of you.”
Catilina blinked.
“Varro took my son.” Scortius mumbled, fresh tears streaking down his cheeks as he shuddered with sobs.
“My son!” he wailed.
Catilina shook her head, trying to make sense of all of this.
“Varro killed your son?” she demanded incredulously. “Never! He was a good man; a good soldier. Honourable and loving.”
Scortius nodded, wiping away his tears again.
“ My son… Terentius. A detachment of the cohort were on campaign in the mountains during that year when there was drought and a food shortage. Things became desperate. Even at the fort where we had the granaries men’s bellies grumbled and moaned. But up there at Fallowford, there was no hope. Only the meagrest of iron rations.”
He sighed. “Terentius and two of his companions snapped in desperation and stole food from the stores, but they were caught. Varro was their commander, you see. Terentius took all the responsibility for their actions. Brave and foolish.”
He broke down again for a moment, sobbing and shaking.
“Terentius…”
Catilina cleared her throat.
“I’ve heard the story. The theft; the punishment. It’s a story that’s still used to illustrate the need for discipline. And that was your son? The ringleader?”
Scortius nodded again sadly.
“The boy was executed for insurrection” she said plainly, standing and gesturing at him.
“It’s harsh, Scortius, but that’s regulations. You know how a commander has to deal with insurrection and theft!”
She waved her hand expansively. “Would you have expected Varro to go easy on him just because he was your son? What message would that send to other potential rebels? If he’d not carried out that punishment, his own superiors would have broken him in the ranks.”
“But the other two lived!” Scortius bellowed.
“Not Terentius though. Oh, no… he had to suffer. Not a quick, honourable death either, but beaten to death by his friends. Beaten to death!”
Catilina sighed.
“Varro did what he had to do. What he should have done. It’s Terentius that was at fault, you idiot. It is a sad story, Scortius, but not something that justifies premeditated murder!”
Scortius growled.
“How would you know?”
She sighed and stood slowly.
“Truly.”
