One evening Evelina came in flushed and agitated from her stroll around the Square. Ann Eliza saw at once that something had happened; but the new habit of reticence checked her question.
She had not long to wait. “Oh, Ann Eliza, on’y to think what he says—” (the pronoun stood exclusively for Mr. Ramy). “I declare I’m so upset I thought the people in the Square would notice me. Don’t I look queer? He wants to get married right off—this very next week.”
“Next week?”
“Yes. So’s we can move out to St. Louis right away.”
“Him and you—move out to St. Louis?”
“Well, I don’t know as it would be natural for him to want to go out there without me,” Evelina simpered. “But it’s all so sudden I don’t know what to think. He only got the letter this morning. DO I look queer, Ann Eliza?” Her eye was roving for the mirror.
“No, you don’t,” said Ann Eliza almost harshly.
“Well, it’s a mercy,” Evelina pursued with a tinge of disappointment. “It’s a regular miracle I didn’t faint right out there in the Square. Herman’s so thoughtless—he just put the letter into my hand without a word. It’s from a big firm out there—the Tiff’ny of St. Louis, he says it is—offering him a place in their clock-department. Seems they heart of him through a German friend of his that’s settled out there. It’s a splendid opening, and if he gives satisfaction they’ll raise him at the end of the year.”
She paused, flushed with the importance of the situation, which seemed to lift her once for all above the dull level of her former life.
“Then you’ll have to go?” came at last from Ann Eliza.
Evelina stared. “You wouldn’t have me interfere with his prospects, would you?”
“No—no. I on’y meant—has it got to be so soon?”
“Right away, I tell you—next week. Ain’t it awful?” blushed the bride.
Well, this was what happened to mothers. They bore it, Ann Eliza mused; so why not she? Ah, but they had their own chance first; she had had no chance at all. And now this life which she had made her own was going from her forever; had gone, already, in the inner and deeper sense, and was soon to vanish in even its outward nearness, its surface-communion of voice and eye. At that moment even the thought of Evelina’s happiness refused her its consolatory ray; or its light, if she saw it, was too remote to warm her. The thirst for a personal and inalienable tie, for pangs and problems of her own, was parching Ann Eliza’s soul: it seemed to her that she could never again gather strength to look her loneliness in the face.
The trivial obligations of the moment came to her aid. Nursed in idleness her grief would have mastered her; but the needs of the shop and the back room, and the preparations for Evelina’s marriage, kept the tyrant under.
Miss Mellins, true to her anticipations, had been called on to aid in the making of the wedding dress, and she and Ann Eliza were bending one evening over the breadths of pearl-grey cashmere which in spite of the dress- maker’s prophetic vision of gored satin, had been judged most suitable, when Evelina came into the room alone.
Ann Eliza had already had occasion to notice that it was a bad sign when Mr. Ramy left his affianced at the door. It generally meant that Evelina had something disturbing to communicate, and Ann Eliza’s first glance told her that this time the news was grave.
Miss Mellins, who sat with her back to the door and her head bent over her sewing, started as Evelina came around to the opposite side of the table.
“Mercy, Miss Evelina! I declare I thought you was a ghost, the way you crep’ in. I had a customer once up in Forty-ninth Street—a lovely young woman with a thirty-six bust and a waist you could ha’ put into her wedding ring—and her husband, he crep’ up behind her that way jest for a joke, and frightened her into a fit, and when she come to she was a raving maniac, and had to be taken to Bloomingdale with two doctors and a nurse to hold her in the carriage, and a lovely baby on’y six weeks old—and there she is to this day, poor creature.”
“I didn’t mean to startle you,” said Evelina.
She sat down on the nearest chair, and as the lamp-light fell on her face Ann Eliza saw that she had been crying.
“You do look dead-beat,” Miss Mellins resumed, after a pause of soul-probing scrutiny. “I guess Mr. Ramy lugs you round that Square too often. You’ll walk your legs off if you ain’t careful. Men don’t never consider—they’re all alike. Why, I had a cousin once that was engaged to a book-agent—”
“Maybe we’d better put away the work for to-night, Miss Mellins,” Ann Eliza interposed. “I guess what Evelina wants is a good night’s rest.”
“That’s so,” assented the dress-maker. “Have you got the back breadths run together, Miss Bunner? Here’s the sleeves. I’ll pin ‘em together.” She drew a cluster of pins from her mouth, in which she seemed to secrete them as squirrels stow away nuts. “There,” she said, rolling up her work, “you go right away to bed, Miss Evelina, and we’ll set up a little later to-morrow night. I guess you’re a mite nervous, ain’t you? I know when my turn comes I’ll be scared to death.”
With this arch forecast she withdrew, and Ann Eliza, returning to the back room, found Evelina still listlessly seated by the table. True to her new policy of silence, the elder sister set about folding up the bridal dress; but suddenly Evelina said in a harsh unnatural voice: “There ain’t any use in going on with that.”
The folds slipped from Ann Eliza’s hands.
“Evelina Bunner—what you mean?”
“Jest what I say. It’s put off.”
“Put off—what’s put off?”
“Our getting married. He can’t take me to St. Louis. He ain’t got money enough.” She brought the words out in the monotonous tone of a child reciting a lesson.
