his head, he set aside the tinderbox, stood, and turned to the girl.
'So,' he said softly, 'you have come to me after all.'
He stepped closer and leaned down, lifting her in an easy, graceful motion. She dangled over his arms, limp and lifeless. The moonlight on her skin shone pale silver, giving the illusion he held a wraith, or a body formed of clouds. He carried her to the blanket he'd laid out before the fire and lowered her onto it gently. He brushed back her hair and studied her face.
His expression was curious – almost amused.
'Such a pretty thing,' he said. 'Beneath the scars and the dirt.'
He returned to the rear of his wagon and came back with a second blanket. This one he laid across her naked, ruined flesh, ignoring the dirt and the blood. Her body had not yet begun to stiffen with rigor, and her lips were opened gently. In that second, she almost looked peaceful.
'It seems a shame,' he whispered, kneeling at her side, 'to wake you to this world when you are so close to that other, but there is work to be done.'
He leaned down, placed his palm on her cheek gently, and kissed her. He breathed and mist curled from the points where their lips touched. A long, rattling shudder shivered through her thin frame and her back arched off the blanket. She drew in his breath in a gasp that echoed across the desert and through the hills. The crows, still roosting nearby, burst into flight, curving back toward the gulch, and The Deacon, toward the town and those near to death.
As he glanced up and watched them go, he held Mariah's shivering, shaking body in his arms.
'Go,' he said. 'There is nothing for you here.'
As if they heard him, the crows banked toward Rookwood and disappeared into the dying night.
Chapter Twelve
She woke to a pink haze. Her head throbbed, and every muscle, bone, and inch of her skin burned, itched, and ached. Her throat was raw and parched. Those first movements refused to come, and for a long moment she was certain she was paralyzed. Something crackled nearby. Her thoughts cleared and she realized it was a fire.
As sensation and feeling crept back, the pain flared. Her arms and legs tingled from lying in the same position far too long. Every breath tore like sand through her throat. She tried to speak. She was only after a single word, but it was far out of reach. She gasped, trying to force a sound through her lips. She spat dry air.
Someone moved.
She heard a voice, but the sound echoed and warped – she couldn't concentrate on the words – if they were words. Was this delirium? Was it the fever of death? A hand slid smoothly under the back of her head and lifted her slightly, and the rim of a tin cup pressed to her lips. A trickle of water dribbled into her mouth and down her throat. She tried to savour it but she couldn’t. She couldn’t swallow and instead started to choke. The cup was pulled away. She hacked up a lungful of something thick and syrupy and the stranger wiped her lips almost tenderly. The act of coughing the water from her windpipe brought back another breath of vitality. When he returned the cup to her lips she was able to swallow properly. Even so, she was only allowed a few short gulps.
'Not too fast,' the voice said. This time the words were clear, though it still sounded as they were being voiced under water – or perhaps it was her who was trapped at the bottom of a deep well, an infernal pit where it was so hot it leeched the moisture from skin and bone. Mariah closed her eyes. 'It would be a shame if you drowned in the desert; after all you've been through.'
Memory sliced through her like a railroad spike to the heart.
'My baby,' she croaked. She struggled to press the air from her lungs and scream.
Her body gained strength from the flood of images, and she arched up off the blanket. She nearly slid from the grasp of whoever held her, but she barely noticed. Mariah's mind returned to the pain. The aches and agonies coalesced and made sense. She felt empty and drained, as light as a sliver of sloughed skin. Empty.
The man laid his hand on her forehead and spoke softly. Where he touched her, a chip of ice melted through the heat of the pain and the withering storm of emotion. A chill spread from that single point, back through her mind and down finally into her heart. The pain was not diminished, but compressed and walled off. It rode in her breast. Her muscles relaxed, and she sank back onto the blanket, her head again resting in his hand.
She turned her gaze on him then, a tall, dark man silhouetted against a backdrop of morning sunlight. He was angular and thin, and she risked a small shake of her head in an attempt to smooth and round him. For the span of a heartbeat, his form wavered. The lines spread out and widened, his eyes deepened. Mariah turned away, and saw the wagon.
Glittering with reflected sunlight, the wooden side was a marvel of color and gaudy decoration. The central focus was a large shuttered window. The outside of the shutters were emblazoned with huge colourful letters. At first it was too bright for her to make out the words. When her eyes focused, she read slowly. Her reading had been confined to the books of The Bible, but her father had insisted that she learn.
'Dr. Samuel Balthazar's Travelling Show
Magic, Mystery, Cures & Tinctures
Charms for every ailment'
The words were surrounded by curling designs that wrapped around one another and became serpents, or . . . or dragons. There were beakers and bottles with arcane labels painted across their fronts. There was a unicorn, and what looked to Mariah to be a mountain lion with wings. She didn’t know what it was called.
The man laid her gently back onto the blanket and stood. He towered over her, and where his shadow crossed her the icy chill left by his touch intensified. Mariah shivered.
He followed the direction of her gaze and smiled. It was not an unkind smile, but neither was it the most beneficent of smiles. It failed to reach his eyes, she realised, but had no had reason to believe her eyes with so much mugginess in her mind.
'That is me,' he said, waving his arm in a flourish toward the wagon. 'Samuel Balthazar, at your service.'
Mariah tried to concentrate.
'My baby?' she asked. 'Is he…dead?'
'You were alone when I found you,' Balthazar said. 'The boy taken, but – and I have a sense for such things – I do not believe he is dead, though I have little doubt whoever left you here either believed that you were, or intended that you should be. It is fortunate – nay – fortuitous that I happened along when I did. One might believe fate lifted you and dropped you in my path.'
Mariah tried to sit up. She pressed her palms flat onto the blanket and pushed with what small strength had returned to her. She thought he might lean down and help her, take her arm or shoulder and lift, but he did not. The peculiar man of angles stood where he was and watched.
Her first attempt failed. She barely got her shoulders off the ground before she fell back. The impact drove what little wind she had from her lungs, and she lay there, gasping, as he gazed down at her.
'You will have to be stronger than that,' he said. The tone of his voice was matter of fact, but as she lay helpless, gazing up into his eyes, she saw that it wasn’t just that the smile didn't reach his eyes, but rather that no emotion did. They were empty. His lips curled, broadening that dead smile. His eyes stared through her into the earth.
She fastened onto his gaze and felt the ice shiver through her again. The cold flared where he had touched her forehead, and she concentrated on it. Mariah pressed her hands to the blanket again, closed her eyes, and pushed herself upright. She struggled, nearly fell a second time, and then with a grunt of pain, sat up straight.
