would then investigate. They wanted to rescue the department.” He smoothed a hand over the hospital blankets. “And my sweet Savannah was the key to the entire coup d’etat.”
“I’m listening.” Lydia forced herself to remember it was the adult Savannah he was talking about. The innocent little Greta she’d rescued all those years ago was gone.
“The group needed to approach the rest of the faculty.” He stared down at his own hands. “They knew I was their roadblock. I monitored gossip. I watched who was having coffee with whom. Who attended whose child’s baptism or bar mitzvah. My misguided loyalty to Bastian was legendary. They knew if they came to me I’d have had the three of them castrated on the spot. Somehow they learned about Savannah’s special services.”
Lydia was learning more about Savannah than she’d ever shared during appointments. If there was any hope of helping her, and saving herself, she needed to hear more. “What services did she offer?”
His attention was on Savannah as he spoke. “She, shall we say, distracted me. It was all orchestrated, of course, but to me it seemed the romantic miracle I’d always prayed would happen. I have no illusions, Dr. Corriger. I’m a plain man with the physique of a lazy academic. Sex was a solitary act. Intimate connection with a woman something I could only fantasize about.” He chuckled. “Maybe that’s why I was so horrible to others.”
Lydia ignored Childress’ self-pity. She needed more about Savannah’s involvement with the Bastian affair and if that involvement extended to shooting Wally Buchner before stabbing a note into his chest. She needed to know if Savannah could lead her to the voice behind the synthesizer who now threatened her existence.
“How did it begin?” she asked.
He traced a finger down Savannah’s motionless face, careful not to disturb the breathing tube lodged in her neck. “She was seated next to me at a faculty recital. Tchaikovsky’s First. Is there a more romantic concerto in the world?” He closed his eyes, lost in the memory. “I noticed her, of course. She was dressed in the subtlest of beige. Her black hair gleaming in contrast. Her skin glowing.” He tossed an anxious glance toward Lydia before returning his attention to his fallen angel. “I tried to concentrate on the music. Would I sound too much like a school boy to say I spent most of the recital pretending she was my date?” He shook his head clear. “I even looked around the room to see who might see me seated next to such a goddess.”
Childress sat again in the chair next to the bed. “Too soon applause signaled both the recital and my fantasy were over. I stole one last glance her way. A pearl of a tear slid down her cheek. She sat there as others gathered their things to leave. I sat with her. The room emptied and still we sat. Two strangers. Together. Sharing something. Savannah said not one word.
“Eventually, of course, a custodian arrived to lock up.” He inhaled deeply, re-living the next moment. “She turned to me and thanked me for staying with her. ‘You were kind to sit with me’ she said. I don’t know what possessed me. I asked her if she would care for a glass of sherry. Perhaps we could discuss the piece. She agreed.”
Childress brushed a piece of lint off his grey woolen trousers. “As I said, what I thought was a random encounter of two kindred souls was actually a well-choreographed plan. Savannah was hired to meet me, seduce me, gain my confidence, and co-opt me into agreeing with the faculty overthrow of Bastian.” He smiled. “But of course something else entirely happened.”
Lydia braced herself for his next statement.
“We fell in love,” he said. “We’ve been nearly inseparable since. She changed me somehow. Melted me. I came to see the kind of man I’d become. In me I think she found the genuine love she craved. She knew I would die before hurting her. She told me I was her home.” He took a deep breath. “I met with the faculty trio. They didn’t have to sell me. I knew more of Bastian’s evil than they did and Savannah’s love gave me the courage to follow through. We developed a plan. I’d help arrange meetings with other faculty members and make sure Bastian remained ignorant. They’d get their no-confidence vote from the faculty. He’d have no time to devise a counter- attack. Surely, he’d resign to save face. I’d step in as Interim Chair and we’d purge the department of the oppressive stench in which Bastian had it wrapped.”
“And you, of course, would seek the position of Chairman permanently.” Lydia knew men like Childress better than to think he’d had an altruistic epiphany. There’d be a payoff promised.
He grinned like the school boy he was afraid he was portraying. “You couldn’t be more wrong, Dr. Corriger. I agreed to stay on as Interim only until we could elect a new chairman. In fact, it was our plan to leave the university.”
“Our?” she asked.
He looked over his shoulder to Savannah. “I have a bit of money saved. A bachelor has few expenses. As it turns out, Savannah is quite wealthy. We promised each other a fresh start. Together. A small fishing village in Maine. I’d write and she would learn to play the piano.” A tear dropped onto his sweater. “A simple life. For as long as it lasted.”
Lydia felt a pull of sadness for the woman little Greta had become and the pitiful man who loved her. “So why are we in this intensive care cubicle? What went wrong?”
He blinked his eyes clear. “The faculty plan worked as intended, of course. Bastian was blindsided. Eviscerated. Powerless.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “Unfortunately, he chose that very night to have his heart attack. That was the beginning of the road that led us here. Savannah felt responsible. That the meeting had somehow brought on his attack. No amount of logic could dissuade her. She couldn’t get over the coincidence of his dying on the day our plan was executed. She began to fall apart. Little things at first. Her mind would wander. She took less care of herself. I begged her to return to you but she would just repeat her idea that she was broken and no one could fix her. That she’d sinned and Bastian’s heart attack was a sign of the punishment that awaited her.”
Childress didn’t try to stop the tears. “And then that graduate student was murdered. Do you remember reading about that?”
Lydia’s pulse quickened. “Yes. What does he have to do with Savannah?”
“She became obsessed his death was her fault, too.” He looked up at Lydia. “I suppose someone in your profession would call it paranoia or even psychosis, but she got herself into such a state. She wasn’t eating. She never slept. I tried to tell her it was an unfortunate coincidence. A random act of violence. But she grew evermore certain there was a connection between the two deaths and that the sins of her past somehow caused both men to die.”
Lydia leaned in. “Were Bastian and the student connected in any way?”
Childress gave a bewildered shake of his head. “Bastian was head of Neuroscience. The student, Buchner was his name. Walter Buchner. A nothing. A second year graduate research assistant. Audiology as I recall. No connection whatsoever.” He raised his hands in frustration. “But there was no convincing her. I think her concerns over the deaths of Bastian and that poor boy rendered her too vulnerable for the news we received recently. It was too much for my fragile darling.”
“What news was that?”
Childress gave her a baffled stare. “You don’t know?” He stared back at his fiance. “I begged her to call you. She was so upset.”
Lydia flashed upon Savannah leaving her office. “Tell me what happened.”
He leaned back in his chair, breathed a heavy sigh, and caressed Savannah’s hand. “Savannah is HIV+, Dr. Corriger. A work-related condition, you could say. She informed me not long after we met; when we realized things were serious between us. She told me she never gave it a second thought. That for years she welcomed the death she knew would come soon. She didn’t know which of the many ‘special projects’ had infected her. She said she assumed it was divine justice for the life she led.”
Childress smiled at the woman on the bed. “But that changed when we fell in love.” He looked up at Lydia. “She sought treatment for the first time. She began taking care of herself; even travelling to Italy to learn about a new intervention.”
Lydia remembered Savannah’s explanation for the seven weeks between her first and second appointment with her. She said she’d been someplace warm on a business-related trip.
“She adhered religiously to her medication regimen,” Childress continued. “Her doctors told her she had every reason to be optimistic. HIV is no longer a death sentence, you understand.”
Lydia nodded. She was stunned at what she didn’t know about Greta/Savannah.
“But her optimism died with the news.” A tear slid down his cheek. “Despite how careful we were in our affection, I learned yesterday that I’d become infected myself.” He brought Savannah’s hand to his lips and kissed it
