Olivia suspected that just such lapses had occurred with her and her late husband, who was the bastard of Elezaros.
'I am the helpmeet of Belisarius and his devoted servant,' said Antonina in her most forceful accents. Then she regarded Olivia again. 'You say he was well?'
'Well but tired,' Olivia reassured her. 'The campaign was hard, and the worst had not yet begun. He had been trying to find enough men to stop the raids that Totila's men had been making all around the city. It was wearing down the resistance of the peasants and farmers. Many of them wished to leave, and one of the tasks that Belisarius had set his men was convincing the farmers, as he tried to convince the citizens of Roma, not to leave, no matter how desperate their plight might seem.'
'Tired. Not ill?' Her concern was without artifice; whatever else Antonina might be, she was truly concerned for the safety and welfare of her husband.
'Not while I was there, august lady. He complained of headaches from time to time, but nothing more than that. One of his officers had dislocated his shoulder and was carrying his arm in a sling while the ligaments mended, but that was the worst injury I saw, and if there was illness among them, I was not aware of it.' Olivia saw the worry fade from Antonina's jet-black eyes. 'Believe me, your husband is not in danger, at least he was not when I last saw him.'
'May God watch over him and give him protection and guidance,' said Antonina, her imperious manner returning. 'I would like to know what plans he revealed, if any, for his homecoming.'
'He said nothing about it while I was with him. I do not think he has made plans that are not in accord with the orders of the Emperor.' This time Olivia sought to find a diplomatic way to deliver what she knew would be a disappointing message.
'It is the great honor of my husband to be high in the esteem of the Emperor and to be given the privilege of carrying out his orders.' Antonina could not entirely disguise the sigh that accompanied this patriotic sentiment.
There was a discreet tap at the door and Arius opened it to admit three slaves bearing cups and plates. 'As you have ordered, august lady,' he said with a reverence to Antonina.
'Very good. Present the sweetmeats.' She signaled the slaves with a wave of her hand.
Olivia had experienced many awkward moments of this nature and she used her abilities with the ease of long habit. 'Oh, I am most upset; I did not realize there would be refreshments offered, and…'
'What is it?' asked Eugenia when Olivia did not go on.
'I have the misfortune to suffer from an antipathy to many fruits and some spices. They do not agree with me at all, and if I should eat them, I become horridly sick. I hope you will pardon me for refusing your gracious hospitality, but I am certain that I would prove to be a most reprehensible guest if I let myself succumb to your kindness.'
'An antipathy?' repeated Antonina.
'Yes. Doubtless you know others who have similar conditions; I recall that one of Belisarius' officers becomes short of breath and flushed if he eats shellfish.' She was hoping that Belisarius had taken the time to outline the failings as well as the virtues of his men to his wife.
'That would be Gregorios, I assume,' said Antonina.
'The one who you introduced to me last year?' inquired Eugenia. 'With the dark curly hair?'
'No, that is Drosos,' said Antonina with a knowing inclination of her head. She was watching her friend and so she did not see the faint smile that flickered over Olivia's face. 'Yes, Gregorios has such an antipathy, I am certain of it.'
'Whichever man it was,' said Olivia, 'I felt for him most sincerely, for I know of my own experience how unendurable such episodes can be.'
The slaves who had waited as still as monuments now moved at a signal from Antonina and placed their offerings on the low table beside their mistress' couch. They then made deep reverences and left, Arius in their wake like a whale following fishing vessels.
'Take what pleases you, and if you feel it best, touch nothing,' said Antonina, making it clear that her remarks were intended for both women.
'I am hungry, and fortunately I have no antipathies that might interfere with my pleasures,' said Eugenia, managing to infuse a world of meaning into her statement.
'Then you may thank God for His kindness,' Antonina said as she reached for one of the wine cups.
'Oh, I do,' said Eugenia, full of mischief.
Olivia leaned back on the couch and wished that this stilted, unendurable, endless afternoon would be over before either of the others had finished her wine.
'You have said,' Antonina said, addressing Olivia once she had tasted some of the food set out, 'that you are not interested in finding a husband, and if that is the case, I do not know what more I will be able to do for you. My area of influence is limited, as it must be for all women.'
Knowing that Antonina was a close friend of the Empress Theodora, Olivia decided that this last assertion could be interpreted very loosely. 'Your civility in my welcome is more than enough. If, from time to time, you are willing to permit me to call upon you and to invite you to my house—once it is fit to be lived in—then I will think myself favored beyond my deserts.'
Antonina nodded, but said, 'Should you eventually change your mind, you must tell me.'
'Of course,' said Olivia, retreating into silence while the other two women nibbled at sweetmeats and speculated on the success of the most illustrious chariot team in the Empire.
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