moment? If his feelings realigned, then Judy and Frances would realign themselves around him.
“I want to know where they come from,” Peter said. There was a motor running inside him, driving him forward. Judy could see it: silver pistons and black rods. It ran on redcurrant jelly. She shook her head. Peter was speaking. “Those spider bushes we saw, they come from the Russian Free States. What is driving the world to evolve in those new directions? Have you heard the rumors of the origin of the Watcher? The Watcher believes itself to be of extraterrestrial origin. It thinks it is the product of an intergalactic computer virus that settled in the computers of Earth in the early twenty-first century.”
“I have heard that,” Frances said. The buttons between her legs seemed to be protruding a little further than normal. Peter had noticed that; his gaze was leading Judy’s there.
“There are venumbs all through the Enemy Domain. And if you look to the edge of the galaxy and what lurks there…”
The room was a whirlpool, and the cinder was at its center, and they were all whirling towards the dark center; the seam in Peter’s brain where the EA had mended his mind was threatening to break. Judy could see it-it was stretching-but she had to know…
“What’s at the edge of the galaxy, Peter? What is out there?”
Frances put her hand on Peter’s shoulder. “I think you should sit down, Peter,” she said. “Tell me about the cinder. Has it shown any sign of germinating?”
“No,” Peter replied, reeling back from the edge. He was looking at Frances. Looking at the buttons between her legs. “I can’t figure out the mechanism.”
“You surprise me. I think you know an awful lot about machines…”
Peter looked at her. “I can make them sing,” he whispered.
The golden robot took his hand. “Do you think you could make me sing?”
Judy looked at Frances. She hadn’t said those words. She was doing something to her body, to her voice. Judy knew that robots played with humans, that they could influence their emotions and reactions, but she had never really seen it happen so overtly.
“What’s at the edge of the galaxy, Peter?” she asked again. Beneath the veneer of that white face, she was flesh and blood, and she too was responding to whatever Frances was doing to Peter. It was distracting her. “What’s out there, Peter?”
“I don’t know…but you hear things. I was marooned on that planet for three months. I was…It gives you a different perspective. We live with the EA, and we’re robbed of our volition, but in a
Judy was biting back bile; black bubbles of oily goo were expanding in her stomach, rising up her throat. Black bubbles were spilling from Peter’s mouth. None of it real. All the bad things that needed to be said.
“Is it true?” she asked. “Do you really claim to understand what you did?”
“He’s telling the truth,” Frances said, and she sat down on the floor in front of Peter and opened her legs.
Judy shook her head, trying to disentangle what was real from the piped stream of MTPH.
But what is real, Judy? Your extra senses give you another window on reality-or is that a window to another reality? I can see in infrared, or track your passage through the disturbance of magnetic fields. Which is the “real” view?
“Frances, is that you?” Judy asked.
…
“No, Frances,” Judy murmured to herself, “that’s you. There’s somebody else in here, Frances. Who is it?”
No. Who are you, Judy? If only you knew. You dream of a hand, over your face…
“How do you know that?”
Frances and Peter hadn’t moved. Frances wasn’t sitting on the floor, her legs open and knees pulled up. She wasn’t drawing Peter’s hand towards herself, gently shaping his fingers to press the numbered buttons.
“I can’t feel anyone else here,” Frances said. She paused. “What about that stealth robot-Chris?”
“It doesn’t feel like him,” Judy said.
“It wouldn’t,” Frances said patiently. “He’s a
Judy forced herself to her feet.
“Peter, those people in the processing space. Why did you do it?”
Peter turned to look at her. He had an erection; she could see it, bulging through his trousers. He didn’t seem embarrassed by it. He licked his lips and looked at Frances.
“You want the truth? I don’t know if you’ll understand. My name is Onethirteen. You know what that means. My great-grandmother was company property, raised from an aborted fetus. As an aborted fetus she was legally dead, therefore not human, therefore she was company property. The Transition put a stop to that sort of thing, but that wasn’t all it stopped. We also lost something valuable on the way.”
“What?” Frances asked. “Surely that sort of legal indenture is wrong.”
“It was. Or I think it was. But that’s the point. You see, there used to be a debate about whether what the companies were doing was right or wrong. Now there is no debate. The EA says how it should be, and we all just go along with it. How can we be good or bad when there is no choice? I wanted to do something for myself.”
“How childish,” Judy said.
“I know. I wanted to be fat, or an alcoholic or something, but the Watcher won’t let me.”
“You’re pathetic.” The words were out before she could stop them. The room was turning around and around. Judy was feeling annoyed; her emotions were leaking out.
“You of all people should understand,” Peter said. “You chose to remain a virgin…Look, I’m not making excuses. I’m just explaining how I felt back then. I remember…”
He paused, and the whole room held its breath, the walls spasming out, the air suddenly stilled.
“What do you remember, Peter?” It was Frances who had spoken; she felt it, too.
Peter spoke quickly. “I…Who makes all these choices? Is it the Watcher? I think so. Why is our world the shape that it is? I used to know someone, he was so bitter… He was the pilot on the
“Capacity?” asked Frances.
“Oh, yes,” Peter said. “Look at me: balding, weak heart. I have to exercise or I get really unwell. Look at the pilot. He was in his sixties, then. He’ll be a really old man now, if he’s still alive. Why is that? Why do we still get old? Can’t the Watcher cure us?”
“I don’t know,” Judy said.
Peter waved his hand. “There is a theory about the maximum amount of information that can be stored in a given space. It’s all to do with entropy and black holes. Apparently a one-centimeter black hole represents ten to the power of sixty-six bits of data.”
“So?” Frances said.
“So how much capacity does a personality construct require in a processing space? Don’t answer that,