Fitzgerald rose from his chair by the fire.
“If you mean Miss Armistead—”
“I don't care what her name is! The
“Theo.” Fitzgerald set down the roll of charts he'd been scanning. “Lower your voice, for the love of Mary. Miss Armistead is not my mistress. She's in the way of being my ward.”
“Your—”
“
Theo barked with laughter. “I don't believe it. She's thirty if she's a day!”
Fitzgerald paced toward him in a sudden gust of anger. “She is six-and-twenty, look you, and I'll not have her insulted.”
“Tell me another story, Father,” the boy said mockingly. “You always contrive so delightfully. But I suppose I should not be shocked. You've kept your light-skirts for years, haven't you? How else could Mama have come to the state she's in?”
Fitzgerald stopped dead. “What in the
“I mean you gave her the pox that's ruined her life.”
“Did she say that?”
“She doesn't have to,” the boy retorted. “Do you think we're all
Fitzgerald shook him savagely; Theo's teeth rattled together. “How old are you, boy?”
“Se-seventeen,” he stuttered, pale but defiant. “Eighteen next summer. Old enough to—”
“—Blister your parent with bitterness?” Fitzgerald released him. “Then you're old enough to know the truth. You've been sheltered too long.”
“I.
“Very well,” Fitzgerald said furiously. “If you want brutal, I'll give it to you. Your mother got syphilis from a stranger when you were a bit child, Theo. That's why you were packed off to Harrow at seven. Because she was bound for Paris, and her first trial of mercury. We thought it might kill her.”
“Your fault!”
“No. I've been spared her curse, God help me.
“She's long past making sense,” the boy spat out. “Which means you can tear her reputation to shreds, without the slightest possibility of argument. You vile,
“What?” Fitzgerald reached for a decanter of brandy, poured himself a glass. His mouth was filled with bile and his stomach churning; for all he loved Theo body and soul, their meetings always ended like this. Dust and ashes and the two of them screaming at each other. “You'd put a bullet through my heart, like the noble lad you are? Watch the cur die and avenge your Mama? Don't be a
He tossed down the brandy in one gulp, wiped his mouth on his sleeve.
“Talk to a doctor, Theo. Read a medical book, while you're idling away at university. You're safe from her illness—she was free of it when she had you—but you need to know what's coming. Maude looks to be in the last throes of the disease and I don't think her frame could stand another treatment. You'll have to cope with her dying in a very few weeks more.”
There was an ugly silence. The rage had fled Theo's face, to be replaced by uncertainty; he looked suddenly too young for Oxford. As indeed he was. Theo had always rushed his fences.
“Madame duFief—” he said.
“Is paid to look after your Ma, but she's not a nurse. Get Thornton from London when Maude starts to rave. He's helped her in the past.”
“You won't be here.” Theo's hands balled into fists. “You'd desert her at the end?”
Fitzgerald sank down wearily by the fire, and put his head in his hands.
“When do we get the newspapers?” Fitzgerald asked.
“Coultrip fetches them from Sheerness—they're sent across on the ferry. Why?”
“You'll know already of the Consort's death?”
“Of course.”
“I'm forced to leave England on a matter of business,” he said slowly. “No telling when I'll get back.”
“And your
“That's why I spoke of your Ma as I did,” Fitzgerald persisted. “You'll need help.”
“I shan't attempt to reach
Fitzgerald started out of his chair. “Hate me or no, Theo, I'm your father forever, lad. When Maude goes —”
“I'll have no reason to see you, ever again. Uncle Charles is naming me heir to the earldom—all he's turned out is girls—and as far as I'm concerned, you've nothing to do with my world.”
Fitzgerald grinned derisively. “You'd need an Act of Parliament to follow Monteith, lad. You're descended on the distaff side.”
“Uncle will get one,” Theo retorted, his lips white with anger. “He's already had me change my name.”
“You're to be a Hastings?”
“
“I shall have to thank her for that,” Fitzgerald said bitterly.
“Don't,” Theo tossed over his shoulder. “Don't go near Mama. Just leave Shurland. We've never wanted you here.”
Chapter Twenty-Three
Fitzgerald frowned, and set down his pen.
He had no idea whether Septimus Taylor had regained consciousness—or ever would. His words, like prayer, traveled straight into a void.